Meetup with jy and yl for dinner, we were 'supposed' to meet yesterday but only 3 of us turned up. 其他人爽约了。Went to find carrie at her workplace and she gave us 'homework' to do, asking us to write down memories that were special to us. Couldn't think of stuff like this but I wrote down my 'blue' 20th birthday. Ei8ht made a collage with lots of blue stuff inside a big photo frame, even my ah Jay is blue haha. Chatted with carrie for a while, the 2 of them went for their movie date and I went home because I don't want to watch movie. 经常面无表情，气死很多人。堂妹每次说我无情没感情没知觉。就跟说话一样嘛，能让我有表情让我说很多话你就是很特别。没感觉就不会生气难过之类的，不好吗？有时候只是不想理人，觉得我的反应很好笑，蛮木讷的 :D
Evil twin's workplace is just one building away from mine. Colleague thought I'm only 18, am I that childish? I hope not, although I felt happy hearing that but 18 is really too young please. I can accept 21 haha. Work has been busy, feel so stressed whenever workload is piling up or when it's near month end closing. DBA01 is planning a 3D2N trip to batam in sept, haven't decide if I want to go yet. Min and bel wants to go batam during aug too but I don't have money :\ Why do so many people want to go batam out of a sudden? Of all times, they have to ask me during the same period. I want to go marine life park SEA aquarium. I want to sing, maybe I should ask yx out someday. 同事很喜欢我一件蓝色牛仔连身裙，觉得很可爱所以我今天就穿去上班了。如果有人告白说：我想当你的超人可以吗，我应该会很开心很感动 :)
有些名称特别到如果有第二个人使用就不特别了。那就像是别人给你的，一个专属于她的昵称，只有她能用。我喜欢的却被别人用走了，不能用了不能那么叫你了，现在用的称呼感觉比较陌生 :\ 有时候觉得自己像个刁蛮任性固执的小孩。就算你难过得哭了也不会有人知道，不会有人在乎或觉得心疼。不会有人摸你的头抱着你温柔的说声乖不要哭有我在。想被人疼不想被欺负或是被当作理所当然。非常希望有一天有人会主动对我超好。不开心啊~~~
Thursday, July 25, 2013
Sunday, July 21, 2013
The rooftop
Had Sakura Korean BBQ at punggol marina country club, I was perspiring while eating. 没吃很多因为肚子有点不舒服。肚子还在痛 :( My whole body reeks of BBQ smell. Spent some time at the arcade before movie, long time since I've gone to the arcade. Watched the rooftop, well, I'm biased so I'll say I like this movie. But if you really want to compare, of course it wasn't as nice as secret but you can't really expect too much from a musical. I still remember when secret movie was out, I started to see liquid paper writings on our lecture hall's tables during my poly days (you know, those side tables attached to the seats). I think my expectations for this movie is too high especially since secret is such a hit. I still enjoy it but those who don't like jay chou don't need to go and watch. Overall, it wasn't too bad, some parts were quite funny, although not as touching as secret. I almost cried for secret but this... No tears coming out at all. 故事情节比较简单，不像第一部复杂了点。给足了画面，要自导自演，又要包办所有的歌曲，武打动作还要配合音乐，辛苦你了周导演。期待你的下一部作品！
有一种美好，上有天堂，下有天台。我们天台人就算平凡，还是可以过得很不平凡。*浪子膏的招牌动作-梳头发* 喜欢他情人节为她设计的惊喜，喜欢他在雨中漫步的场景，喜欢他为了保护心爱的人为爱牺牲，喜欢他看到心仪对象时呆呆的表情，好可爱！爱死你了，浪子膏。
哎，我的心愿是不会实现的 :( 本来很开心的，可是如果不是只对我一个人特别好，我宁愿什么都不要。我的确不是很重要，所以不需要对我特别好。我也不需要对你好。就是很在乎小细节，就是这么死脑筋。有心要对我好，有心要送就一定会的。不知道我要什么，不知道我不开心。我有我的哎呦哥哥就可以了 :(
有一种美好，上有天堂，下有天台。我们天台人就算平凡，还是可以过得很不平凡。*浪子膏的招牌动作-梳头发* 喜欢他情人节为她设计的惊喜，喜欢他在雨中漫步的场景，喜欢他为了保护心爱的人为爱牺牲，喜欢他看到心仪对象时呆呆的表情，好可爱！爱死你了，浪子膏。
哎，我的心愿是不会实现的 :( 本来很开心的，可是如果不是只对我一个人特别好，我宁愿什么都不要。我的确不是很重要，所以不需要对我特别好。我也不需要对你好。就是很在乎小细节，就是这么死脑筋。有心要对我好，有心要送就一定会的。不知道我要什么，不知道我不开心。我有我的哎呦哥哥就可以了 :(
Thursday, July 11, 2013
Movies
Last minute decision to watch pee mak with the Teo's before it stopped screening in cinemas. Caught the 9.40pm slot yesterday, sometimes we will gather at my cousin's place (who lives quite near me) for dinner then choose the nearest cinema, after which we will go home together. The movie was supposed to be a horror one but it's more towards funny and touching. I like Thai horror films cause their aim is not always to scare but there will be a sudden twist to the ending. Good reviews for this movie!
