哼哼哈兮！下着雨的星期六夜晚，我不舒舒服服的躲在家里，那我在哪里呢？当然是在周阿伦的演唱会啦！不晓得屋顶是不是没盖好，有几滴雨水落在我的周围不过也只是几秒而已，后来就停了。开场他一出现，尖叫声不断，好大声哦！现场演唱真的比CD好听。新加坡很热，是唯一一个国家让他唱第一首歌就流汗了。歌曲有换了一些，还有演唱新歌。他还蛮容易认出来的，你只要从一群舞者中找到那个不跳舞的就是他了。几乎每一首都在大合唱，即使是新歌。大家都在等他唱算什么男人，前奏一下，MV一出现，大家就疯了。开放点歌邀请歌迷跟他合唱，还要求我们不要点太难的，不然他会吓一跳。那些歌还不是你自己创作的，还会难得倒你吗？我看你是怕记不起歌词吧？歌迷都好热情很勇敢，很快就举起手。有位歌迷怕自己唱得不好，请大家多多包含。杰伦说没关系，他唱歌也不好听，唱歌要有自信一点。我们都觉得你勇气可嘉，怎么还会嫌弃你唱得不好？当然，大家还是有一起大合唱。就算刚才已经唱过安静了，他还是不介意再唱多一遍。杰伦还说可以走到前面台下跟他合唱，那位男生唱搁浅唱得还不错，杰伦就跟他唱得比较久。我发现他真的很喜欢开不了口这首歌，歌迷还没选就自己主动要求合唱这首。还记得他的第一首歌吗？演唱可爱女人的时候，荧幕就出现坐在台下的女生，这首歌献给新加坡所有可爱女人！记歌词的功力进步了，一直用唱的方式对我们说谢谢。他笑说有看到年级比较大的人来看他的演唱会。他的歌迷年龄层都蛮广泛的。安可压轴歌曲七里香让我想起了某人。唱到一半，他突然走下台和歌迷握手击掌，羡慕~ 警卫都很紧张一直紧跟在他身旁。他的最佳拍档方文山也有来听演唱会哦！他说看我们一直坐在那里应该是不想回家，那他就继续唱下去。你不太会说话没关系，我听得懂你想表达什么就可以了。你不需要太华丽的布景太炫的舞步，就算你静静的坐在那里自弹自唱，我也一样会捧场。他说下次见是2015，真的吗？！不用等三年哦？开心！致我永远的超人：祝你永远幸福快乐！一定要幸福哦！
Meet up with ei8ht at 49 seats, their service is really bad. They kept sending wrong orders to our table. This is the first time I went to a restaurant and they told me they don't have chicken anymore. Reluctantly changed my cheesy chicken chop to tomyam seafood pasta. Purposely chose chicken cause it's more filling, so disappointing. I don't like the pasta. I think lays is more unlucky, she has even resorted to choosing aglio olio and it didn't even come after all of us were done with our food. It's the first time we waited until they gave us a refund. We went to lady m cafe but they were closing soon. They only had the seats near the entrance but I think some of them don't like. Then we went to dean & deluca to buy cakes for lays & mag's birthday. The moment they saw us sitting down, one of the staff came up to us saying they were closed. Anyway, we were just ordering cakes so even if their kitchen is closed, we shouldn't be affected. The staff went on to tell us we can order but we need to leave by 10 cause they are closing at that time. Nat was so angry and was quite harsh with her words. She purposely spoke out loud for the staff to hear. Initially wanted to get rainbow cake for mag but the person in front bought 6 of them, leaving none for us. Poor lays didn't even get to eat dinner. Kept pestering yl to show us her couple picture, came up with everything I could think of to pester her. Finally got to see it, carrie went to take a snapshot of it, now everyone has that picture. This is the result of making us wait so long to see one picture.
Weather is quite cold nowadays, I'm freezing.
Dinner at supply and demand with the girls, I love pizza and pasta, got souvenirs from turkey! Bought romance novel cause apparently min only reads romance, since bel's one was not a pure romance novel, we didn't even bother to draw lots. We will exchange the books with one another once we have finished reading, luckily min hasn't read before the book I bought. Heard that the one bel bought has good reviews, it's a very thick book cause it combined 2 books into 1, shall get started on it soon. Tried out honey creme (soft served ice cream), it's not only overrated, it's not even nice either. Shopped for a little while and went home quite early, for once. Working in town area is convenient especially when I want to go shop for gifts, won't be late either if friends decided to meet in town area.
