Eyesight

Long time never blog already... That's because I was helping my cousin to move house, so got no time to blog. I also went out the last few days too. I went to Tao's restuarant on last Friday with sanjie and after that, we went to Plaza Singapura with hy. The service and food at Tao's was great! I like their grilled chicken and grape mellow tea. It was so delicious that I kept on telling sanjie the same thing over and over again.

I kept on telling her that the grilled chicken was so nice and she was like... rolling her eyes and told me I've said that a lot of times already. I knew that but just couldn't help it. I know I'm long-winded but I just want to disturb her cause I'm a very bad person as you all know. Maybe only some people know, but I think I'm not a good person cause I'm very scheming. Haha... My close friends should know that!

On Saturday, I went to Toa Payoh with my cousins and siblings to get new spectacles done cause my auntie worked there. Everytime I went there will have discount. My cousins and siblings also got theirs done. Mine is the cheapest-- $110. The most expensive one is jiahao's-- $160. Everyone's degree increased but mine didn't so I guessed that's the reason why mine is so cheap and it also has got something to do with the brand too.

The optician who helped checked my eyesight was so surprised and he said," Wah, 3 years already, your degree is still the same! No change!" I was also a bit surprised too cause I thought mine will also increase as I watched a lot of dramas. Hy was so surprised that she blurted out," How come your degree didn't increase? You watched so many dramas in one day and you watched it everyday too! Ah, I know! You never study one right?"

The optician heard that and was so shocked," Huh? You never study one ar?" But her mum told the optician that I did and asked her not to listen to hy's nonsense. I agreed too, hy got a lot of nonsense, joking joking! I wrote finished my last chapter of the love story liao, maybe tomorrow will post it. My pictures are in friendster, lazy to put it here and at friendster so only put it at friendster. You all can go look for them there, especially anabel cause you were the one who asked me to take the pictures and upload it.

If you never go and take a look, I'll kill you! Took a lot of trouble to upload them. I'll also go look at yours too, so faster upload them! Don't know if I'll ever find any of my secondary school friends in the same poly as me. Hope I have, if not I'll be so lonely!

Okay, that's all for now, I'll blog again tomorrow! Bye!

CNY

Hey! Had a happy CNY? I sure had! Let me go into more details about what I did the past few days!

1st day
I went to my relatives' house and met up with my other cousins other than hy etc... Cause they live in my house and I got to see them early in the morning! Got alot of hongbaos...heehee...so happy! Got extra money to spend! Actually it's quite boring on that day cause got nothing to do except to watch the repeat show of jue dui superstar and I got a new nick-- blockhead cause I look like a blockhead when watching TV. So bad ar, they all, everytime say me. I watched TV never move one what, anything wrong with that?

2nd day
Today's more interesting. My cousins and I went to funfair in hougang and there were alot of exciting games which I don't dare to play, well, it's ALMOST every game I don't dare! Coward right? Anyway there'll be some pictures which I took on that day. I didn't play any games there but my cousins did and I just kept on taking pictures. They said I looked like a tourist snapping alot of pictures but well... you all should have seen me, I think I really looked like one. Haha!

3rd day
I went to Mr Lee's house with feimin, anabel and lizzie. The guys in our class went there too. We were like standing outside his house and heard alot of noises and we were hesitating outside. We don't know if want to go in or not, but in the end we still went. They were early man! Got more hongbaos again and they went to feimin's and my house to get more hongbaos and they must have gained more money! Good for you guys! Too bad the others never come, if not they could have gotten more hongbaos too! After that, we girls went cavana to have our lunch and watched movie afterwards. The price's $9.50 on public holidys! But never mind la, we enjoyed the movie "Norbit" very much and I realised that it's nice to be with your close friends once again. Hope to go out with them soon!

Alright, here are the pictures I took at the funfair. Will put up more pictures again tomorrow... bye bye! :)

this thing keep on turning... fainting

small case compared to the others...

旋转木马( xuan2 zhuan3 mu4 ma3)! My favourite!

jiahao tried that! OMG!

horror house...

he looks scary right?

360 deg turn and it's high man

this is for the kids...

this is slow man... not scary at all

another 360 deg turn...

darren, jia ming and jia hao onboard the X-coaster!

Hy and my sis onboard the X-coaster!

it's almost vertical sia! So high!

kiddy play...

ferris wheel...

fainting...

this looks worse... *vomiting*

these are for the kids!

X-coaster...

motorcars for kids

legs turning jelly...

for the kids too... think I could make do with this... haha

Song

Today just changed a new blog song-- qiang si qiang si by luo zhi xiang. Feimin's practically crazy over him... should go see her blog. She got 1 picture which say what's so special about this hand? Then the answer is that luo zhi xiang shook it! She's so hua chi! No la, joking joking, feimin, if you see this don't scold me. I only joking. heehee.