表现得不够明显吗？不知道我很想看吗？明知道我很想看还说不用看都没关系。绝对是一定要看才会问，如果不一定要看，何必问？给过你选择让你拒绝，想约她们两个去看，是你自己说一起看的。明明说好了又出尔反尔，期待变成失望。非要让我一个人去看吗？我以后再也不问人了，不要有人陪了，我自己去！反正你也是叫我一个人去演唱会即使你知道一个人会很无聊，因为你不想陪我去。不想一个人看，结果还是得一个人看 :((( 我讨厌你！说了就要做，不想做就不要说，因为你不知道别人会有多失望。就算你再怎么讨厌，陪我看我想看的都不行吗？难过失落生气非常不开心，哭惨了 :( 反正是照着别人的决定走以后就不出声了，只负责说要与否。什么都不想做哪里都不想去，只想去看我的浪子膏。
坚决不去某个地方是因为有人说过要跟我一起去却食言了，只是不想跟其他人去罢了。
表现得不够明显吗？不知道我很想看吗？明知道我很想看还说不用看都没关系。绝对是一定要看才会问，如果不一定要看，何必问？给过你选择让你拒绝，想约她们两个去看，是你自己说一起看的。明明说好了又出尔反尔，期待变成失望。非要让我一个人去看吗？我以后再也不问人了，不要有人陪了，我自己去！反正你也是叫我一个人去演唱会即使你知道一个人会很无聊，因为你不想陪我去。不想一个人看，结果还是得一个人看 :((( 我讨厌你！说了就要做，不想做就不要说，因为你不知道别人会有多失望。就算你再怎么讨厌，陪我看我想看的都不行吗？难过失落生气非常不开心，哭惨了 :( 反正是照着别人的决定走以后就不出声了，只负责说要与否。什么都不想做哪里都不想去，只想去看我的浪子膏。
坚决不去某个地方是因为有人说过要跟我一起去却食言了，只是不想跟其他人去罢了。
Thursday, July 4, 2013
咳嗽
很简单的事却搞得双方都不愉快。又是我的错，我先不开心的，又是我惹到别人不开心。咳嗽很辛苦，还蛮希望有人买凉茶给我而不是自己买。我有说错什么吗？不是骂人的语气，是难过的语气，现在也是一样。想要什么总要开口问，问了也未必会得到。羡慕那些不需要对别人好别人也会主动对她好的人。可不可以有人主动对我好啊？咳死算了。要气多久就气吧。
越是想念你／越是没有你，越是心痛，因为你一直都在。如果喜欢的人对你说你是我的，只能喜欢我不准喜欢别人或是带点醋意的说不喜欢你对别的异性好之类的话，你心里会不会甜滋滋的？
越是想念你／越是没有你，越是心痛，因为你一直都在。如果喜欢的人对你说你是我的，只能喜欢我不准喜欢别人或是带点醋意的说不喜欢你对别的异性好之类的话，你心里会不会甜滋滋的？
Sunday, June 23, 2013
Chalet
3D2N chalet with the Teo's using the free vouchers my dad won. Organised, planned and settled everything all within last week. Despite our last minute decisions, they still have rooms available. Went straight from work, because of the haze we didn't go night cycling. Had dinner and stayed indoors playing some games, like thinking of words for the person beside you and that person won't know what word it is and can't say that word out. We have to think of traps for them to say that word, quite fun. Had mcdonald's for supper, I only ate ice cream, too full already.
