SAD:(

changing place, new environment with new colleagues whom im nt realli close to:( no one for mi to disturb, no one to talk to, cant even slack! dun dare to use internet at tt place cos it seems tt everyone will pass by everytime:( y did this happen to mi? wad did i do to deserve this?haha, i know im abit dramatic here lol. no choice la, gt to get used to a new environment whereby i cant slack as much as i do nw:( tts such a sad and boring thing for mi! will miss my frens whom im working with nw, i sound like it's my last day here haha. i tink on my last day i'll be more sad:(

my fren sitting beside mi sounds sad, dno how to console him, dno how to make him feel more happy:( how? it's nt as though it's my last day here. can somehow understand his feelings since the one who's gg to sit nxt to him may be someone who wont talk as much nonsense as i do haha. i'll still come back and disturb him but dun realli dare cos im nt sure how the new colleague will react, afraid tt she will tell on mi, gt to be more careful:( sometimes ppl can be so scheming:( this world is getting too complicated, y cant ppl remain as simple-minded/innocent as before?sian:(

anw, im gonna leave here in abt 1 month's time which is very fast!haha, tink i'll feel lost if i suddenly dunnid to go to work, dunnid to wake up so early. im wondering wad if one day i forgt tt i've left this place and i suddenly go to work as usual? tink my colleagues here will laugh at my blurness!haha

anw to my dearest fren, if u are reading this, dun feel sad k?cheer up! i'll still come back and disturb u. although i dun tink i can help u anymore, but i know u can manage it:) i have confidence in u, u cfm can one:) u are the one who taught mi alot of things so i know u can do it, gt to get used to it, i tink i better dun thank u nw, shall leave it when it's my last day here if nt i wont hav anything left to say haha. although there are some things which u dun quite agree with, but tts life, no matter wad happens rmb to smile bcos u still gt to continue living and existing no matter how bad life turns out to be:) i tink i better draw more happy stuff for u to put at ur desk so u will rmb to smile:)