Had dim dim-the hong kong pantry for breakfast with yx (I'm actually having lunch with her once every week), wanted to save our stomach for late lunch at concetto. After I finished my wanton mee, I'm already very full but still managed to finish most of the dimsum. Went to the teo heng outlet at suntec, tried out jay's new song, quite difficult but I'm sure I'll master it in time to come. I've always wanted to try concetto, finally get the chance to do so. Had the chef's recommendation prawn aglio, I don't really like it. It looks like meepok haha, was a bit disappointed with the taste and my iced lemon tea wasn't nice either. After that went to meet up with the teo's for christmas shopping. Dinner at menya musashi, the spicy ramen was good although it wasn't really that spicy, love the egg, 好好吃~ Went into the same shops many times, rushed to many places just to decide what to get, in the end I went back to the one I initially planned to get in the first place, feel like killing myself. Ended the day with llaollao dessert, tried the original one without any toppings, it's so sour! Spending quality time with awesome people makes me happy.
Received gifts from my colleagues, totally didn't expect this. Felt a bit paiseh if I didn't give them anything so I went to get royce chocolates for them. I know I'm a sweet girl haha. Had our favourite zichar and annual christmas exchange with the Teo's! Not forgetting their other halves either. This year's presents are all quite up to the standard, mine is over the budget cause my santee is too picky already (that's my bro by the way). Searched his wardrobe to see what tops/pants he has and went to find out his size, couldn't find his member card but didn't asked him for it cause I don't want him to find out. I did everything secretively, even hid the present from my parents in case they tell him. Don't want history to repeat itself like it did for my sis a few years back, made her so angry. His gf doesn't know what to get for jm, luckily I've a good memory so I told them and even showed them the picture of the hoodie he wanted. Whatever jm told me that day, whichever shops he did/didn't frequent, I said it all. He's quite surprised to get that present, glad he likes it. My sis is so scheming, she suspected hy's her secret santa so she kept testing her out but she didn't fall into her trap. It's no use either, my sis already knows and she's right. I got a cup which changes its image from heart to moustache when I pour hot water into it, quite cool. Jr gave each of us a handwritten card and lollipops which looks like halloween ones, with a leg/hand as the stick. While the rest played card games, silas (the guitarist) played some chords and the lead singers (me & hy) sang to our hearts' content. It's like a mini concert for those gamblers, we even offered dedication of songs haha. Of course I had to go search for the chords and lyrics first, sang a lot of my idol's songs. Merry Christmas!
What are the chances of my favourite guy and favourite girl appearing together side by side? 《算什么男人》MV 就有啦！一开始听的时候被他的新唱腔吓到了。I'm going to preorder his album~ 超难过，还是希望你有一起去台湾 :((
Staycation at goodwood park hotel with DBA01 people yesterday. It was pouring really heavily and my shoes were all wet. Went for dinner at 18 chefs. Had spicy tomato cheese baked rice, under all the cheese, you will see a lot of sliced chilli padi. Although it's spicy, I still like it. Played indian poker and 7-up back at the hotel, I secretly collaborated with wx and told him whether he needs to change his card or not. Some people are really unlucky, keep getting the smaller number, doesn't even make a difference even if they changed. Had my forfeit during first round of 7-up so it was still quite mild. As we continued playing, the forfeit is getting more and more disgusting. They mixed sugar, cheezel, mamee monster noodle snack, chilli sauce, sprite and green tea. Ewww, luckily I never lose after the first round if not I'll vomit. Loser can mix his own drink for the loser in the next round. Wx got his own karma when he lost 2 times in a row，自食其果, who asked him so cruel.
