Movies, shopping, dinner

Haven't been to esplanade for many years, found my way there based on my past memory. Dinner at grand pavilion with min and bel, bought the groupon at half price for $100 worth of food. The moment we stepped in, we realised that most of the people dining there are older adults. Wanted to try their dimsum but it's not available at night so we tried their chinese cuisine. Taste was a bit bland, but well it's healthy. Decided on the theme "books" for our christmas exchange. It's time to go to the bookstore but hope that I won't buy those they have already read. I like this theme because I like reading but one bad thing is I don't know what to buy for people who have read so many books.

Watched "love, rosie", happy that someone came after all :) Actually I was quite disappointed when he couldn't come initially but was damn happy when he changed his mind :D Love to see him wear my favourite colour. Had my favourite salted popcorn, although I couldn't finish it. Anyway the movie is based on the novel "where rainbows end" by Cecelia Ahern. Romance movie is not my type, I'm more of a thriller and suspense kind of person. I don't usually read romance novels either cause I think the storyline is more or less the same. I'll only watch it if it's really very good, but I do watch romance dramas cause you don't need to squeeze everything into 2 hours time frame. There's no rush in trying to build up the emotions of the audience and bringing out the romantic and touching scenes. The movie wasn't too bad, quite funny and touching at some parts. I like the actress, she's very pretty, she acted in the mortal instruments too. Can totally relate to the feelings of the actress for some parts. The best woman speech was quite touching but I didn't cry. I do feel touched and sad but there's no tears, not touching enough for me. I've realized that no matter where you are or who you're with, I'll always, truly, completely, love you. The guy looked like he's going to cry any moment when she said that, like that scene a lot. I'm so gonna read this book. I hope the novel won't be too different from the movie.

It's really a torture to wake up so early on a Saturday just to queue for lovebonito's year end sale with bel, first time going to a warehouse sale. The queue is freaking long and the weather is quite humid. Everything is going off at $12, that's about one-third of the usual price, of course must buy since it's so cheap right? Haha. Keep persuading bel to buy, not a good friend at all, should actually stop her from buying so much. I did try at some point to stop her from buying 3 tops with the same design but different colours and I failed. Saw a pair of heels I like but doesn't have my size. Amazed by the fact that almost ALL of their skirts are pretty nice, this rarely happens but again can't find my size, so sad :( Couldn't find anything my sis likes, she's a loyal supporter so whatever she wanted, she has already bought it online. She even offered to buy me one as my new job gift, it pays to be nice to her.

Watched "mockingjay", it's starting to get a bit boring cause they are starting to rebel against having unfair treatment, against having cruel hunger games. Reading the book is better than the movie cause most of the time in the movie, they are just talking and talking, not much actions/suspense. I still prefer books cause there's more explanations, descriptions and you can picture the scenario in your head. Just like how I like reading harry potter series, deathly hallows is my favourite (for the novel and I re-read this book for a few times). It's more exciting than the movie. Goblet of fire (the first harry potter movie that I watched) is what gets me started on the whole harry potter series, even if a lot of people says it's a boring film, I still think that it's nice. After that was buffet town! Food wasn't too bad, ate quite a lot of seafood, really like mussels, fish, soup and iced lemon tea haha. Quite full but now I feel like I can eat again. Always very happy when you're around :) Yx insisted on returning me money cause I didn't want her to treat me for my birthday but I ran away before she could do so. Made plans to go tw, I'm finally going there yay!!! Quite sad and disappointed because you won't be joining, I've always hoped that I can visit my favourite country with my favourite guy, guess it's not going to happen. Throat feels dry, keep wanting to drink water if not I'll keep coughing. Please don't start now, once I start it's difficult to recover.

