Meetup at bugis

Meetup with jy and yl for dinner, we were 'supposed' to meet yesterday but only 3 of us turned up. 其他人爽约了。Went to find carrie at her workplace and she gave us 'homework' to do, asking us to write down memories that were special to us. Couldn't think of stuff like this but I wrote down my 'blue' 20th birthday. Ei8ht made a collage with lots of blue stuff inside a big photo frame, even my ah Jay is blue haha. Chatted with carrie for a while, the 2 of them went for their movie date and I went home because I don't want to watch movie. 经常面无表情，气死很多人。堂妹每次说我无情没感情没知觉。就跟说话一样嘛，能让我有表情让我说很多话你就是很特别。没感觉就不会生气难过之类的，不好吗？有时候只是不想理人，觉得我的反应很好笑，蛮木讷的 :D

Evil twin's workplace is just one building away from mine. Colleague thought I'm only 18, am I that childish? I hope not, although I felt happy hearing that but 18 is really too young please. I can accept 21 haha. Work has been busy, feel so stressed whenever workload is piling up or when it's near month end closing. DBA01 is planning a 3D2N trip to batam in sept, haven't decide if I want to go yet. Min and bel wants to go batam during aug too but I don't have money :\ Why do so many people want to go batam out of a sudden? Of all times, they have to ask me during the same period. I want to go marine life park SEA aquarium. I want to sing, maybe I should ask yx out someday. 同事很喜欢我一件蓝色牛仔连身裙，觉得很可爱所以我今天就穿去上班了。如果有人告白说：我想当你的超人可以吗，我应该会很开心很感动 :)

有些名称特别到如果有第二个人使用就不特别了。那就像是别人给你的，一个专属于她的昵称，只有她能用。我喜欢的却被别人用走了，不能用了不能那么叫你了，现在用的称呼感觉比较陌生 :\ 有时候觉得自己像个刁蛮任性固执的小孩。就算你难过得哭了也不会有人知道，不会有人在乎或觉得心疼。不会有人摸你的头抱着你温柔的说声乖不要哭有我在。想被人疼不想被欺负或是被当作理所当然。非常希望有一天有人会主动对我超好。不开心啊~~~

The rooftop

Had Sakura Korean BBQ at punggol marina country club, I was perspiring while eating. 没吃很多因为肚子有点不舒服。肚子还在痛 :( My whole body reeks of BBQ smell. Spent some time at the arcade before movie, long time since I've gone to the arcade. Watched the rooftop, well, I'm biased so I'll say I like this movie. But if you really want to compare, of course it wasn't as nice as secret but you can't really expect too much from a musical. I still remember when secret movie was out, I started to see liquid paper writings on our lecture hall's tables during my poly days (you know, those side tables attached to the seats). I think my expectations for this movie is too high especially since secret is such a hit. I still enjoy it but those who don't like jay chou don't need to go and watch. Overall, it wasn't too bad, some parts were quite funny, although not as touching as secret. I almost cried for secret but this... No tears coming out at all. 故事情节比较简单，不像第一部复杂了点。给足了画面，要自导自演，又要包办所有的歌曲，武打动作还要配合音乐，辛苦你了周导演。期待你的下一部作品！

有一种美好，上有天堂，下有天台。我们天台人就算平凡，还是可以过得很不平凡。*浪子膏的招牌动作-梳头发* 喜欢他情人节为她设计的惊喜，喜欢他在雨中漫步的场景，喜欢他为了保护心爱的人为爱牺牲，喜欢他看到心仪对象时呆呆的表情，好可爱！爱死你了，浪子膏。

哎，我的心愿是不会实现的 :( 本来很开心的，可是如果不是只对我一个人特别好，我宁愿什么都不要。我的确不是很重要，所以不需要对我特别好。我也不需要对你好。就是很在乎小细节，就是这么死脑筋。有心要对我好，有心要送就一定会的。不知道我要什么，不知道我不开心。我有我的哎呦哥哥就可以了 :(

Movies

Last minute decision to watch pee mak with the Teo's before it stopped screening in cinemas. Caught the 9.40pm slot yesterday, sometimes we will gather at my cousin's place (who lives quite near me) for dinner then choose the nearest cinema, after which we will go home together. The movie was supposed to be a horror one but it's more towards funny and touching. I like Thai horror films cause their aim is not always to scare but there will be a sudden twist to the ending. Good reviews for this movie!

表现得不够明显吗？不知道我很想看吗？明知道我很想看还说不用看都没关系。绝对是一定要看才会问，如果不一定要看，何必问？给过你选择让你拒绝，想约她们两个去看，是你自己说一起看的。明明说好了又出尔反尔，期待变成失望。非要让我一个人去看吗？我以后再也不问人了，不要有人陪了，我自己去！反正你也是叫我一个人去演唱会即使你知道一个人会很无聊，因为你不想陪我去。不想一个人看，结果还是得一个人看 :((( 我讨厌你！说了就要做，不想做就不要说，因为你不知道别人会有多失望。就算你再怎么讨厌，陪我看我想看的都不行吗？难过失落生气非常不开心，哭惨了 :( 反正是照着别人的决定走以后就不出声了，只负责说要与否。什么都不想做哪里都不想去，只想去看我的浪子膏。

坚决不去某个地方是因为有人说过要跟我一起去却食言了，只是不想跟其他人去罢了。

咳嗽

很简单的事却搞得双方都不愉快。又是我的错，我先不开心的，又是我惹到别人不开心。咳嗽很辛苦，还蛮希望有人买凉茶给我而不是自己买。我有说错什么吗？不是骂人的语气，是难过的语气，现在也是一样。想要什么总要开口问，问了也未必会得到。羡慕那些不需要对别人好别人也会主动对她好的人。可不可以有人主动对我好啊？咳死算了。要气多久就气吧。

越是想念你／越是没有你，越是心痛，因为你一直都在。如果喜欢的人对你说你是我的，只能喜欢我不准喜欢别人或是带点醋意的说不喜欢你对别的异性好之类的话，你心里会不会甜滋滋的？