Not forgetting our annual christmas exchange, my secret santee was mel and secret santa was yaya (got it right on my first guess, so lucky). I got a dress! It's free size so I definitely can wear, it's quite pretty. Yaya and boonie had to leave early and the rest of us started chatting among ourselves. Gave jeff a lecture cause sometimes he just talked without thinking and offended a lot of people. Of course we know that he's like that but some people may not know and might take it to heart. Sometimes we had to talk some sense into him and helped him clear his mess. Nevertheless, it was fun chatting with them about different stuff. I do agree that girls are insecure and get jealous very easily. We also have good memory, think too much and hold grudges etc haha. I don't believe guys don't get jealous, they just don't show it as often as us I guess?
Recently, I realised that I've started to snore ever since I started working. Luckily I didn't snore yesterday, I seldom snore unless I'm too tired. I don't take up a lot of space either and according to mel, she was quite surprised that I didn't move around too much. I remained at the same area the whole night. Packed up, had brunch at far east 5 little bears. They don't have the burgers mel was craving for, they only have taiwan food. We ordered 台中卤肉饭，高雄牛肉面，台南担仔面，台北蚵仔面线。Heard that taiwan's 胡须张卤肉饭 is nice, will give it a try if I'm going there. Checked out from the hotel and home sweet home!
是不能去还是不想去？我想是后者居多吧。一开始问的时候你就一直推三阻四，借口多多。自己要出国就有钱去有很多年假，陪我去就没有。如果以后你要我陪你去你想去的国家，我才不要去，谁叫你不肯陪我。还说要一起出国，骗人。是真的很希望你能陪我去，所以明知道你一直在找借口推托却还是抱着一丝希望厚着脸皮一直叫你去。说再多也没用，人家就是不想去。说我任性霸道闹脾气也好，说我无理取闹不讲理也罢，反正我就是不开心就是讨厌你 :( 不想强迫别人去做不想做的事，何必搞到大家都不开心？我一个人不开心就够了。出国也不会买东西回来给我，就算我有买你也不会买给我的。没心没肝，亏我还对你这么好 :( 每次出国都会告诉你，那阵子连说都没说。我真的以为你从此就这样消失在我的生命里，所以不是没想过要买，是没必要去买。买了也不能送，摆在家里只会不断地提醒自己已经失去你了。失去你的那段时间，我以为你不要我了。这四年根本不算什么，你可以说不要就不要。想说的是，庆幸你还在。
Haven't been to esplanade for many years, found my way there based on my past memory. Dinner at grand pavilion with min and bel, bought the groupon at half price for $100 worth of food. The moment we stepped in, we realised that most of the people dining there are older adults. Wanted to try their dimsum but it's not available at night so we tried their chinese cuisine. Taste was a bit bland, but well it's healthy. Decided on the theme "books" for our christmas exchange. It's time to go to the bookstore but hope that I won't buy those they have already read. I like this theme because I like reading but one bad thing is I don't know what to buy for people who have read so many books.
Watched "love, rosie", happy that someone came after all :) Actually I was quite disappointed when he couldn't come initially but was damn happy when he changed his mind :D Love to see him wear my favourite colour. Had my favourite salted popcorn, although I couldn't finish it. Anyway the movie is based on the novel "where rainbows end" by Cecelia Ahern. Romance movie is not my type, I'm more of a thriller and suspense kind of person. I don't usually read romance novels either cause I think the storyline is more or less the same. I'll only watch it if it's really very good, but I do watch romance dramas cause you don't need to squeeze everything into 2 hours time frame. There's no rush in trying to build up the emotions of the audience and bringing out the romantic and touching scenes. The movie wasn't too bad, quite funny and touching at some parts. I like the actress, she's very pretty, she acted in the mortal instruments too. Can totally relate to the feelings of the actress for some parts. The best woman speech was quite touching but I didn't cry. I do feel touched and sad but there's no tears, not touching enough for me. I've realized that no matter where you are or who you're with, I'll always, truly, completely, love you. The guy looked like he's going to cry any moment when she said that, like that scene a lot. I'm so gonna read this book. I hope the novel won't be too different from the movie.