以后都不去烦你了，不会主动告诉你任何事了。人家没想过要关心你，你就不要逼别人去关心你。要关心，他自己会问不需要等你说了之后才来关心。人家只是要你把他当朋友，所以他不会主动关心你不会在乎你不会对你特别好，你也不需要对他特别好。如果需要朋友的关心又何必特别选择你的关心呢？因为还在生气，所以你问的时候才会故意不要跟你讲。聊到了一些往事，想起了一些回忆，不开心。到现在都不明白自己做错了什么你要这样对我。因为喜欢你吗？那以后就不要喜欢咯 :( 得到的结论只有：因为我的感受不重要。已经长得不好看了还看起来比较老，听了心里很不是滋味。一天不讲我称赞一下会死哦？每次都被贬到一文不值，我有这么糟吗？讨厌你，哼！总是能在人群中找到你的踪影，有时候根本不用找，一个转身就看到你了，你却每次都找不到我 :(

Madame Tussauds

Met up with 5 out of ei8ht some time ago to discuss our vietnam trip, we're more or less done with the itinerary. Vietnam is not on my travel list, I just go because they are going, just to accompany them. I still haven't visited my favourite guy's hometown, the first on my travel list. Don't know say for how long already, till now still haven't set foot there. Jackie joined us for dinner even though he's not going, so touched that he initiated to join us. Celebrated yl's birthday, her wish came true after all.

I found a job! Finally~ I've always wanted to work in the hr department, so I only looked for hr related jobs. There were times when people told me to choose other departments cause hr is difficult to find, some companies don't even have hr, big companies have so much staff but only so few people in hr, I'm not suitable to be a hr personnel blah blah blah. I didn't listen to any single one of them cause I've always known what I want. I don't want to give up without trying. I know it's their kind intentions to give me advice, I appreciate that but in the end, it's all up to my own decision/choice. This is my life, I choose what I want to do. I deal with the consequences of my own choice, not others' advice. Really stubborn, isn't it? Really don't like people controlling and restricting her, isn't it? I need A LOT of freedom, the freedom to choose what I want/like.

Visited madame tussauds wax museum cause staff members have complimentary ticket to the new attraction. Saw a lot of famous people there, including my favourite guy and handsome ex-idol. Almost didn't get a chance to have an individual shot with him cause there were other people around taking pictures with him and even hugging him! I think the figurine doesn't look like the real person. The height is just nice that my head lies exactly above his shoulders. 喜欢这样挽着我喜欢的男生的手 :) He's getting married soon, I should stop being so obsessed with him. Stefanie's figurine looks so much like the real person, my colleagues keep taking tons of pictures with her. I only have 4-5 with ah jay, but I'm still contented haha. It's nothing much, just walking around and taking pictures with the figurines and props. Just visit once and you won't think of going again unless your favourite artiste figurine is inside and you still haven't taken enough pictures with him/her. Took cable car back to vivo and had dinner at poulet, ordered the signature dish roast chicken. Ate till quite full but spent most of the time cutting the chicken, from hungry cut until become full already. It's still worth a try!

有时候不晓得为什么会特别想念一个人。那个人呢？会像我想他一样想我吗？什么时候才会送我回家？什么时候才会对我特别好，不凶我不骂我不讲我不念我，对我温柔一点疼我宠我多一点？为什么不试着去了解别人的想法？方法明明就有很多种，不是你觉得对的就只能这样。有时候真的很不喜欢你，凶巴巴的一点都不可爱 :( 其实还是希望有哪一天他会突然问我要不要一起去周杰伦的演唱会。为什么不叫别人陪我去？因为我只想要你陪啊。不想不喜欢一个人去可是我不会问的，因为我知道你不想陪我。宁愿让我一个人也不会有想要陪我的念头。有时候又要听到一些不想听的话还要压抑内心难过的情绪假装没事。一厢情愿真的好难受好难受。你一定也觉得难受对吧？一个你不喜欢的人一直烦你缠着你，有时候会不耐烦对吧？对不起。我很努力不去打扰你了，可是喜欢一个人很难不表现出来。压抑自己的情感还真是不简单。