Saturday, December 31, 2011

Lee Lay Lay's birthday party!

Happy Birthday, Lee Lay Lay!!! Attended laylay's birthday party at Ang Mo Kio Mcdonald's yesterday and her theme was nerd! I tried my very best to look like one and I'm quite satisfied with the overall results:) Got her a fossil black leather watch, hope she likes it!

Played marble concentration game by passing the marble around and the person has to guess who has it. If he/she guessed correctly, the person holding onto the marble has to do a forfeit. Otherwise, the person guessing will have to do a forfeit. I'm lucky to not have gotten a forfeit! Jy had to act cute and say 'Happy Birthday' to the birthday girl. It wasn't a difficult task for her since she's always acting cute! That's what she normally does but it's damn gross!haha. Got alvin & the chipmunks toy -- Theodore, I got the female chipette! But my favourite is Simon (the one wearing blue).

Awesome day spent with awesome ei8ht! They never fail to bring joy and laughter to me:) I feel really comfortable with them even if we just sit around and do nothing or even when I'm just being quiet and listening to their conversation.

Ngoh Hou Gua Ju Lei, Hou Xiong Gin Dou Lei, Hou Xiong Pui Zhoi Lei San Bi, 我好掛住你,好想见到你,好想陪在你身边。I hope that's the correct pronunciation!

2011 is coming to an end, I hope 2012 will be a better year for everyone:) 2011 definitely wasn't a good year for me. Nevertheless, I've braved through it and I really want things to get better. I don't want to do any reflections on 2011, it's too painful and I don't have the habit of doing any new year resolutions too. All I can do now is to look forward to 2012:)


Thursday, December 29, 2011

shopping

Shopping with min and bel at far east and bugis just now. Min bought alot of stuff, most of them are heels and tops. I didn't buy anything cause I'll usually think alot before buying. The stuff at far east are getting more expensive, I prefer bugis now:D Had my favourite wanton mee at far east also! Tried KOI's chocolate milk tea but I don't really like it cause it's too sweet.

According to them, I've become skinnier and more quiet. I admit I have changed, but I'm not sure of the reason why. They think that there's something bothering me which caused this change. I don't really have an answer to that, I don't even know what's bothering me. I'm only certain of one thing now which is the same old thing I've been harping on in this blog. But I don't think that's the cause, actually I'm really not very sure about the cause. I just don't feel like talking and I don't know why. I'm still friendly and sociable, just abit more quiet than usual, other than that there isn't any major change in my personality.

Going to watch JJ's videos now, there's alot to watch! :(


Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Chalet with ei8ht

Went for chalet with ei8ht after my lessons on Tuesday. Played "Just Dance 3" before going for dinner, bought white wine and tidbits. The wine tastes sweet with only 5% alcohol, suitable for me cause I don't really like the strong smell of alcohol.

Went back to the room and watched "The Noose", played "Just Dance 3" and evil twin taught me how to play mahjong using mini mahjong set! I like "Just Dance 3" and mahjong, it's fun! Although I'm still not very good at it, but at least I know the basics of mahjong already. Won 2 times cause of beginner's luck, but I won alot of times for "Just Dance 3"! I think I became tired after a while or they have become better cause I keep losing after that!

Gift exchange with them, guessed my santa correctly! The reason why I guessed it correctly was because she said something about how stressed the next person giving me my present will be after I received the musical box. As usual, I'm paranoid so I started thinking and analyzing, still think that she has a higher chance of being my santa. Next time don't say anything cause I'm really very paranoid, or you can call it my instinct:)

Gave mag a surprise by locking her inside the toilet and sang her a birthday song when she came out. Had nasi lemak for supper at changi village, went back played mahjong and "Just Dance 3" again to prevent myself from sleeping. Took some pictures of them sleeping! Totally didn't sleep and just woke up at 8 plus. I've been awake for 29 hours straight without sleeping! Now my arms feel sore from the dancing/exercising, feel very tired, very sleepy.

Thanks for all the Christmas presents and cards and souvenirs! I love them all! I'm really very easy to please and very good in appreciating things! I love the snowflake necklace, penguin post-it notes and kangaroo soft toy! I like soft toys and penguin and I can't believe ei8ht still remembers that I'm snowqueen!:D


Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas!!!