Played games like black magic, mrt train and fuzzy wuzzy likes... but don't like... etc, those who knew how to play just made some of us so confused, totally fooled by them, I only know the black magic and I'm surprised some of them don't know, I thought it was quite old school. Either I'm totally in sync with hy's thinking or I'm just too clever because I understood her. It'll only be fun if you know how to play, it can be quite confusing and frustrating if you don't know. Some of them went for free face-painting, it's so cool! They have the two-faced and the dark knight's joker, my brother wanted beast but they don't have it so he asked them to add in whiskers for him haha. We agreed to wear the batman shirts but hx forgot to bring hers. After that was bbq! So glad that we managed to have bbq without serious haze conditions. I'd rather it's sunny and warm than to have haze, at least I can breathe in some fresh air.
After bbq, they continued to play their games, stating all the shopping malls, brands etc, whoever repeats or doesn't have answer will be out. My sister then spotted a huge fat cockroach at the space between the ceilings, I didn't even bother to look, I just ran straight out. I'm really scared of cockroaches, the guys tried to get it out and kill it but it just stayed there without moving. Called housekeeping and told them there's 3 when there's only 1, by the time they came, it has already escaped out through the hole linking it to the outside. They changed our room to the next unit, the rest went to buy mcdonald's ice cream while some of us slept. I felt people poking/touching my face while sleeping but I'm too tired to wake up. They said my face 看起来白白嫩嫩的, so they just wanted to touch and feel it. One of them even suggested pinching my cheeks, I've no idea what they were thinking, perverts haha.
Nothing beats coming home and sleeping comfortably in your own bed. Having muscle ache while maintaining the same sleeping posture due to limited space. My weekends are gone just like that. I'm tired!
Played games like black magic, mrt train and fuzzy wuzzy likes... but don't like... etc, those who knew how to play just made some of us so confused, totally fooled by them, I only know the black magic and I'm surprised some of them don't know, I thought it was quite old school. Either I'm totally in sync with hy's thinking or I'm just too clever because I understood her. It'll only be fun if you know how to play, it can be quite confusing and frustrating if you don't know. Some of them went for free face-painting, it's so cool! They have the two-faced and the dark knight's joker, my brother wanted beast but they don't have it so he asked them to add in whiskers for him haha. We agreed to wear the batman shirts but hx forgot to bring hers. After that was bbq! So glad that we managed to have bbq without serious haze conditions. I'd rather it's sunny and warm than to have haze, at least I can breathe in some fresh air.
After bbq, they continued to play their games, stating all the shopping malls, brands etc, whoever repeats or doesn't have answer will be out. My sister then spotted a huge fat cockroach at the space between the ceilings, I didn't even bother to look, I just ran straight out. I'm really scared of cockroaches, the guys tried to get it out and kill it but it just stayed there without moving. Called housekeeping and told them there's 3 when there's only 1, by the time they came, it has already escaped out through the hole linking it to the outside. They changed our room to the next unit, the rest went to buy mcdonald's ice cream while some of us slept. I felt people poking/touching my face while sleeping but I'm too tired to wake up. They said my face 看起来白白嫩嫩的, so they just wanted to touch and feel it. One of them even suggested pinching my cheeks, I've no idea what they were thinking, perverts haha.
Nothing beats coming home and sleeping comfortably in your own bed. Having muscle ache while maintaining the same sleeping posture due to limited space. My weekends are gone just like that. I'm tired!