It's really a torture to wake up so early on a Saturday just to queue for lovebonito's year end sale with bel, first time going to a warehouse sale. The queue is freaking long and the weather is quite humid. Everything is going off at $12, that's about one-third of the usual price, of course must buy since it's so cheap right? Haha. Keep persuading bel to buy, not a good friend at all, should actually stop her from buying so much. I did try at some point to stop her from buying 3 tops with the same design but different colours and I failed. Saw a pair of heels I like but doesn't have my size. Amazed by the fact that almost ALL of their skirts are pretty nice, this rarely happens but again can't find my size, so sad :( Couldn't find anything my sis likes, she's a loyal supporter so whatever she wanted, she has already bought it online. She even offered to buy me one as my new job gift, it pays to be nice to her.
Watched "mockingjay", it's starting to get a bit boring cause they are starting to rebel against having unfair treatment, against having cruel hunger games. Reading the book is better than the movie cause most of the time in the movie, they are just talking and talking, not much actions/suspense. I still prefer books cause there's more explanations, descriptions and you can picture the scenario in your head. Just like how I like reading harry potter series, deathly hallows is my favourite (for the novel and I re-read this book for a few times). It's more exciting than the movie. Goblet of fire (the first harry potter movie that I watched) is what gets me started on the whole harry potter series, even if a lot of people says it's a boring film, I still think that it's nice. After that was buffet town! Food wasn't too bad, ate quite a lot of seafood, really like mussels, fish, soup and iced lemon tea haha. Quite full but now I feel like I can eat again. Always very happy when you're around :) Yx insisted on returning me money cause I didn't want her to treat me for my birthday but I ran away before she could do so. Made plans to go tw, I'm finally going there yay!!! Quite sad and disappointed because you won't be joining, I've always hoped that I can visit my favourite country with my favourite guy, guess it's not going to happen. Throat feels dry, keep wanting to drink water if not I'll keep coughing. Please don't start now, once I start it's difficult to recover.
以后都不去烦你了，不会主动告诉你任何事了。人家没想过要关心你，你就不要逼别人去关心你。要关心，他自己会问不需要等你说了之后才来关心。人家只是要你把他当朋友，所以他不会主动关心你不会在乎你不会对你特别好，你也不需要对他特别好。如果需要朋友的关心又何必特别选择你的关心呢？因为还在生气，所以你问的时候才会故意不要跟你讲。聊到了一些往事，想起了一些回忆，不开心。到现在都不明白自己做错了什么你要这样对我。因为喜欢你吗？那以后就不要喜欢咯 :( 得到的结论只有：因为我的感受不重要。已经长得不好看了还看起来比较老，听了心里很不是滋味。一天不讲我称赞一下会死哦？每次都被贬到一文不值，我有这么糟吗？讨厌你，哼！总是能在人群中找到你的踪影，有时候根本不用找，一个转身就看到你了，你却每次都找不到我 :(
Met up with 5 out of ei8ht some time ago to discuss our vietnam trip, we're more or less done with the itinerary. Vietnam is not on my travel list, I just go because they are going, just to accompany them. I still haven't visited my favourite guy's hometown, the first on my travel list. Don't know say for how long already, till now still haven't set foot there. Jackie joined us for dinner even though he's not going, so touched that he initiated to join us. Celebrated yl's birthday, her wish came true after all.
I found a job! Finally~ I've always wanted to work in the hr department, so I only looked for hr related jobs. There were times when people told me to choose other departments cause hr is difficult to find, some companies don't even have hr, big companies have so much staff but only so few people in hr, I'm not suitable to be a hr personnel blah blah blah. I didn't listen to any single one of them cause I've always known what I want. I don't want to give up without trying. I know it's their kind intentions to give me advice, I appreciate that but in the end, it's all up to my own decision/choice. This is my life, I choose what I want to do. I deal with the consequences of my own choice, not others' advice. Really stubborn, isn't it? Really don't like people controlling and restricting her, isn't it? I need A LOT of freedom, the freedom to choose what I want/like.
