Went to marina barrage agn with ei8ht this time:) We had our usual picnic session and played ultimate numbers(zhong ji mi ma) and i lost alot of times!haha and ate alot!!! As usual, we have lots of leftovers, cant finish it and we played this game and we finalli gt nat to lose! she's so lucky man, nvr lost until jy made her lose haha. Took some pics and left for changi airport since the weather is too hot. Luckily mag drove us there:) long time nvr go back there and we went to mac for a drink before leaving for home:)
Sch officially starts on the 19th and first day in sch, almost every girl in my class brought their novels to sch. And we formed readers' corner at one table with all of the ppl sitting at the table reading!haha, we look exactly like bookworms.
And we formed our SM grp today. Our class seriously has gt some internal conflicts, it will always be like tt when we need to form our own grps. I jus want to have a normal grp once in a while so tt i wont be so tensed up. I seriously tink tt maybe im down on my luck or wad cos this seems to happen to mi everytime:(
After u read this, pls be reminded tt nth has happened to mi which caused mi to write this down. it's jus a random thought. if there ever was such a moment for mi to choose between friendship or love, i will definitely choose friendship. i dun want to hurt my frens, definitely nt my best frens. if possible, i wont want to be the person to inflict the pain onto them however much i love tt guy. I'd rather suffer the pain myself cos i know i'll be able to heal in my own way but i cant stand to see the hurt in my frens' eyes. i know how to heal myself, i know i'll definitely heal but im nt sure abt my frens. tts y its better nt to take a risk:)
let mi pose this qn to u all: would u choose to love or be loved? my choice is to love. no matter how bad the feeling is if i like tt guy but he doesnt like mi, i will still choose to love. one scenario: if a guy likes mi and i like him once before but no longer do nw, i'll be suffering too to face one guy whom i dun like anymore but cant bring myself to tell him tt. i'll be so guilty to accept his love for mi but i cant giv him back the love tt he expects of mi. i can accept one-sided on my part, at least i'll be able to heal when time passes but ask mi to spend time with someone i dun like, forget it.
Celebrated bel's 19th bday on sun, she dedicated her actual bday to someone else lor.lol. someone else is more impt than us haha. Went to bugis iluma and hav lunch at some japanese restaurant(i forgt the name) and went marina barrage after tt. Bought her a dress as present and although i tried to light up her bday cake, i still failed cos the wind is realli too strong:( Stay there, chat among ourselves and camwhore:)
Im finally done with BD survey findings presentation. Did the Q&A part and i didnt do very well, i tink this time we didnt do really well as compared to the previous time, but anw lucky it's over:) Headed to class chalet at aloha str after presentation, reached there at ard 8 plus and im damn hungry! ate food cooked by so-called "5-star hotel chef" jeffrey and i realised tt the food cooked by him are burnt haha. Played lots of bonding games including truth or dare, card games like old maid, uno, 7 up, 007, so what who and some of the punishments are painful although i nvr get punished haha. everyone was trying to sabotage and when weixian and jeffrey finally gt punished, it's realli hell for them.
2nd day we played water bombs, musical chair and the punishment is to get whacked by water bombs and all of us are totally and completely drenched! after we finished using up all the water bombs, they fill the pots with water and every single one of us gt to use cups to pour the water onto the loser, be it face or mouth or eyes, whatever u name it, we do it haha. The water is realli cold cos some of the water accidentally went inside my shirt and i drank some of the water also and the taste is nt nice at all.
waited for the person to come and collect the keys but no one came until we found out tt the check-out time is actualli the next day cos harry booked the wrong slot. It's supposed to be 2 slots for 3 days 2 nights, i tink he thought it's according to days so he booked 3 slots. anw, we all went home cos we cant stand having to stay for another day and feed the mosquitoes.
Been working since last wk and it's extremely tiring for mi! met up with ei8ht after 1st day of work and when we reached novena, it was ald 9pm. sry for making u guys wait so long, we are all so hungry when we reached newton circus haha. Had been giving out fliers and asking ppl to do free spine screening at raffles city. Had been repeating those words for so long until my brain keeps repeating those words even when i went home, almost wanted to say out free spine check whenever i wanted to buy my dinner haha. Been eating dinner at ard 9 plus or 10, was hungry while waiting for lunch break and we onli had 30 mins break! so we had to decide wad we wanted to eat even before we go for break cos it will mean longer rest time for us:)Since work was boring, sheena, jy and I decided to hav some fun. We decided on a quota to reach, first time is whoever manages to give out 15 fliers first wins and the other 2 will treat her whichever things she wants but the price is limited to $1.50 haha. the second time we increased to 30 fliers and raised the price to $2. i guess we are realli bored haha. Keep on talking and slacking and hiding in one corner, went to the toilet alot of times jus to sit dwn haha. it's exhausting man! Luckily it's all over:) there's 2 more roadshows at great world city and forum shopping mall which i guess we are nt gg, too tired to work anymore. the rest are still working though, realli admire their perseverance, i admit defeat after the first day haha. Didnt know tt bib was working at raffles city's robinsons until she msg mi, we are so near yet we didnt know abt our proximity haha.jy,mag,sheena and yl are nw enjoying themselves at m'sia, hope they rmb to bring back tau sa pia for mi!haha, btw sheena and jy, doc david talked to the full-timers on sun, stared into space when there's no patients and i saw him drink bubble tea haha. nvr realli see him smile though. end of report:)
