Saturday, February 23, 2013
Opus 2013 world tour
Waited 3 years for his concert and tickets were sold out within 2.5 hours. I don't mind going alone but I don't even get the chance to buy his tickets. There shouldn't even be any priority sales, the public should be given an equal chance. 只想去那里听他现场演唱。不开心，很想去~ 亏我还很期待去他的演唱会，现在都不能去了！Chances of me going is close to zero :((( I need to wait for 3 more years :((( Sad :((( I just hope that his June 6 tickets won't be sold out so fast so I might still get the chance to buy it, but chances are slim. 有些人好像很少帮我，总是遭到婉拒。
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Valentine's day
School was a ghost town today. I expected to see people smiling and carrying a bouquet of flowers in their hands considering that it's vday today. Usually I'll stay at home and avoid going out to see all the sweet loving couples holding hands. This year's vday was spent with min, arranged a meet-up for our birthday celebration at mfm. Needless to say, I'm the one who suggested going there. I'm such a predictable person.
Love it when I get to eat all my favourite food for this year's celebrations. Easily contented, easy to pacify. Saw a lot of girls carrying a bouquet of flowers or balloons on the way to mfm, I've never received a single flower in my life before, that's damn sad :( 我也想收到花 :( 那些花都很漂亮。I'd like to receive a bouquet of blue flowers, that would be lovely! Asked min lots of questions, set lots of scenarios for her to answer, some of which I don't even know the answers myself. At least I'm not quiet today. Gave her birthday present too, hope she likes it! Actually I find that we are quite similar in some ways, I used to think that we are different.
It's times like this when I wish I've a boyfriend so that there will be someone by my side during special occasions. 看见别人脸上那幸福快乐的样子让我很羡慕。Anyway, wishing all the people out there happy valentines' day. The weather is so chilly nowadays, the perfect weather to snuggle in my bed and I've the whole bed to myself!
有点不想见到让我不开心对我不好的人。
Love it when I get to eat all my favourite food for this year's celebrations. Easily contented, easy to pacify. Saw a lot of girls carrying a bouquet of flowers or balloons on the way to mfm, I've never received a single flower in my life before, that's damn sad :( 我也想收到花 :( 那些花都很漂亮。I'd like to receive a bouquet of blue flowers, that would be lovely! Asked min lots of questions, set lots of scenarios for her to answer, some of which I don't even know the answers myself. At least I'm not quiet today. Gave her birthday present too, hope she likes it! Actually I find that we are quite similar in some ways, I used to think that we are different.
It's times like this when I wish I've a boyfriend so that there will be someone by my side during special occasions. 看见别人脸上那幸福快乐的样子让我很羡慕。Anyway, wishing all the people out there happy valentines' day. The weather is so chilly nowadays, the perfect weather to snuggle in my bed and I've the whole bed to myself!
