Sch officially starts on the 19th...

Went to marina barrage agn with ei8ht this time:) We had our usual picnic session and played ultimate numbers(zhong ji mi ma) and i lost alot of times!haha and ate alot!!! As usual, we have lots of leftovers, cant finish it and we played this game and we finalli gt nat to lose! she's so lucky man, nvr lost until jy made her lose haha. Took some pics and left for changi airport since the weather is too hot. Luckily mag drove us there:) long time nvr go back there and we went to mac for a drink before leaving for home:)

Sch officially starts on the 19th and first day in sch, almost every girl in my class brought their novels to sch. And we formed readers' corner at one table with all of the ppl sitting at the table reading!haha, we look exactly like bookworms.

And we formed our SM grp today. Our class seriously has gt some internal conflicts, it will always be like tt when we need to form our own grps. I jus want to have a normal grp once in a while so tt i wont be so tensed up. I seriously tink tt maybe im down on my luck or wad cos this seems to happen to mi everytime:(

After u read this, pls be reminded tt nth has happened to mi which caused mi to write this down. it's jus a random thought. if there ever was such a moment for mi to choose between friendship or love, i will definitely choose friendship. i dun want to hurt my frens, definitely nt my best frens. if possible, i wont want to be the person to inflict the pain onto them however much i love tt guy. I'd rather suffer the pain myself cos i know i'll be able to heal in my own way but i cant stand to see the hurt in my frens' eyes. i know how to heal myself, i know i'll definitely heal but im nt sure abt my frens. tts y its better nt to take a risk:)

let mi pose this qn to u all: would u choose to love or be loved? my choice is to love. no matter how bad the feeling is if i like tt guy but he doesnt like mi, i will still choose to love. one scenario: if a guy likes mi and i like him once before but no longer do nw, i'll be suffering too to face one guy whom i dun like anymore but cant bring myself to tell him tt. i'll be so guilty to accept his love for mi but i cant giv him back the love tt he expects of mi. i can accept one-sided on my part, at least i'll be able to heal when time passes but ask mi to spend time with someone i dun like, forget it.