Wednesday, June 19, 2013
Ginza Bairin
Still dissatisfied with my teeth, need a few more adjustments, it was perfect until my dentist tried to push one of my front tooth in. He might as well not do it cause it seems like I'm back to square one, only difference is I'm left with a not so perfect shape as before and front teeth is not aligned. Power outage for 5 times in office, had to work in the dark with my mini torchlight coming from my phone. Dinner at Ginza Bairin with hw and ph, main purpose is to accompany hw for dinner cause her mum didn't cook. Shopped for a while, I was already quite tired after dinner. Better get more sleep if not I won't be sleeping much during chalet this weekend. Blood-shot eyes with not enough sleep. Can I have some fresh air and clearer vision? No air-con at home so I'm breathing in the hazardous air day in day out. Apparently only N95 mask works in protecting the user from the haze, the rest are pretty much useless. I hope the situation gets better, please go away haze if not we can't go night cycling. Try to stay indoors and drink more water, at least I'm still feeling fine now. It's getting warmer, it used to be chilly and breezy at night. Drivers, please drive carefully.
Anyone wants to watch the rooftop with me? The primary school boy that my aunt is babysitting likes my sister a lot because she's pretty haha. He even asked his mum to bring him to my sister's workplace to see her! Everytime I go there for dinner, he will show me a disappointed face and ask if I came alone, so I'll always tell him what he wants to know haha. We always made fun of him about this. Sigh, even small boy also knows who's pretty, all guys like pretty girls, now I know. Never mind, yiqing baby likes me :) My mum just told me last week that she wants to collect the hello kitties when it's already the 3rd week, by the time she told me the froggy one was already sold out, should have said earlier.
男生不懂，其实女生要的很简单。适当的陪伴，适当的关怀，必要时就对她好。当然拥有越多，会变得越来越贪心，想得到更多，男生难免就会觉得女生越来越过分，就不理会女生。想一下嘛，女生为什么会任性的又吵又闹？只是想得到你的注意，让你多在乎她一点，让她疼她宠爱她多一点她就会很开心了。女生不难懂，她只是想要你对她一个人好而已。大概是这样吧？一个人是否喜欢你，你感觉得出的，确实如此。我最能体会的感受就是一厢情愿的单恋。不想经历刻苦铭心的爱情，最怕心痛也很怕哭。心隐隐作痛的感觉好难受好辛苦。明明还是很在乎，不然怎么可能体会得到别人的痛？我怎么舍得让你难过呢？好久没见了，什么时候才能再见到你？还是很希望有人能送我回家。又不是他的谁也没有特别重要，怎么可能会对你好？
情话好听，情歌动听，皆因听懂的人，往往都伤过心。
Anyone wants to watch the rooftop with me? The primary school boy that my aunt is babysitting likes my sister a lot because she's pretty haha. He even asked his mum to bring him to my sister's workplace to see her! Everytime I go there for dinner, he will show me a disappointed face and ask if I came alone, so I'll always tell him what he wants to know haha. We always made fun of him about this. Sigh, even small boy also knows who's pretty, all guys like pretty girls, now I know. Never mind, yiqing baby likes me :) My mum just told me last week that she wants to collect the hello kitties when it's already the 3rd week, by the time she told me the froggy one was already sold out, should have said earlier.