有点不想见到让我不开心对我不好的人。
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Happy CNY
Happy CNY!!! It's all about house visiting, getting red packets, eating non-stop, watching tv and gambling. My relatives' place practically became a gambling den, even my nieces and nephews are gambling, with 5 cents of course. Played badminton using different rackets and shuttlecock which stefan bought from china. Received my birthday present and had cookies and cream ice cream cake, I knew about the plan already cause I was the one having a discussion with hy and giving her ideas. Thank you for the present! Kind of used to everyone saying my sister is pretty, kind of used to the idea that many guys like her. 我到处在炫耀我有一个漂亮的妹妹！I really think she's very pretty *envious*
If you play blackjack with us, you have to follow our rules. My brother has many tricks up his sleeve, he placed high stakes and willing to take risk, that's how he won $50! Didn't know he's so pro! He practically win it all from the adults but he couldn't win any money from my dad. It's fun playing with them cause they will come up with all sorts of stunts or jokes to make you laugh. Many of them are good actors, always end up tricking the banker into opening their cards and winning the banker's money. My brother has been the banker for many times and he always win. They are all out to win money from the adults and Silas (he's our 财神爷), I don't hate him, I just like to disturb and say him. I didn't gamble, 我很乖的！If I gamble, I confirm lose to my brother, I don't want haha. Hope everyone win lots of money! May this year be a good year for everyone, including me! :) Happy new year! 请叫我白骨精！
If you play blackjack with us, you have to follow our rules. My brother has many tricks up his sleeve, he placed high stakes and willing to take risk, that's how he won $50! Didn't know he's so pro! He practically win it all from the adults but he couldn't win any money from my dad. It's fun playing with them cause they will come up with all sorts of stunts or jokes to make you laugh. Many of them are good actors, always end up tricking the banker into opening their cards and winning the banker's money. My brother has been the banker for many times and he always win. They are all out to win money from the adults and Silas (he's our 财神爷), I don't hate him, I just like to disturb and say him. I didn't gamble, 我很乖的！If I gamble, I confirm lose to my brother, I don't want haha. Hope everyone win lots of money! May this year be a good year for everyone, including me! :) Happy new year! 请叫我白骨精！
Saturday, February 9, 2013
喜欢
讨厌单恋的我，讨厌这样的自己，讨厌一厢情愿自作多情 :( 就是喜欢呆在你的身边，喜欢依赖你，喜欢你对我好。没有任何理由，只是喜欢。很抱歉这位不听话的女生还在原地踏步。
不主动等于不想，不能对我好一点吗？确实蛮失落的，又要隔很久才能再见到你 :(
不主动等于不想，不能对我好一点吗？确实蛮失落的，又要隔很久才能再见到你 :(
Friday, February 8, 2013
Celebration
Since I don't have a special someone to spend my birthday with me (I wish there is), I went to find my granny and asked her to cook dinner for me. Saw my primary school teacher and he still remembers me. I guess this is too unique a name to forget or I could be one of his favourite students back then. He still looks very young and he's trying VERY HARD to maintain a conversation with me but all I gave was one word answers. Another one who expects me to talk a lot when I can't/ don't want to. I'm not a talkative person to begin with and I haven't talked to you since 10 years ago? He talked to me like I was his friend. It's hard for me to open up to someone, much less you. He wants to see me again because he wants to probe deeper, get more answers out of me. It's going to be difficult, I'll avoid seeing you haha.
Asked jackie to join us today out of courtesy since it's his birthday the next day and he complained that we didn't ask him. Had mexican food for dinner and just chilled at that place and the rest had to treat both of us, so it was very expensive for them! They insisted on not letting me fork out any money, thank you people! Thanks for sparing time out when I only gave you all 1 day to choose! The birthday cake came at the wrong timing when some of them went to the toilet, it was quite awkward haha. Luckily there wasn't anyone else there. The candles burnt quite fast so we had to blow them out before the rest returned and they sang the birthday song many times. On the way back with jackie, we started reminiscing about our primary, secondary and poly school life, miss those carefree days.
It's reunion dinner with my family tomorrow, my favourite steamboat! Having steamboat again with extended family the next day. Going to teo heng and my sister is back today! :)
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Asked jackie to join us today out of courtesy since it's his birthday the next day and he complained that we didn't ask him. Had mexican food for dinner and just chilled at that place and the rest had to treat both of us, so it was very expensive for them! They insisted on not letting me fork out any money, thank you people! Thanks for sparing time out when I only gave you all 1 day to choose! The birthday cake came at the wrong timing when some of them went to the toilet, it was quite awkward haha. Luckily there wasn't anyone else there. The candles burnt quite fast so we had to blow them out before the rest returned and they sang the birthday song many times. On the way back with jackie, we started reminiscing about our primary, secondary and poly school life, miss those carefree days.
It's reunion dinner with my family tomorrow, my favourite steamboat! Having steamboat again with extended family the next day. Going to teo heng and my sister is back today! :)
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Wednesday, February 6, 2013
birthday celebration
Had aston's for dinner with boonie and hoonie on Monday, appreciate that they made time for me for my birthday and even made cards for me! I love it a lot especially the hand-made sleepy owl, it's damn cute :) I'm sorry that I wasn't paying much attention for a while, attending to some matters, trying to clear some misunderstandings.
