Matters of the heart

Studied FM frm sun onwards but nt very productive, im like studying then after tt go slack, played games with my sis & watched tv!haha. Didnt realli study... Mon went to meet min after smth happened... all i can say tis u deserve more than tis, u deserve smth better. Although the suggestions tt i giv is rather extreme which u dun want to do but if u r so sad bcos of tis, i tink its better to tink it over agn. Make the decision u tink is best:) Dun let my opinions affect ur decisions...

I dun wish to see u get sad over tis agn tts y i suggested tis, dno how many times u will get sad over tis. I dun wish to see any of my frens being unhappy, makes mi kind of sad too. It's almost like my own probs, kip tinking abt tis issue for quite long, im wondering wad if tis happen to mi? Wad will i do? I tink i'll make a rational decision, at least to mi its rational but to other ppl, it might be irrational. No choice cos i dun like to be unhappy so i will choose a path which will make mi regain my happiness:) But it oso depends on whether i still want maintain tt relationship anot, depends on whether i still like tt person. If i cant bear to let go, i'll giv both of us a chance ba. I realli tink too much sia haha, i hope it wont happen to mi.

But i've been tinking wad if i like someone then after gg into a relationship with him, i suddenly find tt i gt no more feelings for him? wad if tis happens? I noe the guy will be terribly hurt la but i cant ctrl my feelings, i tink i realli nid to tink whether i like tt person before gg into a relationship with him if nt i will hurt him. Going into a relationship is so troublesome! Needs to take care of so many things haha, although its gd to hav a bf, but single has its own advantages too:)

Being single u dun hav to trouble urself abt tinking wad presents to giv ur bf when v day comes or his bday comes etc. U dun hav to care abt his feelings when u hang out with ur guy frens, dunnid to explain to him everytime. Being single has its disadvantage esp when u r lonely or sad but nid tt special someone to be there for u. Although ur besties r oso there, but the feelings r jus different lor.

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Oh ya and i jus finished my FM exam ytd!haha, one paper dwn, 3 more to go! endure! tis paper is realli very tricky, i totally dun understand wad the qns r asking, almost wanted to raise my hand & ask wad exactly do u want mi to find haha, but i didnt do tt cos no one asked haha. Maybe its my poor command of eng tt prevents mi frm understanding wad the qns want lor. Im abit confused by the qns la...Alrite its over, dun tink abt it anymore. I hope the rest of the papers will be easy pls, dun be so tricky pls. Im gg to see dadong on fri!haha at causeway pt:) first time seeing him, dun even noe whether can see anot, but should be can la, he quite tall:)

Here r the pics taken on v day!!!