Christmas eve was spent at Jovan's house for gift exchange and stayover:) Initial plans of cooking dinner ourselves was cancelled due to insufficient time to buy ingredients cause we were rather late in setting off for his house. I went to cut my hair after dinner, played street fighter and exchanged gifts. I lost to Ryu and Ken even though I used my favourite and most powerful Ken, I need more practice! As for the rest, they don't pose a threat :D

Sanjie brought her doggy "Water" and I'm the only girl who isn't afraid of it, other than the owner herself. The dog responded to me everytime I called it, it has been tested and proven many times by myself.

I bought a shirt for Stefan while I got a small musical box where you have to wind up the handle to have music playing (given to me by Jovan). He kept telling me I'll love it and when I opened it, I still don't see the reason why I'll like it. Not until the point when I wind it up and it started playing my favourite song :) This is the most awesome Christmas present! I haven't receive the one from ei8ht though, but I love this present:) Just nice that shop only sells this particular song from Jay Chou and it's my favourite! hehe. I swear I'm very easy to please:)

After Christmas exchange was games time, played Indian poker where everyone has to put the card on his/her forehead and everyone else can see your card except you. You have to seek advice from others on whether to change your card, whoever has the smallest card loses. Of course they could harm you and lie and it's up to you to decide. But you could also be unlucky and draw an even smaller card when you changed, that's what happened to hx and she lost!haha. This game is so 邪门!

Then it was movie time and having cheese prata for supper! Watched "Silent Hill" and halfway through I went to sleep, can't stand it, I'm too tired at 3 plus. Breakfast in the morning, played monopoly deal and I won for the first time! Now, it's home sweet home:) My Christmas is a good one, how about yours? :) It would be much more awesome if I could spend it with you.



Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Wii & bedok 85

I was at jy's house yesterday to play wii! Her games "Band Hero" & "Just Dance" are damn fun! I admit I cheated for the dancing part cause the sensor wasn't too sensitive so I only use my right arm to dance haha. Good exercise but tiring! Can train my right arm muscles too:) I think I'm more suitable for those weird and funny dances but not those girly or sexy ones. We took down some videos for our own personal collection haha, damn funny!

After that, we went to bedok 85 for dinner and ordered quite alot of food. The food wasn't too bad, I won't be too picky about it as long as it's something that I like:) I love stingray!! It's affordable too, each one of us only need to pay $10.50! I feel like eating it again haha. Oh ya and our secret santa is out! Carrie used some system to generate out who our secret santa is using our email addresses and the system will just randomly pick one and send the person's name to our email, damn cool!

我没问你考得怎样并不代表我忘记/不关心。你有收到我传给你的生日简讯吗?算了,不想去烦你,反正对你太好你又不喜欢,还要控制我对你好的程度。我不会再主动跟你说话了,不然打扰到你,你不想跟我说话又会开始叫我跟别的男生讲话,我才不要:( 虽然我跟别的男生太要好,你也不会太在乎,但是。。。我还是比较喜欢跟你讲话:( 你又为什么这么喜欢把我推开,这么喜欢叫我去做我不喜欢做的事?我不会再跟你争论这件事了,不管你以后是要我离你远一点,还是离别的男生近一点,我照办就是了。

以前我会说不要,现在不会了,因为说了也没用,你又不会听我的,你不懂我要什么,就算懂你也不管。反正你说什么就是什么,你说什么我都要听就对了。他是真的对我好又关心我,至少他就不会要我去做我不想做的事。你又不是我,有些事我没讲,所以你也不会知道他对我好不好。他对我好,我不可能没感觉吧?就因为我感觉到他对我的好,所以才会帮他说好话的。我知道在某些方面他并没有那么好,可是他又没对我怎样,所以如果要我说他的不是,好像对他有点不公平,所以我只能凭他怎样对我来形容这个人。

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

称赞

你。。。为什么都不称赞我?我有这么差劲吗?我知道我没有女人味,不够温柔,不会小鸟依人,不可爱,不会撒娇(我只是不爱撒娇,并不代表我不会),很凶,脾气很硬、很倔强,爱顶嘴(我也只是想为自己辩解一下),不爱打扮,很笨,爱乱发脾气,会乱想很多东西,太瘦,太安静,很小气,不够矜持(我这叫做友善跟随和,好不好?我从小就是这样跟男生相处的,包括理工学院的也一样,所以才会跟他们这么要好啊。我又没有主动投怀送抱,那才叫做不矜持)。虽然缺点很多,可是还不至于没优点吧?

