Had aston's for dinner with boonie and hoonie on Monday, appreciate that they made time for me for my birthday and even made cards for me! I love it a lot especially the hand-made sleepy owl, it's damn cute :) I'm sorry that I wasn't paying much attention for a while, attending to some matters, trying to clear some misunderstandings.
Speaking of which, I'm going to vent out my unhappiness here, once and for all. This is how I actually felt. I almost thought that I won't make it to seoul garden, the birthday celebration almost fell through because something cropped up. I was looking forward to it, then came the news of postponing it, so imagine how disappointed I was. I thought people are supposed to make sure that the birthday girl is happy when they are celebrating her birthday with her. But I can tell you that this birthday girl is not happy AT ALL. I REFUSE to be understanding. Why propose changes a day before the actual thing when everything was already settled ages ago? I know that work is more important, okay then, if it's so important in the first place, how could you have forgotten about it? May I ask whose birthday are we celebrating actually? Why does the birthday girl have to accommodate to other people's schedule? It's not like I didn't give you any days to choose. In fact, I could make it on any day since I don't have any plans yet at that moment when we were having our discussion. The first group to approach me for celebration, the first group to have problems. I don't understand why there's so many days for you to choose from but you had to choose a day when you couldn't even make it in the first place. How come everything went so smoothly for other people's celebration but mine had to turn out like that?
I was given false hopes, thinking that you will come. I was very disappointed and a bit sad. This is the only birthday celebration that I'm having with this group, if you missed it, there's no more. I won't meet you again. If you really wanted to celebrate my birthday, please show some sincerity. But I really APPRECIATE the rest who came, thanks for celebrating my birthday with me and trying to make me happy! At least I enjoyed myself, I did laugh and smile and not put on a sulky face haha. There's a possibility that teo heng might be cancelled :( But that one really no choice. I'm so full now, no more meat please! I can only meet ei8ht on thursday, so it's all right if some can't make it! :) Thanks everyone for your wishes! It's my birthday today!!!
看到有些人我就开心了啦！有些人很厉害逗我笑也很会哄我 :))有些人喜欢说些话来刺激我，我没有真的生气哦！说讨厌你都是假的，我怎么可能会讨厌你啊？
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