今天早上无缘无故被保安管理员臭骂一顿。又不是我的错，就这样无端端被骂。骂完了才告诉我钥匙已经被拿走了。好像白痴一样站在那里被骂。很生气却没大声喊回去，只是静静的走掉。我为什么要受这种气啊？为什么要把气出在我的身上，我到底是哪里得罪你了，又不是我欠你的！我也是有脾气的好吗？亏我说话还这么客气有礼貌，被骂了还向你道谢。我脑子应该是有问题，被骂糊涂了。容忍度算蛮高的，可是要发泄不然会得内伤。他们不写，你又不叫他们写，那你在这里发脾气乱骂人有什么用？倒霉的可怜虫一大清早就成了别人的代罪羔羊。
晚上下大雨的时候就会想起这首歌「雨下一整晚」，收录在我最喜欢的专辑当中。它把「我很忙」专辑挤到第二了，里面的每一首歌曲我都觉得好听。
Friday, May 31, 2013
Friday, May 24, 2013
My public holiday
Gotten the chance to see yiqing baby when I came back from work, I'm satisfied. Finally got to put on mask together with hy and my sis, kept putting it off till now. Played fun run with them, we are like 3 childish kids who keep on attacking one another in order to win the race haha, so much fun. Work has been busy, not much time to really relax, just keep doing work. Still as blur as ever and forgetful. Sitting directly under aircon, freaking cold even with jacket on. Tired. I need more me-time. Skin is damn sensitive, always turned red whenever I eat spicy stuff or feel warm or change new skincare products. It always needs some time to get used to a new product. 从去年年头才开始用保养品及敷面膜。更换了几次，尝试哪个适合。
Went to find my personal hairstylist with my bro to cut hair, satisfied with his service, providing cheap and nice haircut. Saw ah jay's concert poster at bugis junction and his kaspersky ad on the bus passing by right before my eyes while I was waiting to cross the road, heard his song playing in one of the retail shops. Today was a Jay Chou day :D
Steamboat buffet with part of the Teo's, I love tomyam soup base. Shopped for a while and 4 of us bought the same batman shirts. Same colour, same design, different sizes. Intending to wear it together someday and shock the other half of the Teo's haha, sounds cool. Nothing can be compared to family, still feel most comfortable around them with similar interests, likes and dislikes etc. Sometimes we do the stupidest and craziest things together but they will always make it seem fun. Enjoyable night with enjoyable company, I can't remember how many times I've laughed today :)
Random thought: Words are powerful enough to hurt people. I try to be careful with my words. 可以用婉转一点的方式，不一定要那么直接，当然因人而异。批评的话就免了，多点称赞的话语也挺不错的。说话是一门技巧，懂得如何适当用这门技巧可以避免很多不必要的麻烦／问题。所谓「祸从口出」，仍然在学习这门技巧当中。要懂得倾听，站在别人的立场想，知道他的底线到哪里，为何听了你说的话之后会作出这样的一个反应等等。蔡康永说：外表绝对不是人的决胜点，讨不讨人喜欢还比较重要一点。不会说话的人去学一下吧，不要带刺伤人得那么直接。
Went to find my personal hairstylist with my bro to cut hair, satisfied with his service, providing cheap and nice haircut. Saw ah jay's concert poster at bugis junction and his kaspersky ad on the bus passing by right before my eyes while I was waiting to cross the road, heard his song playing in one of the retail shops. Today was a Jay Chou day :D
Steamboat buffet with part of the Teo's, I love tomyam soup base. Shopped for a while and 4 of us bought the same batman shirts. Same colour, same design, different sizes. Intending to wear it together someday and shock the other half of the Teo's haha, sounds cool. Nothing can be compared to family, still feel most comfortable around them with similar interests, likes and dislikes etc. Sometimes we do the stupidest and craziest things together but they will always make it seem fun. Enjoyable night with enjoyable company, I can't remember how many times I've laughed today :)
Random thought: Words are powerful enough to hurt people. I try to be careful with my words. 可以用婉转一点的方式，不一定要那么直接，当然因人而异。批评的话就免了，多点称赞的话语也挺不错的。说话是一门技巧，懂得如何适当用这门技巧可以避免很多不必要的麻烦／问题。所谓「祸从口出」，仍然在学习这门技巧当中。要懂得倾听，站在别人的立场想，知道他的底线到哪里，为何听了你说的话之后会作出这样的一个反应等等。蔡康永说：外表绝对不是人的决胜点，讨不讨人喜欢还比较重要一点。不会说话的人去学一下吧，不要带刺伤人得那么直接。
Saturday, May 18, 2013
Weekend
I'm active here once again, shall post pictures of myself for those who hasn't seen me for quite a while haha. I realised I'm cute when I was a baby, whatever happened now?
