Cramps plus diarrhoea and vomiting is the worst combination ever. Felt weak all over and kept perspiring, really felt like dying. I can't even endure cramps, let alone the pain during childbirth. I think I might die. Supervisor was on leave for 4 days and I was bombarded with emails. One good thing is that they don't let temp staff work OT. Taking leave on 17th, MIGHT be taking out my braces!
魔天伦新加坡站第二场巡回演唱会圆满结束！哎呦，不错喔！离舞台蛮近的，我有看到你哦！今年荧光棒的颜色是粉红色。来听演唱会本来就要很开心，我的确很开心，听不够不想回家，意犹未尽。就算不是最好的，演唱功力却是无庸置疑的，希望能拿到最佳男歌手！拿不到也没关系，因为你已是我心目中的最佳男歌手！和三年前说的话一样，椅子不是拿来坐的，是放包包用的。不是这里的规定我们只是比较慢热，新加坡的歌迷本来就很热情。12年了，从小孩变大人，有些从年轻变老所以没那么多精力一直站着，或许12年前他们是站着的。好像没有新加入的，都是跟了你很久的。虽然老了但那颗支持你的心是不会变的。每次演唱都会用专属的红色麦克风，你穿粉红色挺好看的！英语不好没关系，我听得懂华语。老外听不懂中文没关系因为音乐是不分国籍的，听旋律就可以了。咬字不清是因为方文山写的词太难，所以大家听不懂。唱中国风坚持咬字清楚，我比较喜欢你咬字不清。努力健身为了健康不要越来越胖，为了不要被叫杰伦叔叔，还是那二十几岁的杰伦哥哥，放心啦你还是我最爱的哎呦哥哥！喜欢嘻哈多元化的曲风还有你独创的混搭风，当然少不了独特的 J 式情歌。明明就真的很好听，你好像很喜欢开不了口，每次都会唱，和袁詠琳的合唱还是一样好听。和编曲老师就像家人，跟我们也一样，让你陪着我们一起变老吧！唱了老师帮你编曲的世界末日，就是因为这首歌而喜欢上你的音乐，听的第一首歌就是这首，就是它让我对你的印象大为改观。第一位歌手因为不知道还可以写什么词就索性把自己的名字写进去反复唱，顺便推销一下自己，那首歌是完美主义。几乎每一首歌都在大合唱，你笑得好开心哦。
看你的演唱会的确有视觉上的享受，本来说不露后来还是小秀了一下那健硕的身材。有好多不同的场景特效，好漂亮好好看，好像在看电影一样。钢琴很漂亮，没忘词是因为后面有一个很大的提词机，还有很大的沙滩球。每次都会丢双节棍送我们，从上面洒下来的碎纸配上优美抒情的音乐，好浪漫~ 开演唱会还不忘宣传一下即将上映的第二部自导自演新电影，歌武剧「天台」，演唱了里面的一些歌曲还演了一小段给我们看。三次安可，可是那三次我们都不是喊安可而是喊你的名字。演唱手语时出现的 3D/4D 特效整个表演都很好看！J ♥ U 说了很多话，改了一些词，甜言蜜语蛮多的，逗得我们心花怒放，我一直在傻笑。或许12年前我们不认识，你也没见过我，我是3年前才去参加你的演唱会，可是这段时间多亏你的音乐陪着我一起成长。简单温馨欢乐的气氛，值回票价！继续做你想做的音乐，坚持风格，我听得懂你的音乐，我会继续支持你的！让你的音乐继续跨时代，你的时代不会过去。要遵守三年之约哦，我们三年后见！还想再看到你，期待你的新电影，我一定会去看的！有理想梦想的男生好迷人哦。希望三年后有我喜欢的那个他陪我。
还是很爱跟你聊天，安静的我会变得比较多话。祝你考试顺利！不需要请很贵的东西。好奇，$30的巧克力不算贵吗？为什么。。。？总要有理由才能有特权 :( 在乎心意，有你对我好就可以了。还蛮经常让人担心的，一定觉得我不懂事，该做的不做不该做的却做了一大堆。以后若有机会，想尝试独自旅游，应该是个全新的体验。
今天早上无缘无故被保安管理员臭骂一顿。又不是我的错，就这样无端端被骂。骂完了才告诉我钥匙已经被拿走了。好像白痴一样站在那里被骂。很生气却没大声喊回去，只是静静的走掉。我为什么要受这种气啊？为什么要把气出在我的身上，我到底是哪里得罪你了，又不是我欠你的！我也是有脾气的好吗？亏我说话还这么客气有礼貌，被骂了还向你道谢。我脑子应该是有问题，被骂糊涂了。容忍度算蛮高的，可是要发泄不然会得内伤。他们不写，你又不叫他们写，那你在这里发脾气乱骂人有什么用？倒霉的可怜虫一大清早就成了别人的代罪羔羊。
晚上下大雨的时候就会想起这首歌「雨下一整晚」，收录在我最喜欢的专辑当中。它把「我很忙」专辑挤到第二了，里面的每一首歌曲我都觉得好听。
Gotten the chance to see yiqing baby when I came back from work, I'm satisfied. Finally got to put on mask together with hy and my sis, kept putting it off till now. Played fun run with them, we are like 3 childish kids who keep on attacking one another in order to win the race haha, so much fun. Work has been busy, not much time to really relax, just keep doing work. Still as blur as ever and forgetful. Sitting directly under aircon, freaking cold even with jacket on. Tired. I need more me-time. Skin is damn sensitive, always turned red whenever I eat spicy stuff or feel warm or change new skincare products. It always needs some time to get used to a new product. 从去年年头才开始用保养品及敷面膜。更换了几次，尝试哪个适合。
Went to find my personal hairstylist with my bro to cut hair, satisfied with his service, providing cheap and nice haircut. Saw ah jay's concert poster at bugis junction and his kaspersky ad on the bus passing by right before my eyes while I was waiting to cross the road, heard his song playing in one of the retail shops. Today was a Jay Chou day :D
Steamboat buffet with part of the Teo's, I love tomyam soup base. Shopped for a while and 4 of us bought the same batman shirts. Same colour, same design, different sizes. Intending to wear it together someday and shock the other half of the Teo's haha, sounds cool. Nothing can be compared to family, still feel most comfortable around them with similar interests, likes and dislikes etc. Sometimes we do the stupidest and craziest things together but they will always make it seem fun. Enjoyable night with enjoyable company, I can't remember how many times I've laughed today :)
Random thought: Words are powerful enough to hurt people. I try to be careful with my words. 可以用婉转一点的方式，不一定要那么直接，当然因人而异。批评的话就免了，多点称赞的话语也挺不错的。说话是一门技巧，懂得如何适当用这门技巧可以避免很多不必要的麻烦／问题。所谓「祸从口出」，仍然在学习这门技巧当中。要懂得倾听，站在别人的立场想，知道他的底线到哪里，为何听了你说的话之后会作出这样的一个反应等等。蔡康永说：外表绝对不是人的决胜点，讨不讨人喜欢还比较重要一点。不会说话的人去学一下吧，不要带刺伤人得那么直接。
I'm active here once again, shall post pictures of myself for those who hasn't seen me for quite a while haha. I realised I'm cute when I was a baby, whatever happened now?
