Busy with Christmas celebrations!

Last week was busy with buying Christmas presents for my family members and friends:) Settled everything within 1 day but I forgot 1 so I went back another day to get it, luckily I already knew what to buy. Orchard is very packed!:(

I was out with min & bel on 23rd Dec and bel forgot we are exchanging presents on that day. She forgot to bring, was planning on a stayover with min but we changed plans and went to raindrops cafe at scape instead and her mind couldn't switch over in time and she thought that we will be exchanging presents when we go to min's place haha. reminds me of yl the blur sotong lol. We are talking about the same stuff as usual and I really don't understand how come some people and some situations can be so complicated? I just want everything to be as normal and simple:) I was feeling very guilty when both of them were telling me their stuff and I didn't. I kept quiet throughout and at some point, I lied. I was feeling rather guilty about it but I didn't want so many people to know so I kept quiet, I'm sorry. But in the end I confessed because I was really guilty about lying, I'm sorry. Didn't want anyone to worry or give any comments to this, I guess, cause I've already decided what I want to do for this. Thanks for the opinions though:)

Had steamboat dinner with family on 24th Dec and I don't know if it's my own problem or what but the taste is different this time. I used to love steamboat dinner with family but not this time (after my granny left). Is it because she left that's why everything's different now? I don't want to eat steamboat with my family anymore, it's just different to me. My granny's departure from this family has left an impact on me, sometimes I will find myself missing the food that she cooked:( Still find that her food is the most delicious:) Spent the night at hy's house and we watched case 39, similar to orphan but I still prefer the latter:)

Went Jovan's house for Christmas celebrations, call it coincidence/affinity or whatever you want, the previous week when we need to draw lots to see who we have to exchange our presents with, my brother got my name for the 1st time and hy wasn't there and to prevent her from getting her own name, we asked my aunt to see and it wasn't her name. But I knew who hy got because I went to guess since my sister got her own name, she put it back, jh said the person he got was cute (he won't say my sister is cute) and since I didn't get my sister, I was guessing hy got it and I said it out. We got to re-pick again and my brother got my name again! I got Jovan's, got him a cap:))

I didn't know it was him initially, still thinking it's my sister until he said he bought an accessory which I'm guessing it's a watch. I just said that my watch is spoilt the previous day and the next day he went to buy 1 for me. That gave you away, my dearest innocent brother haha. He tried to trick me into giving away who I'm giving the present to but I played along and fool him by asking about what another person wants and he still thought that he managed to get it out of me!haha. So who's the one being fooled now? He can't fool me, I don't know why everytime when someone wants to buy or do something for me, I can sense it unless if you are as cunning as me then I can't tell. I still remember that incident when mag & sheena avoided me to do my birthday card and I just crept up on them unknowingly and saw my card and sheena's reaction was to run away immediately but I've already seen what I want to see haha. Everyone said they hated me since then haha. Of course my class also tried to surprise me but some people said out the plan too loudly and I heard some parts of it and mel's wrong move in complaining about the 'taxi driver' in English!haha.

We kept exchanging secrets telling them what the others want, the guys will tell the girls what that guy wants and vice versa haha.I asked hy to pretend that she's giving to Jovan and I'm giving to jh, that time everyone already knew who gave to who, cause some people just couldn't keep secrets, keep telling and it spread until those who didn't know can guess the remaining ones, imagine their expressions when hy gave jovan. I saw that jh was shocked until my brother who regained his senses said they are being fooled then we laughed at them haha. Celebrated jh's and my brother's very very belated birthday too:))

I'm fine:)))

Went for appointment today to check my blocked ear and I'm fine, I can hear clearly now:)) The doctor cleared my ear, did a hearing test and turns out my hearing is perfectly normal. There might be a problem with the tube behind my ear cause I do not have any serious symptoms like bleeding or discharge from my ear, may be due to blocked nose. Luckily I can hear now:)) Worry too much hehe.

Still waiting for an answer that I want but I guess I won't get it. Not going to extend my contract anymore after it ends on 31st Jan. Last day will be 28th Jan. Waiting for someone to ask me to stay, just need to tell me to stay because you don't want me to leave, because you just need me to be there and not because if I left, there will be no one to help you do your work. I don't want that answer, all I want is something simple because you just want me to stay:) If someone says it, I will stay:)

Oh ya I almost forgot, thanks Kristin for offering to accompany me to the doctor but I declined. I don't want to trouble you that's all, I appreciate the offer, thanks for your concern, maybe you read my blog entry and knew that I was scared, thanks anyway:) Although I said I'll ask my sister to accompany me there, I didn't, I'm sorry that I lied but I really don't want to trouble you, really thanks alot for the offer:)) You are a nice friend hehe, thanks to all my friends for their concern too:))

Decision making sucks!!!

Company came up with a wishlist which allows everyone to write down what they want for Christmas with the price ranging from $10-$15 and someone who picked your name will help you buy the stuff, it's something like our angel & devil game(is it?can't remember the name) just that we decide the stuff for them,but this time they decide the stuff for themselves. I was given a wishlist too but I didn't really have anything in mind at that time, well, the only thing I can think of can't be bought. It's priceless to me:))) There's nothing I want seriously speaking, if I want at most it's Harry Potter books, but that's over the budget so just forget it. I hope my friends won't all start buying Harry Potter books for me once they see this post if not I'll have more than 1 copy of the books haha. Think of other stuff which I may like? Be more creative haha.

It has come to the time of making a decision again. This time, I have a decision in mind, but I don't want to do it even though I know that's what you want me to do.