Visited madame tussauds wax museum cause staff members have complimentary ticket to the new attraction. Saw a lot of famous people there, including my favourite guy and handsome ex-idol. Almost didn't get a chance to have an individual shot with him cause there were other people around taking pictures with him and even hugging him! I think the figurine doesn't look like the real person. The height is just nice that my head lies exactly above his shoulders. 喜欢这样挽着我喜欢的男生的手 :) He's getting married soon, I should stop being so obsessed with him. Stefanie's figurine looks so much like the real person, my colleagues keep taking tons of pictures with her. I only have 4-5 with ah jay, but I'm still contented haha. It's nothing much, just walking around and taking pictures with the figurines and props. Just visit once and you won't think of going again unless your favourite artiste figurine is inside and you still haven't taken enough pictures with him/her. Took cable car back to vivo and had dinner at poulet, ordered the signature dish roast chicken. Ate till quite full but spent most of the time cutting the chicken, from hungry cut until become full already. It's still worth a try!
有时候不晓得为什么会特别想念一个人。那个人呢？会像我想他一样想我吗？什么时候才会送我回家？什么时候才会对我特别好，不凶我不骂我不讲我不念我，对我温柔一点疼我宠我多一点？为什么不试着去了解别人的想法？方法明明就有很多种，不是你觉得对的就只能这样。有时候真的很不喜欢你，凶巴巴的一点都不可爱 :( 其实还是希望有哪一天他会突然问我要不要一起去周杰伦的演唱会。为什么不叫别人陪我去？因为我只想要你陪啊。不想不喜欢一个人去可是我不会问的，因为我知道你不想陪我。宁愿让我一个人也不会有想要陪我的念头。有时候又要听到一些不想听的话还要压抑内心难过的情绪假装没事。一厢情愿真的好难受好难受。你一定也觉得难受对吧？一个你不喜欢的人一直烦你缠着你，有时候会不耐烦对吧？对不起。我很努力不去打扰你了，可是喜欢一个人很难不表现出来。压抑自己的情感还真是不简单。
Went to watch "annabelle" with colleagues on wed, there are still some scary parts but I think it's not as frightening as "conjuring". There are some parts where I kept waiting for something scary to appear but it didn't. I think I expected something more but it just sort of end there. Didn't have anything much, just kept you in suspense, don't waste money on this movie.
Met up with DBA01 people on sat, went mfm for lunch and catch up with one another's lives. The last time we met was last year Christmas exchange, that's so long ago! Happy to see them again, we went through thick and thin together, had our share of arguments but I'm glad we resolved everything :) Felt comfortable around them since we have known one another for 6 years already, quite used to them already. After lunch, yam left and the rest of us went starbucks to chill and waited for the rest to join us for the second half of the day (to fika at millenia walk). After so many years, yeong is still making fun of me and jeff, maybe I should tell him he's right we're going to end up together soon haha. He brought his gf along, it didn't felt awkward cause we were quite sociable, we kept talking to her and tried not to make her feel left out. We are all happy for him, we will welcome anyone into our big family with open arms haha. Dinner was too heavy for me, met zalinda our ex-classmate at fika also, the world is so small. After dinner we went starbucks again and played heads up game (singapore version). Felt very tired when I reached home but I'm glad to see them :) Planned for a staycation during dec, shall see them again soon!
Lunch at astons and then teo heng, sometimes I think I went singing too many times until I don't know what songs to sing anymore. The song pk was fun even though my score wasn't good but I sang my favourite jay chou songs, specially selected these 3 out. Went for dinner with cousins at taste of thailand, initially they wanted to go teo heng and sing, luckily there's no more room, if not I've to go back there again. Last minute decision to go watch "dracula untold" at cwp since hy's bf is driving. Couldn't resist the temptation of salted popcorn and iced lemon tea even though I was really full. I think the movie wasn't too bad but not to the point of fantastic though. I might have watched too many vampire shows already, my personal favourite the vampire diaries.
我惨了，真的惨了。我发现你出现在身边的时候，我还是很开心觉得很自在。虽然听到一些东西还是会难过还是不想听不想讲话，可是就是喜欢你在身边的时候。为什么还会这样？惨了啦，这样不是会一直心痛下去？我控制不了自己的情感，我正在想念一个不会想念我的人 :( Dim gai?
