Stressed!

Quite stressed from studying, haven't receive UOL examination notice yet, is this normal? Always feeling moody, unhappy :( Afraid of failure but it doesn't seem like I'm in the best condition to pass after viewing some past year questions. Work harder, easy to say but my brain needs to cooperate too. Really don't like to study, always feeling tired at 12am, wanting to sleep and my brain will feel like hibernating. Keep forcing myself to study :( I miss my human resource modules, at least that's easier to study and I'm more interested in it. 会读书的人永远都不会明白那些不会读书的人的痛苦。还好林俊杰明白，简直就是说出了我的心声！

I know this is random but one thing bad about me: I get jealous easily. 吃醋的时候不会骂人，会冷嘲热讽，说话会酸溜溜的，会把你推开，会不理你，会不想跟你说话。虽然容易吃醋，很小气，但也很容易哄。因为没安全感，所以才会这样吧。

如果。。。可以。。。，我一定会很开心！以前可以，现在不行。没勇气问，如果不同意，我又要难过了 :( 可是偏偏我又想去争取，争取到同意为止，但我也怕会惹怒你，所以一直不敢问。我很怕凶的人，也怕你不理我。