是有优点,只是刚好男生要的我都没有。或许,你连我有什么优点都不知道。

我也可以有温柔小鸟依人的一面啊,是你没察觉到而已。你只会嫌我不够小鸟依人,不够温柔,不能对准你们男生要的小女人。其实我偶尔也需要你的称赞。你的认同比任何人的还要重要。

你一定不知道当你在称赞别人,主动对她们好,对她们说话很温柔的时候,我都会很羡慕。可是我也只能默默在一旁听/看,默默难过着。有时,你跟我说话的语气会有点不耐烦,生气时会凶一点。你跟我说话有必要这么不耐烦,这么凶吗?:( 不高兴不会不要跟我讲话啊?你为什么不能用比较温柔的语气跟我说话?:( 我不介意你称赞别人,我只是在想什么时候才会轮到我?

Monday, December 5, 2011

Jay Chou iPhone 4 casing

Just created a blog: protection-insurance.blogspot.com, mainly to post about insurance stuff. This is my 2nd career!haha. I hope it will be of some help to you and hope to increase the traffic to that blog. I hope no one will spam your email inbox though! If you tell me more, I'll be able to post more:) Although you asked me not to do it, but at least I tried. If I didn't try, it's equivalent to nothing, if I get the same results with doing something and doing nothing, I'll stick with doing something. I don't lose anything in either way, so why not give it a try?

不管有多气,不管有多么不想理你,还是会有想要对你好的时候。

I wanted to get this but it costs $27 with $7 shipping fee if purchase online! If I want to get it at the retail shop, it's at White Sands Mall. White Sands Mall.... so far from my house! Not worth it but.... really feel like getting it:( Not even sure if it's available at the retail shop.


http://www.explogift.com.sg/Presta/product.php?id_product=299>

Sunday, December 4, 2011

很介意

我又吃醋了,我也不清楚是吃醋还是生气,反正就是不开心!!!为什么每次我想对你好的时候,你就要让我吃醋?:( 我讨厌吃醋的感觉!!!:(( 可是我却是个很容易吃醋的人:((( 可是。。。这个我真的没办法接受,所以才会不开心的 :(((( 我知道你不是故意的,可是我就是会不开心,应该会不开心好几天 :((((( 我应该可以给其他男生打很高的分数吧,应该可以在你面前大赞其他男生吧,反正你这么大方,应该不会介意。

还是很介意那件事,心情受到影响了。不知道你心里到底是怎么想的,有可能怕我不开心就骗我。发生那件事,有没有那么一秒你是开心的?有没有乱想什么?我觉得你有,所以我很介意:( 以后我会尽量不阻碍你,不会再挡在中间,我一定会走开:( 我不觉得你会乱给这么高的分数,哪怕是一秒,一定有原因。明明就是因为那件事才给她高分的,还要骗我,你很坏,我不喜欢你:(( 回想一下你是怎么跟我说的,我不觉得你在乱给分数,我也不觉得你没乱想什么。你以后就跟她走近一点!以后不准你靠近我 :((( 我很难过,我不想理你 :((((

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Disappointment

I just got reminded of something. I don't like people who don't keep their promise. What's the point of saying something and not doing it? It will only lead to disappointments and I hate that. I don't tell you that I'm disappointed or remind you of what you promised because if you really want to do it, you would have remembered it yourself.

I wanted to ask you that day but I stopped myself. I was thinking that maybe you don't have the intention of doing it so forget it. I'll pretend that I didn't hear you mention it. I've learnt not to take what you said seriously. Everytime you say you want to do something, I'll just give any answer or say I will let you decide without confirming anything and forget about it later. At least there won't be any disappointment this way.

Actually the real reason for not asking you why didn't we go out that day as promised is because I was afraid of the answer that you will give, so I didn't ask you. This thing happened so long ago, about 2 months back, that I doubt you will even remember it. I've also forgotten about it until just now and I don't know why I'm remembering it all of a sudden. My brain sure has a weird way of remembering things! Or is it as I'm getting older, I will tend to forget recent things but remember past memories very clearly instead?

At that moment, I felt like telling you if you don't really feel like doing it then don't say it in the first place cause I'll just get my hopes high and have it crashed later. I hope that you won't tell me you wanted to do it but cause of something else, you decided not to do it. That's equivalent to not saying, I'd very much prefer it if you don't say a thing.