Zbrush presentation

Phew! Finally finished with my ZBrush presentation! I thought it was going to be difficult for me to say something for 2 minutes, but it turned out that the teacher will prompt you if you don’t know what to say. The presentation only lasted for a few seconds or only 1 minute. It was very fast.

Before the presentation, I found out something about my new friends. They were a bunch of compassionate and caring people. Sheena was very scared initially and she was not feeling well too. She wanted to vomit, cry and felt scared all at the same time. But luckily, there's maggie who tried to comfort her, ask someone for sweets to give sheena so that she'll not feel like vomiting and teach her the ways of not feeling nervous.

The others in my clique also tried to comfort her and showed care for her. It's like... it's such a SPLENDID feeling to have friends like them, so this entry will be dedicated to them only. My clique of friends are the more 'guai' ones like me and will do all of our tutorials and will never skip any lectures or tutorials unless there's a special reason. The other clique is the more pretty ones, but I like my clique better cause there's a lot of topic for us to talk about.

I felt more relaxed when I'm with them and don't feel so tense. It's like we can joke alot and talk about anything under the sun. Our topics are very wide and we'll encourage and help one another out. Sometimes when we are 'suaning' one another, we know that it is meant as a joke and will not get angry with them. We'll tell each other about our past experiences and embarrassing moments, even our deepest secrets or anything that has left a scar/wounds in our hearts or anything that we really felt angry and felt regretful of some events.

It felt great to have someone to confide in especially if you've known that person for only a few weeks but she'll listen and give you advice or encouragement and you know that she'll understand. Although we've only known one another for a few weeks, I'll treasure my friendship with you all cause it's really FUN with you guys around. What's FUN without any one of U? I'm glad I know you all... :) Looking forward to our outing at kbox on Tuesday...

By the way, here are the pictures that we took on Friday after school cause we were released quite early on that day.

We had to ask a stranger to help us take a pic of my clique...
1st row (left to right) : Maggie, Carrie, Natalie and me!
2nd row (left to right) : Jia Ying, Lay Ting, Sheena and Yun Li!

Jia Ying and me were not in the pic

Now, yun li was not in the pic. It's DIFFICULT to take a self-shot pic!

Credits to maggie for the pictures. Thanks!

Friends

I just went to ong lai's blog and saw this test which he took and created his own for his test. That is to test how well do his friends know him. I took it and realised that I didn't really know him that well. So, I created one test of my own and will put it here for you guys to try and test if you really know me that well. I guess not many people will pass this test, but of course I may not be right. You guys out there, if you're free or bored, you can come and take the test! Here's the website: http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/328082

This is the scoreboard: http://www.truefriendtest.com/scoreboard/328082

Create your own Friend Test here

All right, back to my life now. The lectures and tutorials are so boring! I've to do an individual presentation tomorrow! I hate it! I'm scared! That stupid IDEA ( Innovation, Design and Enterprise in Action) suxxxx!!! I hate this subject! If it requires groupwork, I'm fine with it but this requires individual presentation!!! Hope that tomorrow will turn out to be a success.

Today saw Erika in Sembawang MRT station but she didn't see me. I guessed she was too busy talking on the phone. After school saw King Chi and we chatted a little and went off in opposite direction cause I realised I didn't have anything to say to him. I don't know what to say to him. Sometimes, it's really awkward to have nothing to talk to each other even though both of us have been classmates/ friends for quite a long time.

I also saw Alvin today. I was using my laptop when he suddenly called out my name and I just say a hi to him and he walked off. Sometimes when I saw 4F friends again, I really wish that we are not separated. I wish time could just remain at 2006 and we are still 4F, still friends with one another. Now, it's like we don't have much time to meet up again and I feel like we're drifting further and further away from one another.

The feeling will not be the same anymore. Maybe we'll be strangers to one another a few years later. Maybe our so-called "friends" years back will lose contact with one another even though we said we'll never do that in future. Will we or will we not? I think I don't have much confidence in this issue. I don't know if there's anyone whom I can trust cause I don't even trust myself. I may lose contact with you guys, who knows?

Maybe I'll turn out to be a different person a few years later. I may not be the person that you all once know. I may change due to my surroundings, the environment/friends that influences me. But I only hope to change for the better and not from bad to worse. Enough of the pessimistic side of me, don't worry, I'll be fine and cheerful once again. Got to go and watch ying yue ge dou chang, will continue again.

