Saturday, March 31, 2012
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Porn's and steamboat
Shopping with min at bugis in the evening for her formal wear, tried porn's Thai food and it's too spicy for me:( Board direct bus home! :)
Steamboat with cousins and siblings just now (at bugis again) to celebrate jovan's birthday. Love tomyam soup base! :) Too full, no more steamboat in the near future. Everyday eat food bought from outside, not enough nutrition, I want my ah ma's home-cooked food.
I need to start mugging!!! Stress is essential, at least for me, but not too much please. 适当的压力是必要的。
作了一场恶梦，梦见你结婚了，梦里的我好难过。感觉好真哦，现实生活中的我又会有什么反应呢？先是整个人变呆，再来就是假装若无其事了吧？应该会摆出一副事不关己的样子又或者我根本不会有任何反应。我当然是希望不会有任何反应啦。都不曾拥有过，哪来的失去？我以后都不去烦你，不去打扰你了，不然又要被念了，但我知道那是关心，是为我好。虽然说过不要在乎你，但总是狠不下心，还是会担心，会想关心一下。我超容易心软的！
Steamboat with cousins and siblings just now (at bugis again) to celebrate jovan's birthday. Love tomyam soup base! :) Too full, no more steamboat in the near future. Everyday eat food bought from outside, not enough nutrition, I want my ah ma's home-cooked food.
I need to start mugging!!! Stress is essential, at least for me, but not too much please. 适当的压力是必要的。
作了一场恶梦，梦见你结婚了，梦里的我好难过。感觉好真哦，现实生活中的我又会有什么反应呢？先是整个人变呆，再来就是假装若无其事了吧？应该会摆出一副事不关己的样子又或者我根本不会有任何反应。我当然是希望不会有任何反应啦。都不曾拥有过，哪来的失去？我以后都不去烦你，不去打扰你了，不然又要被念了，但我知道那是关心，是为我好。虽然说过不要在乎你，但总是狠不下心，还是会担心，会想关心一下。我超容易心软的！
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Having fun
Kbox session with meiqi and the rest, had fun and I love to sing:) Sometimes, when I hear things which makes me upset, I pretend like it doesn't affect me.
Almost forgot to bring racket for mag and I went back home to take. Farewell lunch with meiqi and the rest at swensens, went straight to yl's house after that. She helped me install the older version of Pokemon into my DS:) I'm very happy now haha, reliving my childhood memories, it's fun:) She lent me her sort of adaptor thing (compatible with the Pokemon game) to play, if not I can't even play cause I don't have that thing (don't know what is it called). Surprised nat with a birthday cake, had BBQ and we didn't finish all the food. It took really long for the food to be cooked. Took some pictures with Carrie's picture inside (looks like 遗照) and we were doing the same pose as her :D Didn't play mahjong but had a long chat with the girls and went home at around 2 plus in the morning. Really very tired but all the fun and laughter makes everything worth it:)
Modem is spoilt, no connection to Internet, currently using personal hotspot on my phone to enable my sister's MacBook to tap onto the network available. 8 more days before the new modem arrives, doesn't really affect me that much but it makes uploading of pictures so inconvenient if I don't have connection.
Almost forgot to bring racket for mag and I went back home to take. Farewell lunch with meiqi and the rest at swensens, went straight to yl's house after that. She helped me install the older version of Pokemon into my DS:) I'm very happy now haha, reliving my childhood memories, it's fun:) She lent me her sort of adaptor thing (compatible with the Pokemon game) to play, if not I can't even play cause I don't have that thing (don't know what is it called). Surprised nat with a birthday cake, had BBQ and we didn't finish all the food. It took really long for the food to be cooked. Took some pictures with Carrie's picture inside (looks like 遗照) and we were doing the same pose as her :D Didn't play mahjong but had a long chat with the girls and went home at around 2 plus in the morning. Really very tired but all the fun and laughter makes everything worth it:)
Modem is spoilt, no connection to Internet, currently using personal hotspot on my phone to enable my sister's MacBook to tap onto the network available. 8 more days before the new modem arrives, doesn't really affect me that much but it makes uploading of pictures so inconvenient if I don't have connection.
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Prelims is over!!!
Prelims is over!!! Totally wasn't well-prepared as usual, it's a miracle if I can even get a pass for any of the papers. Actually, the questions aren't that tough cause they are taken directly from the past year papers, without changing a single thing (for Econs). I'm not sure about the other papers though. It seems pretty much useless to take prelims, seems as though I'm doing tutorial questions. Didn't have enough time to finish my readings, much less touch on the past year papers. My progress is damn slow. It's time to relax for a while and continue to prepare for the finals.