Teo heng yesterday with hk & hy, helped them buy dinner and went in to the room first. It's not fun to sing alone so I played games and listened to music while waiting for them. Their memory of song titles is really bad, 情歌 can become 礼物, 出卖 can become 背叛. It's a test of my memory when they just sing a verse of the song or describe the scenario in the MV and I need to recall the song title. I always call myself 点歌机 cause I know how to sing most of the songs they choose. So far I think that hy 跟我最有默契, she's the only one who knows how to sing lara's part in 珊瑚海, the only one who can finish the whole song perfectly in my opinion. I've always thought that she's very good in singing. I remember that she always bully me when we were young cause she will ask me to sing the guy's part in a duet. I highly suspect it's because of this, that's why I couldn't reach high notes now haha. If it's jay chou's songs, I'll volunteer for his part without complaining. Played the k 歌打榜 where they will rate your singing, don't dare to do a solo in front of 2 professionals, better don't embarrass myself. Hk's voice sounds so much like teresa teng. Since hk live so near to us now, we can just ask her to join us for singing when we are free.
Just to clarify, I'm still alive and didn't disappear off to somewhere. It's true that I rarely update using social media, I think this is the only one that's still active. I'm just plain lazy, I may have the pictures but lazy to upload. Sometimes it's even a miracle that I make the effort to snap some pictures haha. It's good that I'm lazy cause I won't be so reliant on social media. Life is meant to be experienced by seeing, hearing and feeling the things around you, not experienced by taking pictures. All the pictures are inside my memory. It's better to have some privacy than to expose everything out under the sun. Okay, I admit that's just my excuse of being lazy. Anyway don't need to worry, I'm still here, I still exist :D
I think I'm going to start working part-time while searching for a full-time job.
Shopping with min and bel at bugis last week, first time buying something when out shopping with them. It's steamboat time again, it's the first time we ate steamboat together. Most of the time when we want to eat it, min would have eaten it too many times previously till she's sick and tired of it. It's also the first time bel tried the steamboat along the street in bugis.
Had slight fever few days ago, threw up everything I had for dinner and even had diarrhea. Felt warm and cold at the same time, started drinking lots of water and put cold towel over my forehead. Woke up a few times at night to dip the towel with cold water again when I felt too hot, kept my water bottle beside my bed too. Right after I recovered from my fever, I went out to meet ei8ht for singapore night festival. Had thai dinner, don't dare to eat too much in case I feel unwell again. Can't believe I actually rejected eating rice when I was offered more. Wouldn't mind going back there again for thai food. Sat at the place for a while cause it's raining. The night festival didn't have anything much, nothing really spectacular, we just walked around, watched some performances and took pictures. We rejected anything that involves queueing up. I think I expected something more, something that will amaze me to the point that I can't bear to tear my eyes away from. Walked quite a distance from dhoby ghaut to bugis, luckily yl's sister came and drove us back. Felt a little hungry and went to have bak chor mee supper with yl near our house.
也许还需要那么一点时间才有办法面对你，也许一切都会变。一切都需要时间去化解。
Back to sp for lunch, reminiscing those days when I'd wait for the others at dover bridge, when we sat at those benches discussing projects, having lecture in lecture theatre, walking from one end of business school to the other end at T1 just for gems lessons, bringing laptops to school, having different kinds of food at different foodcourts etc. I miss those days. Love buying from the muslim store cause the food is delicious and damn cheap. I like majority of the food from fc6, last time eat until don't know what to eat, now I think that it's the best fc in sp haha. Tried taking picture of sp logo with us inside, doesn't matter if the picture can't see our faces, what's important is the logo :) Walked around jem, again it's the first time this mountain tortoise stepped foot inside. Got tired and find a place to sit and chit-chat, got to know quite a lot of juicy stuff haha. Caught the movie "Dawn of the planet of the apes', I'd recommend you to watch this, it's good. Apes are highly intelligent creatures and capable of emotions, I'd suggest you watched the first one 'Rise of the planet of the apes' before this if not you may not understand some parts.
Maybe I'm just the kind of person you think I am, that's what you've always thought. Does being unemployed mean I'm not looking for job? Does it mean I don't want to find? Does it mean I don't know how to think and only know how to spend? Do you know what I'm thinking everyday or what I did?