Kbox

Hi! I'm here to blog again! Finally solved the problems of the audio system in my laptop. I’ve also survived this week! Why? Cause I’ve managed to carry my laptop to school everyday without dying of tiredness.lol. It’s really tiring to bring the laptop to school everyday cause it’s EXTREMELY HEAVY! I don’t think I can take it anymore. My NAPFA test is going to pass cause I’ve been training myself by climbing up the stairs to get to my classroom. My arms and legs are going to develop muscles!

Enough of the complainings, I’ll tell you guys more about what happened during the past few days. I went to kbox with sheena and yun li on Tuesday. Sheena was so high on that day! She sang the background vocals/music( or whatever you call that)too! I’ve manage to find someone who can sing ai mei and she manage to reach the pitch. She even manage to sing meng li hua without much difficulty!

But the bad thing is… she can’t sing the guys’ pitch. She said that her voice range cannot be so low so she used high pitch to sing low pitch and when the song reached high pitch, she sang even higher. Wow! OMG! Imagine that! Can you believe it? There’s actually someone who can sing so high-pitched and never go off-key too! She had better not be a singer someday cause I’ll not be able to sing her songs! I can’t even reach her pitch la, for goodness sake. If she really becomes a singer one day, I’ll never ever sing her songs. No way, over my dead body!

Sheena had a sore throat and contracted a cold so she can’t sing high-pitched songs on that day. She has been like that ever since our orientation started which was 2 weeks ago! She has not been to the doctor’s ever since she had the cold and sore throat. She’s too lazy la. Sometimes I really don’t understand why some people know that they are not well and felt uncomfortable but they still don’t want to go and see a doctor. That’s not the way they should take care of themselves right?

This is the example of the self shot picture taken by sheena... :)

We must really take good care of our health cause falling ill is very uncomfortable and not such a nice feeling after all. So to all my friends out there, please take care of yourselves and do not tire yourself out just because you have lots of tutorials or other stuff not done.

On Thursday, I went for my cca- Chinese music and cultural club with hy and lizzie. We had karaoke singing for about 1 hour and the rest of the time we had group singing with our seniors jun feng and another girl(I don’t know what’s her name) playing the piano and the rest of us were singing. The songs were mostly JJ Lin’s at first and I didn’t sing cause I’m sick and tired of his songs. Jh will always sing his songs whenever I see him and I was like sort of starting to hate JJ’s songs now. That’s why I seldom sing his songs in kbox.

It was only when I saw lizzie again did I realise how much I missed her. To be able to find someone whom you know by your side when you are surrounded by strangers is a great feeling! At least you'll find that you're not alone in that place. There's a friend always by your side. She also said that I've grown taller, did I really? I'm not sure la, but that's what she said. I hope it's true, haha!

Sorry if my blog entries are getting longer and longer but as you know I’ll only compile my recent happenings and blog about it 1 week later, thus resulting in my entries getting longer and longer. I’m really busy after school started and I can’t afford to fail any one of the modules if not I’ll have to repeat my modules and graduate later than my classmates. I’ll also change classes too and will need to try to fit in into the new class, so it’s better not to fail. It sounds scary to me, but I’ll work hard. I’ll make it de, jia you!

It’s time to end here liao. Will update again next week, bye!

Missing

lizzie and me! really don't know what to say, so just anyhow typeFeimin's face looks quite red or should I say dark? Better not say anymore if not she'll kill me!
This one looks so much better...

Sorry for not blogging and letting my blog rot for such a long period of time cause I can't use the computer at night. My father disallows that unless if I have to do a project or homework, but today he's not in so I can use the Internet to blog now! Yea! :P

I went to CCHY with feimin and lizzie to collect our 'O' level certificates and met a lot of 4F'06 friends and teachers. We took some pictures too! I really miss them a lot... I know I've said this a lot of times but I can't help it. I just miss them so I will be blogging this for every entry, no la, just joking. I'll blog about this issue when I really miss them and needs a place for me to express out my feelings.

School has started for me and this week I'm still in the slacking mode and believe me, sp is too. My tutor will release us 1 hour early after she has finished with her briefing and announcements. I didn't do anything much this week and there's tutorials for us to do liao. I thought this week will not have, but... well... I guess I'm not so lucky.

