因为你，所以我很开心:) 在你身边总是觉得很自在、很舒服、很好玩、很开心，很喜欢这种感觉:) 我喜欢这种没有压力的相处方式:) 我一点都不觉得闷:)
虽然从没赢过你，这次你也没让我太多，可是你每次让我的时候，我就会很开心:) 虽然你不知道，但是我玩得很开心，谢谢你咯！希望还有下一次:)
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
I like CNY:))
Happy CNY!!! Same old routine every year, meeting extended family of my father's side (where everyone just gathered at that relative's house) then to grandparents' house and back to father's side of the family again. Had steamboat for reunion dinner, my brother had his own theory that whoever brings their other half to that particular family's house, they will break. So, we only managed to see my sis and hy's boyfriend (qh & silas) on the 2nd day, my brother don't want to bring his! We played street fighter with them -- silas is also team Ken:) Seriously I don't behave like a girl, fancy me playing street fighter!
Seldom gamble these 2 days cause I kept losing, but my brother won $15! We had nothing to do so we keep on gambling, except for me, didn't want to lose anymore. Had a sip of red wine but it's very bitter:(
Going to be 22 soon, but I think that I'm still young:) My cousins and siblings used to think that I mature too fast cause whenever the adults bring us to buy presents, they will always buy toys but I'll buy CDs & storybooks! I also think that I mature too fast haha.
想找你去看逆战，可是我不敢问。I'll definitely watch secret 2 if there is:)
Seldom gamble these 2 days cause I kept losing, but my brother won $15! We had nothing to do so we keep on gambling, except for me, didn't want to lose anymore. Had a sip of red wine but it's very bitter:(
Going to be 22 soon, but I think that I'm still young:) My cousins and siblings used to think that I mature too fast cause whenever the adults bring us to buy presents, they will always buy toys but I'll buy CDs & storybooks! I also think that I mature too fast haha.
想找你去看逆战，可是我不敢问。I'll definitely watch secret 2 if there is:)
Bern bern & ler ler boy! Elle meimei is the prettiest but we couldn't get her to take a picture!
Friday, January 13, 2012
Housewarming
Unofficial housewarming party at yl's condominium on Tuesday. Nice~ I wish I have a house like that. Went to buy ingredients for korean feast and met a stalker. He kept following us and looking in our direction, but maybe it's over-thinking on our part. I don't really pay much attention to my surroundings and I still think that we are paranoid.
Kept eating kimchi, I love kimchi :D Came up with a checklist of who's the best housewife and champion is our auntie jy! I was the last cause they included cooking. I really don't know how to cook, I only know the basic household chores and I'm extremely honest in doing that survey :D They came up with a criteria of gossiping, mag said every girl knows so it's irrelevant. Then, all of them turned to look at me and said I don't know! Ok, I admit defeat.
After that was k session, her k system is the same as kbox's. Didn't go for Amei's AMeiZing concert, having regrets now. Didn't choose to stayover and went home instead, I love bus rides home:)
我总是抱很高的期望，想约你出来但又不想逼你。我想我大概是忘了，有些事只是说说罢了，不需要当真。不想／没办法确定就不要说嘛，害我白高兴一场，害我现在这么不开心:( 你每次都是这样:( 不知道我很想你吗？不知道我很想见到你吗？你当然不会知道，因为我没告诉你。
Kept eating kimchi, I love kimchi :D Came up with a checklist of who's the best housewife and champion is our auntie jy! I was the last cause they included cooking. I really don't know how to cook, I only know the basic household chores and I'm extremely honest in doing that survey :D They came up with a criteria of gossiping, mag said every girl knows so it's irrelevant. Then, all of them turned to look at me and said I don't know! Ok, I admit defeat.
After that was k session, her k system is the same as kbox's. Didn't go for Amei's AMeiZing concert, having regrets now. Didn't choose to stayover and went home instead, I love bus rides home:)
我总是抱很高的期望，想约你出来但又不想逼你。我想我大概是忘了，有些事只是说说罢了，不需要当真。不想／没办法确定就不要说嘛，害我白高兴一场，害我现在这么不开心:( 你每次都是这样:( 不知道我很想你吗？不知道我很想见到你吗？你当然不会知道，因为我没告诉你。
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Busy Thursday
Back at SP today for lunch with ei8ht, ordered 猪什汤 and malay food. Forgot whose crazy idea was that, we simply miss the food in SP:) Bought back seafood soup for evil twin since she had to attend lecture. Used to be sick of the food there, but now we miss it so much that it seems like there's alot of nice food for us to choose out of a sudden. The exterior of the classrooms are very nice now and I actually miss climbing up 峨眉山!
2D1N for dinner with min, bel and liz, satisfy my meat and kimchi craving:) Well, bel introduced her guy friend to me saying he's quite a good catch, a very nice person. Ok~ maybe something will come out of it? I can't say for sure but this kind of things are usually unpredictable, maybe I'll end up falling for him? Let's take one step at a time.
I know I need to forget and stop thinking about you but it doesn't seem to work. Maybe I'm not trying hard enough or maybe I wasn't even trying at all. I'm still trying to accept the fact that it's impossible between us, but a part of me is still hoping for the impossible to happen. Meanwhile, I'll try not to care too much, not to be too affected by you, not to be jealous (I hope? Jealousy is my greatest weakness). Basically, it's just to shut off all my feelings towards you. Maybe I'll succeed, or maybe I just don't want to.
I know you will start lecturing me and be unhappy if you know about this. 但是，有些东西是骗不了人的，不是我不能而是我不要。你会懂吗？你会明白吗？
Spare me the agony. Can the feelings disappear into thin air or whatever it is that they do, just go away! I don't want to feel a thing! And it doesn't help that people are telling me to forget but I don't have any idea on how to do it.
I don't mind having 公主病 if it means having someone to dote on me and love me:) 不介意被宠坏:)
2D1N for dinner with min, bel and liz, satisfy my meat and kimchi craving:) Well, bel introduced her guy friend to me saying he's quite a good catch, a very nice person. Ok~ maybe something will come out of it? I can't say for sure but this kind of things are usually unpredictable, maybe I'll end up falling for him? Let's take one step at a time.
I know I need to forget and stop thinking about you but it doesn't seem to work. Maybe I'm not trying hard enough or maybe I wasn't even trying at all. I'm still trying to accept the fact that it's impossible between us, but a part of me is still hoping for the impossible to happen. Meanwhile, I'll try not to care too much, not to be too affected by you, not to be jealous (I hope? Jealousy is my greatest weakness). Basically, it's just to shut off all my feelings towards you. Maybe I'll succeed, or maybe I just don't want to.
I know you will start lecturing me and be unhappy if you know about this. 但是，有些东西是骗不了人的，不是我不能而是我不要。你会懂吗？你会明白吗？
Spare me the agony. Can the feelings disappear into thin air or whatever it is that they do, just go away! I don't want to feel a thing! And it doesn't help that people are telling me to forget but I don't have any idea on how to do it.
I don't mind having 公主病 if it means having someone to dote on me and love me:) 不介意被宠坏:)