Had new york new york for lunch at amk hub with min. I like the chicken mushroom mozzarella melt, love the cheese. Feel like eating Korean BBQ, I've cravings for food at weird timings. She went to meet her client after that and I overcame my psychological barrier by making a last minute decision to watch iron man 3 (got a rebel card in return). Yes, believe it or not, I did it alone. I don't feel weird/lonely, I don't even feel a thing, as quoted by hy "always that emotionless". That I admit haha. The main thing is to pluck up the courage to buy the ticket and that's it. I felt nothing at all after that. Watching movies alone has its advantage, you don't have to care about anyone's feelings except your own. Don't have to care if anyone is bored or don't like the movie as much as you do. I kind of like this feeling, just doing the things you like without having to accommodate anyone. 为别人着想久了迁就久了就想对自己好一点。Anyway, iron man 3 was plain awesome! Totally worth my time.
Wanted to see some makeup products, ended up buying them. Going to try them and decide if I'm sticking with it or changing. A girl has to grow up someday, or so they say. One thing I don't really like about sales assistant is that they are always persuading you to buy this and that when it wasn't even your intention to get that in the first place. She suggested buying skincare products, I refused cause I just bought a whole NEW set to replace my old ones. Why should I buy again? Please don't try to boost sales so aggressively. Turns out that I still listened to you. If I ever decide to self-improve, it will be because I really want to, not because anyone wanted me to or because I want more attention or want people to accept me/like me. I don't do it for anyone. 这样太辛苦了。
I'm going to see you soon, can't wait! I realised I really like confident and cool guys, those who seldom smile but when they do and show their dimples, I'm so going to melt haha. My beloved 哎呦哥哥! Going to start work this coming Monday, now I don't feel like working already. 哎呦哥哥，你养我好吗？
不主动告诉你我的近况了，不说了也不打扰了，不想理你不想跟你讲话，反正你也不会在乎的。耍性子闹脾气，一直吵一直闹一直烦，很讨人厌对吧？
Although I've ended my exams but I still feel stressed. Sure I felt relieved with all the stress lifted but it's only for a while. Maybe I'm worried about results or maybe I still have one more year to complete. I've no idea why I'm feeling this way, maybe reality hasn't set in yet. Having to endure one more year makes me feel stressed! Uol has transformed me into a crybaby especially during exams period. I cried after my MM and audit papers, didn't do very well for all the papers this year. I always can't manage to complete my papers, I wonder how others do it. Anyway it's time to gain back the weight I lost during stress period. This always happens to me. Time to enjoy my holidays, replenish my sleep, work to earn money for my school fees and read novels if I've the time! A trip to the library tomorrow! Happy graduation to those who completed their studies.
Take a deep breath, relax, stay calm. You have done this a lot of times, don't be so nervous. Keep repeating this in your head: I can do it, I will survive. You have done what is required, don't be afraid. Even if you don't know how to do, stay calm and try to recall, just continue thinking, don't give up until the last minute. You can do this! I'll win this battle, okay I'll TRY my hardest to win. 加油！需要点鼓励，为我加油打气吧！And good luck to everyone taking their exams! I hope I can breeze through, let it be easy! Pray hard!
贪心固执说气话又口是心非。自己要求没意义，别人主动对你好才会比较开心。真希望有个人拿我没办法，不忍心看到我不开心，不忍心对我坏。想被宠被疼被捧在手心上的感觉。
真正的关心不是你认为好的就要求她改变，而是她的改变你是第一个发现的。没办法成为你希望我成为的人，抱歉让你失望了。怎么改都不会是你喜欢的样子。讨人厌的个性，做朋友可以，做恋人就不行 :( 让人没安全感，不止会主动往男生那里靠还会随时翻脸不认人。这么说你在我心里的位置应该很容易被动摇咯。还蛮信任某人的。再难过也希望某人能幸福，一定会幸福的。
要跟自己喜欢的人在一起，是我如今唯一坚持的任性。哎呦哥哥，赶快来到我的身边吧！我要看钢铁人3！
还是想对脾气好又不小气又关心我容忍我偶尔坏脾气闹情绪的人说声谢谢还有对不起。有哪个时候让你不开心了，对不起！