Realised that sp is quite strict cause they have a lot of rules and they emphasized a lot on self-discipline. Quite scary when I came to know the rules in sp and they didn't even tell us that when we went for their open house. They only claimed that sp will be a lot of fun and didn't even mention anything about their rules. Well, maybe they did, but I don't remember them saying that partly because I didn't really listen to their talks on introduction of sp. haha.

When I viewed some of 4F'06 friends' blog or even chat with them, I realised that they feel quite stressful and regretted going to jc. Some of them can't cope with the stress and I think everyone of us miss 4F'06. Sometimes, we might regret going to jc or poly when our friends were not there with us, but it's all part and parcel of life. We can't expect our friends to accompany us wherever we go right? So we must accept this fact and try to make more new friends.

I know hp felt miserable in yjc now and even considered transferring to sp. I felt miserable for her. After chatting with her and getting to know her recent happenings, I think that she really should not go yjc. Her class really sucks! I don't think she has anyone by her side who will listen to her sorrows, care about her feelings etc. She seems pitiful.

Anyway, I wish Eugene and Samuel a very happy birthday! Both of you must be feeling so touched that I remember your birthdays right? That is if both of you ever comes across this blog. Actually I've already wished them happy birthday this morning, but just felt like wishing them again. haha. Anyone who has forgotten about their birthdays, if it's not 12am yet, you can still wish them happy birthday now or belated birthday wishes will be fine too. To have someone remembering your birthday is a pleasant thing, especially if that person is your friend and his/ her birthday wishes means a lot to you!

All right, I'll stop here now. Will continue blogging if I can, all the best to all my friends!

Orientation

Haizzz...Long time never update on my recent happenings liao. Too lazy and busy to do so. I went for sp's orientation for the past 4 days and have practically no time to update, so I'll do so now.

Mon: Played some games in the classroom and made new friends. We were actually supposed to go outdoors to play after lunch but it was raining on that day, so it was cancelled. Ended up playing more games in the classroom.

Tues: Sat in sp's convention centre for the whole day and listened to briefing and watched some performances. Every class had to send 2 representatives(1 girl+ 1 boy) to compete with other students from other classes. They had to become some kind of fantasy characters and it's quite interesting. They had to go through many tests in order to emerge as the champion. They even tested the couples on how well do they know each other! lol, but it was fun anyway.

Wed: Had our laptops training and found out that one of my friend lives in Sembawang too and his birthday is on 8th Feb! Same as Alvin! He also likes Jay Chou! Yea! Finally found someone who likes Jay Chou too! There's also someone who likes dadong too! Haha, I'm just so happy!

Thurs: Had flag day and my class, DBA02, got assigned to Jurong East. There were not much people there and I only managed to raise up to $24.40. It was very tiring and we kept on asking them to donate but they just walked away or deliberately stayed very far from us. But there's one guy who donated all of his coins to us and it's everyone of us who's holding the tin cans! He's so kind, can't manage to find another one like him. Chun Keat was so extra, he came to the bus interchange where my friends and I were and stole our business 2 times! I'm exaggerating of course, he didn't exactly steal our business la, but his friends and him was like... preventing us from asking the passers-by to donate. It ended up that we had no one donating to us and their tin cans were just getting heavier and heavier.

That's all for the orientation. During that period of time, I miss ICE EMPIRE very much! I miss ice burg(ong lai), ice man(eugene), cold water(hui ping) and ice blizzard(wei kuang). I really missed you guys. Had a lot of happy and "cold" moments with the members of ICE EMPIRE. ICE EMPIRE ROCKZZZZ!!!!! It was the best group that I can find so far, you guys are great! You all are the best! I put my nick as " miss 4F'06 esp ICE EMPIRE" and hui ping put hers as "I miss ICE EMPIRE too."

When I saw that, I wanted to cry and I regretted going to sp cause I don't want to be separated from her or any other members of ICE EMPIRE. There were times when I wished and hoped that miracles will happen. I hoped that we'll never grow up and we'll never be separated from our friends. But it's not going to happen... will there ever be any miracles in this world? I hope there is...

Ong lai just recommended me one website in which jay's different songs are joined and mixed together to form one entire song. It's nice and must thank ong lai for recommending this website. It's nice to have friends and it's even better to have a friend who understands you and knows you well...ong lai is one of them. Thanks for being my friend... :) Hope I'll find friends who understands me well in sp.