Had new york new york for lunch at amk hub with min. I like the chicken mushroom mozzarella melt, love the cheese. Feel like eating Korean BBQ, I've cravings for food at weird timings. She went to meet her client after that and I overcame my psychological barrier by making a last minute decision to watch iron man 3 (got a rebel card in return). Yes, believe it or not, I did it alone. I don't feel weird/lonely, I don't even feel a thing, as quoted by hy "always that emotionless". That I admit haha. The main thing is to pluck up the courage to buy the ticket and that's it. I felt nothing at all after that. Watching movies alone has its advantage, you don't have to care about anyone's feelings except your own. Don't have to care if anyone is bored or don't like the movie as much as you do. I kind of like this feeling, just doing the things you like without having to accommodate anyone. 为别人着想久了迁就久了就想对自己好一点。Anyway, iron man 3 was plain awesome! Totally worth my time.
Wanted to see some makeup products, ended up buying them. Going to try them and decide if I'm sticking with it or changing. A girl has to grow up someday, or so they say. One thing I don't really like about sales assistant is that they are always persuading you to buy this and that when it wasn't even your intention to get that in the first place. She suggested buying skincare products, I refused cause I just bought a whole NEW set to replace my old ones. Why should I buy again? Please don't try to boost sales so aggressively. Turns out that I still listened to you. If I ever decide to self-improve, it will be because I really want to, not because anyone wanted me to or because I want more attention or want people to accept me/like me. I don't do it for anyone. 这样太辛苦了。
I'm going to see you soon, can't wait! I realised I really like confident and cool guys, those who seldom smile but when they do and show their dimples, I'm so going to melt haha. My beloved 哎呦哥哥! Going to start work this coming Monday, now I don't feel like working already. 哎呦哥哥，你养我好吗？
不主动告诉你我的近况了，不说了也不打扰了，不想理你不想跟你讲话，反正你也不会在乎的。耍性子闹脾气，一直吵一直闹一直烦，很讨人厌对吧？
Had new york new york for lunch at amk hub with min. I like the chicken mushroom mozzarella melt, love the cheese. Feel like eating Korean BBQ, I've cravings for food at weird timings. She went to meet her client after that and I overcame my psychological barrier by making a last minute decision to watch iron man 3 (got a rebel card in return). Yes, believe it or not, I did it alone. I don't feel weird/lonely, I don't even feel a thing, as quoted by hy "always that emotionless". That I admit haha. The main thing is to pluck up the courage to buy the ticket and that's it. I felt nothing at all after that. Watching movies alone has its advantage, you don't have to care about anyone's feelings except your own. Don't have to care if anyone is bored or don't like the movie as much as you do. I kind of like this feeling, just doing the things you like without having to accommodate anyone. 为别人着想久了迁就久了就想对自己好一点。Anyway, iron man 3 was plain awesome! Totally worth my time.
Wanted to see some makeup products, ended up buying them. Going to try them and decide if I'm sticking with it or changing. A girl has to grow up someday, or so they say. One thing I don't really like about sales assistant is that they are always persuading you to buy this and that when it wasn't even your intention to get that in the first place. She suggested buying skincare products, I refused cause I just bought a whole NEW set to replace my old ones. Why should I buy again? Please don't try to boost sales so aggressively. Turns out that I still listened to you. If I ever decide to self-improve, it will be because I really want to, not because anyone wanted me to or because I want more attention or want people to accept me/like me. I don't do it for anyone. 这样太辛苦了。
I'm going to see you soon, can't wait! I realised I really like confident and cool guys, those who seldom smile but when they do and show their dimples, I'm so going to melt haha. My beloved 哎呦哥哥! Going to start work this coming Monday, now I don't feel like working already. 哎呦哥哥，你养我好吗？
不主动告诉你我的近况了，不说了也不打扰了，不想理你不想跟你讲话，反正你也不会在乎的。耍性子闹脾气，一直吵一直闹一直烦，很讨人厌对吧？
Thursday, May 16, 2013
Freedom
Although I've ended my exams but I still feel stressed. Sure I felt relieved with all the stress lifted but it's only for a while. Maybe I'm worried about results or maybe I still have one more year to complete. I've no idea why I'm feeling this way, maybe reality hasn't set in yet. Having to endure one more year makes me feel stressed! Uol has transformed me into a crybaby especially during exams period. I cried after my MM and audit papers, didn't do very well for all the papers this year. I always can't manage to complete my papers, I wonder how others do it. Anyway it's time to gain back the weight I lost during stress period. This always happens to me. Time to enjoy my holidays, replenish my sleep, work to earn money for my school fees and read novels if I've the time! A trip to the library tomorrow! Happy graduation to those who completed their studies.
Monday, May 6, 2013
Nervous
Take a deep breath, relax, stay calm. You have done this a lot of times, don't be so nervous. Keep repeating this in your head: I can do it, I will survive. You have done what is required, don't be afraid. Even if you don't know how to do, stay calm and try to recall, just continue thinking, don't give up until the last minute. You can do this! I'll win this battle, okay I'll TRY my hardest to win. 加油！需要点鼓励，为我加油打气吧！And good luck to everyone taking their exams! I hope I can breeze through, let it be easy! Pray hard!