Friday, November 11, 2016

不可能

I finally changed my phone after 5 years, surprised that my 4s can last for so long. The new phone isn't too bad since I don't really need to charge my phone when I'm outside. I always charge it in office before meeting my friends, so no problem of being unable to charge phone and listen to music at the same time. The earpiece is the same, just that there is an additional cable for the earpiece. I was really hoping there will be a blue version but I'm fine with silver too. No more black for me, it's time for a change.

Been reading soul screamers series (volume one), this novel has 4 volumes. It's about a girl, who's a bean sidhe (banshee), when you hear her scream, you know that someone is going to die. Female bean sidhes' wail sounds like a soul song to male bean sidhes. The males can Influence a person and calm them down. Together, they can save a soul but saving one means another person will die in exchange. Interesting and captivating story, I'd recommend this book to anyone who prefers a little fantasy.

The world's changing, I hope nothing bad comes out of it.

我一直都希望你会对我好,这跟我对你好不好没有关系。不管你信不信都好,对你好也只是希望你会因为这样而开心,仅此而已。最后能为你做的事就是不再打扰,我不再烦你希望你会更快乐。对你好的时候帮你的时候,怎么不说我在浪费你的时间?前阵子忙到没时间做自己的事却还是用了仅剩的时间帮你。你看不见我对你的好,你只感觉的到我在烦你在惹你生气。我不会再多说任何一句多做任何一件事更加不会浪费你宝贵的时间。

你说的话真的很伤人,听了真的令人很难过。我没那么厚脸皮可以装作若无其事又回去找你。我很想你,又能怎样?明明就很在乎很关心你,要怎么装作没这回事?我太依赖你了,失去你的后果我自负。我很想见你。如果可以,我想一直待在你的身边。我一点都不想离开你,不想失去你。你说了那些话以后,这些都已经不可能了。我讨厌不可能这句话。能理解不代表不会难过。要我当你的朋友也是不可能的事,这么多年了我都没有成功过。你开心就好,可惜我只会惹你生气。