Outing

I like this pic the best cause got our idols' name! Purposely put tang yu zhe over feimin's head and make it appear bigger than xiao zhu!

friends forever
I like princess better... queen seems so old

Hey! As I promised, I'll talk about my outing with lizzie and feimin on Friday. While feimin and I were just hanging around in Orchard waiting for time to pass quickly cause we were waiting for lizzie to join us. She had to attend a briefing on the camp which she signed up for, so feimin and I just went into whatever shop we could see. After that, we went to Mos burger and started discussing about what we thought of our friends in 4F. She started asking questions like " If you could delete a person from your group of friends, who would it be? Is there anyone whom you hated at first but became your best friend after that?"

These questions made me think of the answer for a very long time cause I've never thought of these before. Now that I've my answer, I was thinking if there are anyone who hated me in the past. Sometimes, I might say some things which they don't like and I don't even know that I've offended them. So, here's a SORRY to those whom I might have offended. Sometimes I only meant it as a joke but they might take it seriously, sorry then.

Back to the topic again, we went kbox again. Feimin was feeling very cold cause she never brought her jacket with her. After we sang finished, she's still going to watch movie! She was shivering and joked that she should go and buy a jacket afterwards. She must be feeling real cold... haizzz... should have brought her jacket with her. We took neoprints too... will post them here later.

On Saturday, all of my relatives went to see our cousin who had just given birth to a newborn baby boy. He's so small in size! When facing him, I felt like a giant. I'm not used to seeing someone who's so small cause it had been a long time since I last saw a newborn baby.

On Sunday, hy, cheryl and I went church and the people there were friendly. I got to know some people from SP too but they were in different courses. I like the pastor and Sis Von, they will try to talk to you and make you feel like you belong to this church too. They will also introduce friends to you etc. At around 5 something, we met up with jh, darren and jia ming in orchard, have our dinner at KFC and caught the 8pm movie: Blood and chocolate. The movie was quite nice la, a lot of violence and suspense.

Just saw feimin's blog and I want to say this: I never regret being friends with feimin, anabel and lizzie. They were the best people I've ever met, there were others too besides them, you guys know who you are. Those who are my friends, no matter in sec 1,2,3 or 4, I'll never forget you all. Thanks for being my friends all this while. Hope to see you guys again soon! Even though feimin, lizzie, anabel and I are not in the same school or course, we can still go out together if we have the time. Friends will always be friends, no matter where we are, I'll remember you all. Love you guys! Next time then argue more about our idols, haha.

缘分

Hi! Long time never blog liao cause I have been staying at home all the while until Thursday, 29/3/07. I went with lizzie, hy and wanlin ( hy's friend) to SP to buy our laptop. I was expecting wanlin's maple brother while we were waiting for our turn to get our laptops when chun keat appeared and sat down beside wanlin. I told him not to sit there cause we were expecting someone but hy stopped me and told me that he was the one that they were expecting! OMG! Such coincidence! I never expected Singapore to be so small! To me, it's like this is the so-called "yuan fen".

Never expected this type of thing to happen to me cause I've never really experienced the real "yuan fen" thingy like this before. Quote one saying "We can't escape from it when yuan fen comes." (yuan fen lai le dang ye dang bu zhu). I'm not sure if this is how it was said but you all should know that my English is BAD! Anyway, back to the topic, hy was like quite surprised when chun keat told her that he was my secondary school classmate.

When I said hi to chun keat when he came, hy was quite surprised as to when did I become so sociable and how come I dare to tell chun keat to move somewhere else to sit. Haha, the 4 of us were so shocked when we knew that we were somehow related. Chun Keat is lizzie's and my classmate, hy is my cousin, wanlin is her friend and chun keat is wanlin's maple brother. Besides chun keat, I also have a lot of yuan fen with other classmates of mine. I don't want to list them all out cause there are a lot.

I say I've a lot of yuan fen with them is because I have been in the same school with them for a lot of years and the others like kelvin for example, I will always bump into him wherever I go especially when hy was with me. Hy will not bump into him whenever she was alone and even if both of us went out together, I will always be the one who saw him first. Seems like hy don't have any yuan fen with him, haha.

I will end my post here cause this is too long liao. I don't want you guys to get tired of reading my posts. I will post about my recent happenings on Friday, the day I went out with feimin and lizzie the next time I come online. Bye bye!