过去就让它过去吧，已经不重要了又何必死命的追根究底呢？有些事情就不要拆穿，自己心里有数就可以了。当然不会介意过去式，谁没有过去？只是不喜欢被欺骗罢了。明知又何必屡次提问？感觉得出谁对你很重要，希望我还会在乎，虽然有些人不需要我去在乎。
Grandfather passed away, attended his wake for 3 days. I thought I wouldn't shed a single tear since I'm not close to him. However, on the last day, I cried uncontrollably, without stopping. Couldn't control it and I don't know why either, 还越哭越惨。When I'm crying, please don't talk to me, it will make me cry even more as I attempt to speak. Don't even ask me what I'm doing when I'm sad, it will make me want to cry. Pretty sensitive that day, 亲情这种东西我真的没辙。Went 四马路 temple to pray, had zi char opposite ssc. The rice monsters ate 2 bowls of rice each, eat until damn full, 肚子又大又肥。
Stuck in jam for about 45 minutes before meeting bel and off we go to botanic garden again. Sat at our usual place, the shaw foundation symphony stage, they had band performance that day. Bought light snacks and tidbits, listened to free music, people-watched, do some catching up. There's a handsome angmoh guy there but I'm not really interested, there must be something wrong with me. Never even noticed him in the first place until min mentioned it, she had a perfect view haha. Weather was good, quite warm but slowly cooled down. We were lost many times on our way to prive at keppel bay, kept going the longer way. Met many kind drivers who didn't even honked at us when we made some mistakes. Kept u-turning and reversing, it's a test of min's driving skills. It's really lucky that we managed to survive all that haha. She wanted to catch the sunset but when we reached there, it's already dark haha. Dinner wasn't to my liking, quite disappointed.
Met hy at bugis for some shopping before having steamboat plus bbq with the Teo's and my siblings' other halves. Finally they get to see my bro's gf. I love steamboat as long as you give me my tomyam soup base. Rather impromptu decision since my bro said we haven't meet up for quite some time and he don't need book in on sun. Although there's no aircon but I don't mind, 吃火锅就是要流汗的。We had to scoop the butter out 因为那个油喷到我的脚和椅子都有 :( Another impromptu decision to go teo heng at dhoby ghaut from 9pm-11pm just because we felt like singing, sis and qh never go though.
Food for thought: when someone lies to you, it's because they don't respect you enough to be honest and they think that you're too stupid to know the difference. Nobody likes to be treated like a fool. Why will you want someone like that in your life? Someone who keeps lying to you. You won't even know what's the truth anymore. Will people actually stop lying when they finally lose someone? Giving people a second chance may mean that you're just giving them another chance to lie to you again. Second chances are hard to come by especially if you're dealing with someone with a rigid thinking like me. If I do that despite knowing that you're lying, I guess it means that you're really important to me. It could also be that I'm just plain stupid. Even if you become the type of person I hate the most in this world, I don't care as long as you're honest with me. I'm willing to let it go if it's all in the past/if there's really nothing going on now, all I ask for is honesty. Is it that difficult/ too much to ask for? Don't disappoint the second time.
别人得到温柔的呵护，你却只有被骂的份。一点都不公平，好像你永远都只会惹别人生气一样。一句责备的话心都碎了，用了我不喜欢的字。有时候会想对别人好有什么用。不管多么不开心，只要他不开心难过的时候，你就只在乎他的感受，你的感受啊什么的都无所谓了。面对有些人我真的没辙。
Teoheng at rendezvous hotel with yx, don't even know that there's an outlet there. This shows that I haven't gone singing or been in town for quite some time. Got a medium room due to unavailability of the small room, but there isn't much difference. Singing really does help in venting out any bottled up emotions. Realised that most songs in 热门点播 are sad and emo ones. 是不是因为抒情歌比较好发挥，所以大家就比较喜欢唱？We are no exception either. Dinner at mfm, it's a challenge to finish the small flame platter by myself, but I did it. Guess I was really hungry. It's also a challenge splitting cost with yx, she refused to let me pay my share for the singing session. Always have to show my stubborn side before she will relent, maybe she's just waiting for me to flare up haha. I'm thinking maybe one day I might because of 原则问题。
Dinner at saizeriya at the cathay with 6 out of ei8ht, gave them the shot glass souvenirs I bought from hk. Bought 1 for myself too cause I like the design, think that it's beautiful haha. Ordered main course plus soup and some finger food like chicken wings, omelette, escargots to share. We always ordered a lot of food, luckily we managed to finish them too. Simple dinner gathering, catching up with one another's lives, most of us are jobless :( Ended the night with evil twin sending the north people to amk before going home and she still reached home faster than me when I only have 4 more stations. Kamsahamnida!
