nxt shall be the 21st bday celebration of action ji!haha. long time since i called him tt, his 21st bday is a total blast! i know tt his ren yuan is gd but i didnt expect it to be so gd!!! he's realli very popular!haha, no choice la with such a great personality and treating his frens so well, it's nt a surprise he's still so close to his frens. Wad made me realli touched and happy on tt day was he took pics with us first haha, the sequence/order matters alot, at least to mi:)
discovered some top secret tt day also, asked alot of qns and seriously we were like paparazzi, i know tt person mus be real stressed on tt day but u know if u cant handle us, u wont be able to handle the rest also.lol. at least we will be able to protect u if others ask, tts the excuse we gave for asking her to tell us more.hehe.
went kbox agn with NHG colleagues on mon, by the way NHG is the company im working in, jus in case some of u still dno haha. cant get tired of singing:)
on a side note, i realised tt im putting alot of happy/smiley faces or even trying to show tt im happy. i've always wanted to be happy even if im nt, tts bcos i dun want anyone to worry abt mi. but there are times when im tired of this facade, i dun want to smile or even force myself to smile when all i realli want is to sulk. im tired of having to smile all day:( i want to smile onli if i feel like it, dun want to put on a facade everytime but whenever i see some of you, i cant help but smile:) i know who's impt in my life, i know wad i should do when faced with difficult situation, i cant seem to be brave anymore whenever i hear smth which i dun want u to say. i know tts the truth/fact but i dun want to hear u say it bcos it hurts. it realli hurts. wad hav i done?stupid mi:( i cant stop tinking bcos tts wad my brain always does, always tink of some stupid things which maybe some or alot of u dun usually tink tt way. there will be alot of things which i cant and wont be able to tell u anymore.
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