Snipped off a few inches of my hair just now, no more long fringe blocking my view! :) Looking forward to Friday where I'll be having farewell lunch with meiqi and the rest and not forgetting the BBQ session with ei8ht. I think I'll be super early to reach yl's house. Hopefully, I'll be able to gain some weight!
I miss home-cooked food. Although I'll still get to eat it when I visit my granny, the feeling is different from having home-cooked food served on the table when you reached home. I want to eat sushi, not those normal ones, but those specially made for me.
Snipped off a few inches of my hair just now, no more long fringe blocking my view! :) Looking forward to Friday where I'll be having farewell lunch with meiqi and the rest and not forgetting the BBQ session with ei8ht. I think I'll be super early to reach yl's house. Hopefully, I'll be able to gain some weight!
I miss home-cooked food. Although I'll still get to eat it when I visit my granny, the feeling is different from having home-cooked food served on the table when you reached home. I want to eat sushi, not those normal ones, but those specially made for me.
Sunday, March 11, 2012
难过
没办法把你当作朋友的原因是因为没办法骗自己说对你没感觉。我真的办不到，因为我还是会很介意，很在乎某些事，对不起，是我的错。我不想我们的关系变成这样，可是。。。我不懂该怎么说。举例说明好了，如果你约我出去而我有空，我连想都不用想就会直接答应因为想见你。如果我拒绝就一定是鼓起了很大的勇气才会这么做，我也知道我一定会后悔。我会介意你把我推开，会介意你不理我，以此类推。你觉得在这种情况下，我有可能把你当作是朋友吗？
我当然还是希望可以陪你，可是你应该不会让我这么做了，除非你可以接受我不把你当作朋友来看待。还是有想要跟你在一起的念头，但我也只能跟你维持着朋友的关系。如果昨天没说出那些话，今天的我还是快乐的。昨晚没睡好，我现在很难过。我后悔说出那些话，我还能见得到你吗？还能像以前那样吗？是我把你看得太重了，是我的错。放过我好吗，我真的很辛苦。会这样也是自己自找的。
我当然还是希望可以陪你，可是你应该不会让我这么做了，除非你可以接受我不把你当作朋友来看待。还是有想要跟你在一起的念头，但我也只能跟你维持着朋友的关系。如果昨天没说出那些话，今天的我还是快乐的。昨晚没睡好，我现在很难过。我后悔说出那些话，我还能见得到你吗？还能像以前那样吗？是我把你看得太重了，是我的错。放过我好吗，我真的很辛苦。会这样也是自己自找的。
Saturday, March 10, 2012
不开心
不开心不开心 :( 想跟你讲话，你却不想跟我讲话 :( 跟你说话好像是在打扰你一样，心不在焉干脆不要讲 :( 我以后都没空理你！又在耍任性，又在无理取闹了。
我一直称赞别的男生你都没反应，又是我在自讨没趣。反倒是我，一直很介意，难免又吃醋了。我这个爱吃醋的坏习惯什么时候才会改掉啊？:( 等我不再吃醋的那一天起，就表示我已经不在乎你了。
我一直称赞别的男生你都没反应，又是我在自讨没趣。反倒是我，一直很介意，难免又吃醋了。我这个爱吃醋的坏习惯什么时候才会改掉啊？:( 等我不再吃醋的那一天起，就表示我已经不在乎你了。
Friday, March 2, 2012
Happy:)
玩乐的时间总是过得特别快，可是我还是一样开心:) 你超厉害的，一点机会都不给我:( 暂时解了相思病，过几天后又会发作了:( 每次浪费你这么多的时间，抱歉。
突然觉得我做了一件蠢事，因为害怕在你的社交网站看到不该看的照片，所以最后还是没把你加入为好友。对不起，不能告诉你原因，我也只是怕自己会难过。我会听话的，会尽量增肥，可是好难哦!
还是要谢谢你，谢谢你让我这么开心:) 还是很喜欢你在身边的时候。。。
Addicted to scramble with friends and draw something! :D Damn fun haha!
突然觉得我做了一件蠢事，因为害怕在你的社交网站看到不该看的照片，所以最后还是没把你加入为好友。对不起，不能告诉你原因，我也只是怕自己会难过。我会听话的，会尽量增肥，可是好难哦!
还是要谢谢你，谢谢你让我这么开心:) 还是很喜欢你在身边的时候。。。
Addicted to scramble with friends and draw something! :D Damn fun haha!