Never had to work overtime until I'm transferred to help other people. Colleagues couldn't believe that I'm working OT, I couldn't believe it myself either. I guess I'm not used to the environment yet or maybe I'm too used to my previous environment that I can't adapt well. Things are more organized and clear previously. Even though it's more or less the same stuff but different people have different ways of doing things. Pretty obvious that I'm stressed, it's written all over my face plus it's my first time working OT. 1 more month before I say goodbye. My supervisor always leaves on the dot while I've to work OT near month end. 你知道啦，无情的我看到她回家还是没表情，一副不在乎的样子。同事心疼我，叫我放轻松，觉得新的上司让我变得压力比较大。终于忙完了，好累哦！如果不是那副死表情，基本上不难知道我的心情如何，因为全都会写在脸上。Don't like to work OT because I don't have time to do the things which I like, not much time to have adequate rest. I want to take things slow.
I worked OT for the past few days partly because I want to complete all my work on 31st Jul so I don't need to stay back and I can meet ei8ht plus Jackie for dinner. Went happy mookata for Thai steamboat buffet, doesn't feel like it's Thai maybe because there's no tomyam. 饭桶当然要吃很多饭啦，不晓得那些饭跑到哪里去了还是这么瘦。Since I'll always go home with Jackie whenever he's around, I really think there's no need to ask me how will I go home. No matter what mode of transport or which mrt line he wants to take, I'll just follow him. Unless I want to go home alone, but I don't think that's going to happen. 蛮好的有人护送我到家楼下，迟回家也不怕！Forgot to take group photo!
Even though I'm quiet, my relationship with others has been quite good. Why? Because I've high EQ and 我的人缘好 haha, kidding. I've always been quite lucky to meet people who are nice to me, at least that's what I thought. 先观察后发言，不会说话干脆不要说以免得罪人。觉得一直积极打好人际关系的人很假。出去社会工作一定得这样，我还是不喜欢，不喜欢虚情假意，不想当双面人。有些人为了升职或其他各种不同的理由刻意讨好，这样好假。不喜欢说场面话，还有谁会真诚的对待你呢？什么是真什么是假，我已分辨不出。只要不得罪人就好，其他的我懒得管。不觉得同事可以当朋友。~功成名就不是目的，让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义~
Today feels like a Friday because I'm on leave tomorrow! Happy~ Going to see my sweetie pie tomorrow and eating my favourite home-cooked food prepared by my ah ma! Nothing beats her healthy and delicious home-cooked food. Love it~ Haven't seen my sweetie pie and played with her ever since I started working, I wonder if she still remembers me. The jiejie who has chubby cheeks like her. She always likes to look at me when I'm carrying her, why she only does that to me I've no idea. Maybe she's wondering why is there someone who looks like her haha. I really think that we look alike especially with the chubby cheeks and thick volumes of hair. When I was a baby, my hair practically stood up on its own, I don't even need any hairspray or gel or wax haha. Even until now my hairstylist also can't stand how thick it is, 每次都帮我剪薄。I like it thick. Looking at my past photos, I realised my face has slimmed down a bit even though it's still quite round & chubby. 脸圆也挺可爱的 :D
~我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪~
~因为无时无刻我只想你快乐~
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