Had new york new york for lunch at amk hub with min. I like the chicken mushroom mozzarella melt, love the cheese. Feel like eating Korean BBQ, I've cravings for food at weird timings. She went to meet her client after that and I overcame my psychological barrier by making a last minute decision to watch iron man 3 (got a rebel card in return). Yes, believe it or not, I did it alone. I don't feel weird/lonely, I don't even feel a thing, as quoted by hy "always that emotionless". That I admit haha. The main thing is to pluck up the courage to buy the ticket and that's it. I felt nothing at all after that. Watching movies alone has its advantage, you don't have to care about anyone's feelings except your own. Don't have to care if anyone is bored or don't like the movie as much as you do. I kind of like this feeling, just doing the things you like without having to accommodate anyone. 为别人着想久了迁就久了就想对自己好一点。Anyway, iron man 3 was plain awesome! Totally worth my time.
Wanted to see some makeup products, ended up buying them. Going to try them and decide if I'm sticking with it or changing. A girl has to grow up someday, or so they say. One thing I don't really like about sales assistant is that they are always persuading you to buy this and that when it wasn't even your intention to get that in the first place. She suggested buying skincare products, I refused cause I just bought a whole NEW set to replace my old ones. Why should I buy again? Please don't try to boost sales so aggressively. Turns out that I still listened to you. If I ever decide to self-improve, it will be because I really want to, not because anyone wanted me to or because I want more attention or want people to accept me/like me. I don't do it for anyone. 这样太辛苦了。
I'm going to see you soon, can't wait! I realised I really like confident and cool guys, those who seldom smile but when they do and show their dimples, I'm so going to melt haha. My beloved 哎呦哥哥! Going to start work this coming Monday, now I don't feel like working already. 哎呦哥哥，你养我好吗？
不主动告诉你我的近况了，不说了也不打扰了，不想理你不想跟你讲话，反正你也不会在乎的。耍性子闹脾气，一直吵一直闹一直烦，很讨人厌对吧？
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