遗憾

超遗憾，超后悔，超难过的。。。早知道就不走掉，又不知道你有这样的想法，不然一定不会走:( 为什么不早讲啊？为什么不叫我回去啊？为什么自己又要笨笨的走掉？还不是因为害怕一个人回去，都说不喜欢一个人了:( 难得你会有这样的要求，我却错过了，你是不会明白我心里的感受的！虽然是说还会有机会这么做，可是你的记性又不好，如果你忘记了，那我不是又会再难过多一次？也许下一次又会有很多人加入，那我就不要了，而且下一次不知道还要等多久:( 昨天有点难过因为听到你说如果她有来就好。。。反正我在不在也无所谓，那下次我就不去了，只要有她在什么都好，不是吗？哎，算了，不想抱太大的期望，不然又会很失望:(

Another reason why I'm sad is because you just let me went with him and it seemed perfectly fine to you. I'm perfectly fine with it too, in fact it couldn't have been better!

I think I'm a bad person cause whenever I'm angry, I'll always direct my anger at you but you will still be nice to me and tolerate all these nonsense. You won't get angry with me but instead try to make me happy again, yet I keep doing this to you. I keep saying stuff which may hurt you, never really consider your feelings but you never blame me, not even once. Sigh, I'm sorry:( Shouldn't have treated you this badly:(