It's gonna hurt because it matters, because some people matter. They will always matter to you, even if you don't matter to them. They always do. I guess some people just don't matter, no matter what. Some things once gone, are gone forever. It doesn't matter anymore, does it? Disappointment, feelings that could hurt.
Suaku rin is back from hongkong! Not much people know about it either cause I didn't say anything. 香港就是买东西吃东西买东西吃东西。
Day 1
First time taking airplane, almost died during takeoff and landing, hate that feeling. I can never take a roller coaster ride. Sat with 2 other strangers cause of some last minute changes to flight booking. At least they were friendly and did talk to me. Took airport express train to kowloon and changed to olympic MTR for lunch at tim ho wan (olympian city 2). Food wasn't that great, limited variety, not a must-have. Walked to our hotel, the hotel provides us with a smart handy phone which we can gain access to wifi by connecting through their hotspot. We can bring it with us anywhere and use it to call each other for free. Took cab to argyle centre (旺角中心) cause my ah ma's legs are hurting from walking around too much. Argyle centre is like bugis street, there are some cheap stuff and also higher-priced ones. Had vietnamese dinner- lemongrass chicken wing with cold vermicelli, need their chilli sauce to go with it if not the noodles won't be as nice. It'll just be tasteless but the chicken wing is good. Worth a try. Walked to ladies market (女人街) for more shopping, there isn't much things there, it's more like our pasar malam. Didn't buy anything the first day, couldn't find anything I like. Went back hotel and watched hk dramas/movies.
Day 2
The hotel staff are quite friendly, they will give us directions or guide us and tell us which place has nice food etc. Had wanton mee and dumpling mee for breakfast, their wanton mee has the usual noodles plus meepok. Hk food is cheap and they served huge portions. Took hotel shuttle bus to langham place h&m at mongkok. Finally bought something there, walked over to chan kee for goose rice. I didn't eat though cause I'm still quite full, only ordered iced lemon tea. I'm a fan of iced lemon tea, wherever I go I'll order it hehe. Walked to allied plaza (at prince edward), it's also another bugis street. Bought mcdonald's back to hotel for dinner, it's located just opposite our hotel. It tasted different but overall wasn't too bad. I love their thai chilli sauce.
Day 3
Went to 稻香 at mongkok for dimsum, their food is better than tim ho wan's. Took MTR to causeway bay, shopped at times square, walked over to jardine crescent/ jardine bazaar. Beside it is the large outlet of F21 with 4 levels, took me a while to browse through all the clothes haha. Took cab to hee kee to avoid the crowd, had seafood/crab for dinner. Bro found this while browsing through the smart handy phone under food recommendations section and suggested going there. Although it's rather expensive but the food is delicious. Since we have been eating cheaper food these few days and with 6 people sharing the cost, I think it's all right to indulge in expensive food once in a while.
Day 4
Woke up late and had lunch at cafe de coral (大家乐). Bought 老婆饼 at 恒香饼家, the streets are buzzing with people even with the heavy rain. Went to avenue of stars (星光大道 at tsim sha tsui) with bro and his gf. Not that I want to be a lightbulb but I just want to take a break from all that shopping, thought it'd be a nice change to view scenery. I didn't regret it, just that it's very warm and sunny. Saw some of the celebrities/ famous people handprints and signatures on the ground. Steamboat dinner at 稻香, it's quite expensive but at least the food is nice.
Day 5
Last day in hk, tried cafe de coral breakfast, 喜欢这类型的早餐。Checked out, had ramen for lunch at airport. It isn't jap style ramen, it's more like the 黄面 we have here, the soup taste like fishball noodles soup. Finally can sit with sis in airplane, she told me to crouch lower if I'm scared and kept talking to me to distract me. Sometimes I think that she behaves more like an elder sister, she's always the one taking care of me. Should go sightseeing next time, without the adults.