Since feimin say luo zhi xiang is hers then I've to change my blog song to the older song of his, happy now? Actually supposed to go out with anabel, lizzie and feimin on Monday but I need to go NYP. In the end, the meeting with the teacher there is cancelled. And I forgot to ask feimin if they are still going out, so missed this chance to go out with them lor... Sad... :(

I remembered someone telling me that he hated this blog song cause his bro listened to this song for don't know how many hours and his bro keep on repeating the song and I think it's also very loud until he very irritated then he complained to me and ong lai in school the next day. Haha, miss the Sec4 days with my friends...

But I like this song, I think luo zhi xiang sing until very nice. I think this song must give the right person sing then will be nice, cause luo zhi xiang like bad boy like that and he also very confident. Then when he sing this song, the lyrics is very suitable for him. It's like describing how he'll woo the girl he like and it's too suitable liao. If give other people sing also don't know if they'll be able to sing until so nice or not.

Oh yeah, before I forget, feimin, everytime I go your blog, I don't see any tagboard... remember to get a tagboard if not I can't tag. I go see my friends blog and saw that they scored quite high marks, congrats to them... Haizzz... I get so low marks, sad, results so bad! Anyway, I wish everyone a happy CNY here, byebye!

'O' level results

Yo! Gotten my 'O' level results already... quite bad. Actually, I'm quite satisfied but my parents are not, so when my dad say I got very bad results, my tears just flowed out without any control. I can't control/hide my sadness and I cried alot of times. I just don't know why but the tears just keep on flowing out. It must be surprising to read about this cause I don't think anyone of you have seen me crying before. Your impression of me must be that I'm always so happy-go-lucky and nothing can make me unhappy.

This time it's different. I tried to be happy and don't let it bother me but I can't. My cousin got better results than me so I guess I'll have to be insulted by the others for a few more years. But I'll cheer up, don't worry. I just hope that whoever has gotten bad results or the results are not up to their expectations, don't lose heart.

Continue to work hard in whatever you do as your journey in life is not over yet. There's still a long way to go, so continue to jia you! Don't take things too hard, as long as you try your best can already. It's the process that counts, not the outcome. Life has to go on no matter you are happy or sad, so why not choose a happier way of leading your life?

As my results are bad, I think I'm going to poly...may be choosing SP/NP. Maybe taking business course cause I think I'm more suitable for business rather than IT. IT is more difficult. When I went to buy new shoes, I faced problem like no size of that shoe design for my big feet. I don't like having big feet but I can't help it. I can't prevent it from growing, so it's quite troublesome for me to buy shoes (facing the same problem as ong lai). I think I very unlucky on that day and I think I felt sad for the whole day until I finally found my shoe and this time it had my size! So happy!

So I went from sad to happy!

I'd like to thank ong lai, hp, eugene and feimin for your birthday present, I like it very much! Happy new year to all my friends out there! Bye, will blog again. Wait for my update!

Leave or stay?

Hey! I'm here to blog again! Really want to say thank you to my friends here who remember my birthday. It's a great feeling to have someone remembering your birthday. I'm glad I've friends like you all. I want to thank hy, cheryl, jh, darren, san jie, yu bin, sihui, kelvin, sophia, fei min, eugene, lizzie, co li, shi huan, ong lai and anabel. Whether it's on my birthday that you wished me happy birthday or a belated birthday wish, it's fine by me. Really grateful to all of you.

I got something to ask you leh, ong lai. What emotions does my song invoke in you? Happy/ sad? Must be sad one la cause that song also invoke emotions for me. Do you have something which you want to tell someone but you didn't? Or you hope that someone will stay by your side? Be brave, tell that someone how you feel towards her if not you'll live to regret.

Here's my Chapter 14! I'm gonna stop my story at Chapter 15, so you guys better keep a lookout for it! Haha, don't want to see also can la.

Chapter 14: Leave or stay?

Davis went to find Jacqueline after the incident.

"What are you going to do about it? Are you leaving him? Do you really not care about what he did now? Or are you just saying all that to spite him?" Davis questioned Jacqueline.

"Is there anything for me to do right now? I don't think I need to tell you the answer, you should know it. It's very obvious. I really don't care about whatever he's doing now and whatever I've said, I meant it." Jacqueline answered with a firm tone.

"Do you know that Jeff is waiting outside your house right now? He told me he wanted to wait for you to open that door of yours and let him in. He wanted you to think of the happy moments with him and try to forgive him."

"Stop speaking up for him, both of you should know what I'm like. I'm hurt! Do you think by saying sorry and how he regretted making the bet will solve the problem? Don't be so naive! I'm not the old Jacqueline, I've changed and the credits should go to both of you." Jacqueline interrupted.