男生不懂，其实女生要的很简单。适当的陪伴，适当的关怀，必要时就对她好。当然拥有越多，会变得越来越贪心，想得到更多，男生难免就会觉得女生越来越过分，就不理会女生。想一下嘛，女生为什么会任性的又吵又闹？只是想得到你的注意，让你多在乎她一点，让她疼她宠爱她多一点她就会很开心了。女生不难懂，她只是想要你对她一个人好而已。大概是这样吧？一个人是否喜欢你，你感觉得出的，确实如此。我最能体会的感受就是一厢情愿的单恋。不想经历刻苦铭心的爱情，最怕心痛也很怕哭。心隐隐作痛的感觉好难受好辛苦。明明还是很在乎，不然怎么可能体会得到别人的痛？我怎么舍得让你难过呢？好久没见了，什么时候才能再见到你？还是很希望有人能送我回家。又不是他的谁也没有特别重要，怎么可能会对你好？
情话好听，情歌动听，皆因听懂的人，往往都伤过心。
无聊时的自拍。右下：不开心时候的表情，会稍微嘟一下嘴。
Tuesday, June 11, 2013
Meetup with ei8ht
Finally a meet-up with ei8ht, keep postponing cause everyone is too busy, couldn't find a time when all of us could make it. Happy to see them, haven't seen them for a long time! Had jai thai before going to andersen's for ice cream, thanks jy for the treat! People might think that I'm crazy having to work so far. No doubt it's tiring but it's alright since it's only a part-time job. Now that I thought of it, actually my sis and I aren't too fussy/picky about jobs as long as the pay is reasonable and we have enough to spend. Don't like to put on makeup but doesn't mind skincare products, since when have I become so conscious about my appearance? 年纪越大越需要保养，做女人真麻烦！
I know that his concert has just ended but I'm already looking forward to the concert DVD. I'm glad I still went, I'd rather go alone than deal with the regret just because there's no one to accompany me. I don't like to be alone but I'm always alone, ironic isn't it? Just got to know that yl almost wanted to go with me and carrie might go if I asked, maybe I'll ask them 3 years later. Evil twin thinks that the concert was nice too. Meanwhile, people you can go support his latest movie rooftop releasing on jul 11. I'll only support his self-directed movies, the rest will have to be really good to make me interested.
I always believe that you can never be friends with someone you once loved. It will be awkward, if you can it either means that you have never loved before or you still are. Maybe some of you think that it's possible but it will always be impossible for me. No way. If you are still in love, how can you treat that person as a friend? That person will always have a special place in your heart, you will still treat them differently, treasure them, always want to be together and be nice to them in whatever way possible. So tell me, in what way does that person seem like a friend to you? How can you not want to be nice to the person you love and not wish that he/she treats you the same? Of course there's another side to an argument but it's just my personal view.
I find it absurd that someone can just say they like you without truly knowing who you are. They just like what they see and doesn't know what kind of a person you are. 这样能算喜欢吗？不觉得。How can you even trust their words? Almost close to zero interaction or just the first encounter and out of a sudden there's a confession or whatever. How do you expect a girl to accept you or be friends with you just like that? You can't expect a girl to give you her number just like that, it doesn't work that way.
Girls are often termed sluts for whatever they do, guys have it much easier. 可怜的女生要做什么都不可以。I hate this word, I hate anything bad, no signs of fair treatment. Guys of a certain build and physique in their formal wear are just so smart-looking, but the moment he took out his cigarette I got turned off immediately.
I know that his concert has just ended but I'm already looking forward to the concert DVD. I'm glad I still went, I'd rather go alone than deal with the regret just because there's no one to accompany me. I don't like to be alone but I'm always alone, ironic isn't it? Just got to know that yl almost wanted to go with me and carrie might go if I asked, maybe I'll ask them 3 years later. Evil twin thinks that the concert was nice too. Meanwhile, people you can go support his latest movie rooftop releasing on jul 11. I'll only support his self-directed movies, the rest will have to be really good to make me interested.
I always believe that you can never be friends with someone you once loved. It will be awkward, if you can it either means that you have never loved before or you still are. Maybe some of you think that it's possible but it will always be impossible for me. No way. If you are still in love, how can you treat that person as a friend? That person will always have a special place in your heart, you will still treat them differently, treasure them, always want to be together and be nice to them in whatever way possible. So tell me, in what way does that person seem like a friend to you? How can you not want to be nice to the person you love and not wish that he/she treats you the same? Of course there's another side to an argument but it's just my personal view.
I find it absurd that someone can just say they like you without truly knowing who you are. They just like what they see and doesn't know what kind of a person you are. 这样能算喜欢吗？不觉得。How can you even trust their words? Almost close to zero interaction or just the first encounter and out of a sudden there's a confession or whatever. How do you expect a girl to accept you or be friends with you just like that? You can't expect a girl to give you her number just like that, it doesn't work that way.
Girls are often termed sluts for whatever they do, guys have it much easier. 可怜的女生要做什么都不可以。I hate this word, I hate anything bad, no signs of fair treatment. Guys of a certain build and physique in their formal wear are just so smart-looking, but the moment he took out his cigarette I got turned off immediately.
