Resting

Had gastric pain on Saturday when I'm supposed to go out with min and bel to celebrate bel's birthday, but... plan failed! I felt rather guilty though, but never mind, we will meet soon:) Sorry for wasting your time and transport fee, travelling to town and back to my place:( The pain was unbearable, ate some food and straight after that, I vomited all out. I couldn't even stand straight cause it really hurts, it's that serious. Took some medicine they bought for me, went home, vomited again and went to sleep. For the whole day, I was either lying in bed or sitting down:(

Now, it's getting better, although there's a slight pain at times but I still can endure it. I think I need to abstain from unhealthy food for a while, if I can help it! This is not the time to fall sick, if I continue like this, I'm so gonna get thinner! No chance of me gaining more weight:( I'm trying to gain more weight cause it seems rather unhealthy to be so skinny! I want to get well faster!

My sister is staying in her school's hostel, so I basically own the room to myself now. The queen-sized bed is really too big for me, no one to accompany me at night, no more late night chats with her, can only see her during weekends:(