Meetup with jy and yl for dinner, we were 'supposed' to meet yesterday but only 3 of us turned up. 其他人爽约了。Went to find carrie at her workplace and she gave us 'homework' to do, asking us to write down memories that were special to us. Couldn't think of stuff like this but I wrote down my 'blue' 20th birthday. Ei8ht made a collage with lots of blue stuff inside a big photo frame, even my ah Jay is blue haha. Chatted with carrie for a while, the 2 of them went for their movie date and I went home because I don't want to watch movie. 经常面无表情，气死很多人。堂妹每次说我无情没感情没知觉。就跟说话一样嘛，能让我有表情让我说很多话你就是很特别。没感觉就不会生气难过之类的，不好吗？有时候只是不想理人，觉得我的反应很好笑，蛮木讷的 :D
Evil twin's workplace is just one building away from mine. Colleague thought I'm only 18, am I that childish? I hope not, although I felt happy hearing that but 18 is really too young please. I can accept 21 haha. Work has been busy, feel so stressed whenever workload is piling up or when it's near month end closing. DBA01 is planning a 3D2N trip to batam in sept, haven't decide if I want to go yet. Min and bel wants to go batam during aug too but I don't have money :\ Why do so many people want to go batam out of a sudden? Of all times, they have to ask me during the same period. I want to go marine life park SEA aquarium. I want to sing, maybe I should ask yx out someday. 同事很喜欢我一件蓝色牛仔连身裙，觉得很可爱所以我今天就穿去上班了。如果有人告白说：我想当你的超人可以吗，我应该会很开心很感动 :)
有些名称特别到如果有第二个人使用就不特别了。那就像是别人给你的，一个专属于她的昵称，只有她能用。我喜欢的却被别人用走了，不能用了不能那么叫你了，现在用的称呼感觉比较陌生 :\ 有时候觉得自己像个刁蛮任性固执的小孩。就算你难过得哭了也不会有人知道，不会有人在乎或觉得心疼。不会有人摸你的头抱着你温柔的说声乖不要哭有我在。想被人疼不想被欺负或是被当作理所当然。非常希望有一天有人会主动对我超好。不开心啊~~~
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