feeling terrible...

Was having sore throat, having 2 ulcers in my mouth, 1 on my tongue, 1 at the side of my mouth, so I can't really talk properly, hurts to talk. Right ear is blocked but I can still hear, just that it seems as though there's something inside blocking:(this feeling is terrible:( may be going to see doctor about my blocked ear if it still doesn't get better by tuesday. hopefully it heals or unblocks itself, if not I'll always be hearing muffled sounds. I want my hearing to be perfect again! can't stand the feeling of it being blocked:(

I'm terrible at consoling and making others happy, I tried but doesn't seem to be of any help, useless! feels terrible to see someone I care about being sad:( Thinking how come some people can make me happy when I'm supposed to be sad?Is it they are just too good at these kind of things or I'm just too easy to humour? I don't know but I know I won't always be sad for too long cause I'm optimistic enough:) Hard to make everyone as optimistic as I am, so got to console, got to find out an effective way, use my own way then, hope it works:) maybe I will get better at these kind of things with more practice:)Hope there won't be any sudden bombs dropping on me which prevents me from helping even if I want to.Hope everything turns out well for everyone, pray hard:)

Next wednesday will be watching harry potter!and I've noticed that lots of people spelt Harry Potter as Harry Porter, please don't make this kind of mistake, I don't like haha. excited!!!can't wait:) the vampire diaries is a nice show too:)hooked onto it and like the characters especially damon salvatore:) this is way better than twilight series:)love sucks:)