Speaking of which, I'm going to vent out my unhappiness here, once and for all. This is how I actually felt. I almost thought that I won't make it to seoul garden, the birthday celebration almost fell through because something cropped up. I was looking forward to it, then came the news of postponing it, so imagine how disappointed I was. I thought people are supposed to make sure that the birthday girl is happy when they are celebrating her birthday with her. But I can tell you that this birthday girl is not happy AT ALL. I REFUSE to be understanding. Why propose changes a day before the actual thing when everything was already settled ages ago? I know that work is more important, okay then, if it's so important in the first place, how could you have forgotten about it? May I ask whose birthday are we celebrating actually? Why does the birthday girl have to accommodate to other people's schedule? It's not like I didn't give you any days to choose. In fact, I could make it on any day since I don't have any plans yet at that moment when we were having our discussion. The first group to approach me for celebration, the first group to have problems. I don't understand why there's so many days for you to choose from but you had to choose a day when you couldn't even make it in the first place. How come everything went so smoothly for other people's celebration but mine had to turn out like that?
I was given false hopes, thinking that you will come. I was very disappointed and a bit sad. This is the only birthday celebration that I'm having with this group, if you missed it, there's no more. I won't meet you again. If you really wanted to celebrate my birthday, please show some sincerity. But I really APPRECIATE the rest who came, thanks for celebrating my birthday with me and trying to make me happy! At least I enjoyed myself, I did laugh and smile and not put on a sulky face haha. There's a possibility that teo heng might be cancelled :( But that one really no choice. I'm so full now, no more meat please! I can only meet ei8ht on thursday, so it's all right if some can't make it! :) Thanks everyone for your wishes! It's my birthday today!!!
看到有些人我就开心了啦！有些人很厉害逗我笑也很会哄我 :))有些人喜欢说些话来刺激我，我没有真的生气哦！说讨厌你都是假的，我怎么可能会讨厌你啊？
Speaking of which, I'm going to vent out my unhappiness here, once and for all. This is how I actually felt. I almost thought that I won't make it to seoul garden, the birthday celebration almost fell through because something cropped up. I was looking forward to it, then came the news of postponing it, so imagine how disappointed I was. I thought people are supposed to make sure that the birthday girl is happy when they are celebrating her birthday with her. But I can tell you that this birthday girl is not happy AT ALL. I REFUSE to be understanding. Why propose changes a day before the actual thing when everything was already settled ages ago? I know that work is more important, okay then, if it's so important in the first place, how could you have forgotten about it? May I ask whose birthday are we celebrating actually? Why does the birthday girl have to accommodate to other people's schedule? It's not like I didn't give you any days to choose. In fact, I could make it on any day since I don't have any plans yet at that moment when we were having our discussion. The first group to approach me for celebration, the first group to have problems. I don't understand why there's so many days for you to choose from but you had to choose a day when you couldn't even make it in the first place. How come everything went so smoothly for other people's celebration but mine had to turn out like that?
I was given false hopes, thinking that you will come. I was very disappointed and a bit sad. This is the only birthday celebration that I'm having with this group, if you missed it, there's no more. I won't meet you again. If you really wanted to celebrate my birthday, please show some sincerity. But I really APPRECIATE the rest who came, thanks for celebrating my birthday with me and trying to make me happy! At least I enjoyed myself, I did laugh and smile and not put on a sulky face haha. There's a possibility that teo heng might be cancelled :( But that one really no choice. I'm so full now, no more meat please! I can only meet ei8ht on thursday, so it's all right if some can't make it! :) Thanks everyone for your wishes! It's my birthday today!!!
看到有些人我就开心了啦！有些人很厉害逗我笑也很会哄我 :))有些人喜欢说些话来刺激我，我没有真的生气哦！说讨厌你都是假的，我怎么可能会讨厌你啊？