"Think about it yourself. Both of you had been together for so long! You should have understand him by now. Did he put on any pretense when he told you he liked you? Did he fake all the unhappiness and sorrows when you rejected him and revealed that you like me? When he was with you, he was very happy and blissful. He couldn't have acted so well, right?"

"How would I know? In order to have a foolproof plan, he must have ensured that everything went smoothly! How could he allow any mistakes to occur?"

"Well... Okay, if he really faked all that, by right he should have won the bet and not bother about you anymore since you've already found out about this bet. You know what this means? I'll not tell you the answer, think about it yourself. It's your blessings to have someone like you the way you did too. Not everyone will have that chance, so think about it carefully lest you regret."

Should I leave him or continue to stay by his side? To forgive or not? Jacqueline thought about this for a long time before coming to a decision.

to be continued...

Chapter 15: a HAPPY or SAD ending?

It's all over...

Hi! Yesterday watched the news and realised that 'O' level results are going to be released on 9th February. Poor Feimin, it's her birthday on that day, she must have hated her birthday this year! But I think maybe not cause if she get good results, this will be the best birthday gift for her!

Actually, I'm also very scared cause huiyan's also taking her results. I don't want to compare with her, but it's not up to me to decide. I remembered I got the lowest PSLE aggregate among huiyan, her bro, me and my sis. Then my relatives see me then ask me why I lost to them. How am I supposed to answer that question?

I worked hard, but I still have to face them and their insults for 4 years! Imagine that! I don't want to be insulted by them for another few years! I hate that! They don't care about how I feel. They just want to compare. Although I acted like I don't care, but how many of them can really understand how I feel?

I'm already very upset when I get bad results, having them insulting me, questioning me, it's even worse! This is the 1st time that I can't face the consequences calmly, usually I'll not care so much about results but now I can't do that! I don't want to be so pessimistic, but I can't help it.

If either of us get bad results, we'll have to face the adults' insults! I don't want that! How I wish we can both get the same marks, then I don't need to be insulted again!

Chapter 13: It's all over...

When Jeff met up with Jacqueline, she did not talk to him. She did not even look at him. This made Jeff curious, he wanted to know what had caused the abrupt change in Jacqueline.

"Why are you ignoring me? Did I do something wrong?" Jeff inquired.

"You know what you've done!"

"I really don't know, will you tell me, please?" Jeff was becoming more anxious.

"So you think me choosing you is a joking matter! You think it's fun to toy with other's feelings! You think you're so great and you're so confident that I'll choose you, that's why you made the bet with Davis. You think you're so popular and I'll definitely fall into your trap?"

"I... I didn't want to make the bet! You didn't listen to the next half of our conversation!"

"You're right, I should have kept on listening and hear how you intend to insult and hurt me more? Do you want to know how I feel now? I think that you're a bastard, a complete jerk! You mean nothing to me and I wish I've never met you!"

Jacqueline turned to leave, but Jeff held on to her wrist.

"Listen to my explanation before you decide to leave, please!" Jeff begged.

Jacqueline shook off Jeff's hand and turned to walk away with tears in her eyes. Jeff looked at her departing view and thought of their happy moments in the past.

It's all over. She'd not forgive me now. We went through so much to be together, but now it's all history. It's all because of the stupid mistake I made years ago! Why did I make that bet? Why am I so unfeeling? To think that I did not even care about her feelings! Jeff thought.

to be continued...

NYP workshop

Well, daren won! But I'm not going to talk about him today. I don't find it very interesting to talk about la. You guys can finally take a break from reading about him all the time! :) But... 'O' level results coming out soon! Very scared! Hope I'll not retain. Never mind if I get quite bad results, so long as I don't retain can liao.

On Friday, I went to Bugis Street to buy my bag, which is actually my birthday present from my sis and cousins. They gave me the money to buy the bag and I bought a Puma bag. That's my 1st birthday present for this year! Don't know if there'll be anyone who will remember my birthday this year. Never mind about the presents, don't give also can, as long as they remember to wish me happy birthday can liao.

On Saturday, I attended a workshop on Digital Media at NYP. The course's fun! Now I don't know what course I'm going to choose, there's 2 in my mind. One's digital media and the other's IT. I think IT's more difficult cause it's all about programming, creating programmes for others to use. But Digital Media's just about using the programmes which others have created.

I won a prize in the workshop! But I don't like the prize cause it's their own T-shirt with the NYP name there. The size's XL so when I wore it, it's like there's alot of space where I can't fill. It's so BIG!!!

Well, nothing to write liao, so will update when I've things to say. Bye bye! :)