Let's see what plans do I have in December...
- Celebrate jh and my brother's birthday
- Chalet with ei8ht
- Exchange Christmas presents
- Attend lays' birthday party
- Celebrate December babies' birthdays
- Meet up with min, bel and liz
One word to summarize: broke. I don't know how burnt will my pocket be:(
Suddenly miss the feeling of being teacher's pet (only for Chinese language). My Chinese was considered quite good that time, maybe cause there wasn't any strong competitors in my class. I used to be called a "walking dictionary" cause I seldom check the dictionary for words which I don't know. My friends will just come and ask me to write down the words for them and I enjoy doing that haha.
Sometimes I'll help them check their papers and discuss the answers before letting the teacher mark and they will get quite high marks:) My sister will be known to those teachers (who taught both of us) as "my sister" and that's the one and only subject I feel that I'm better than her hehe.
后悔。。。还没真正领悟到这个字的含义，希望我永远都不会体会到这种感觉。我会尽量不去做会让自己后悔的事，因为我不喜欢我的人生留下任何遗憾。
好朋友的定义是什么？你对我的好总是会让我误会。还是，我只是选择记得你对我的好却忘了要计较你对我的不好？不知道，我只知道不好的东西不需要记得，这样我才会比较快乐。我只能说：友达以上，恋人未满。
I'm curious about what you want to ask me... Judging by the time I received the message, it really makes me doubt the "casual stuff". I could have missed out on something important or it could just be me thinking too much again.
Is it really casual stuff or is it something else? I guess I will never know cause you won't tell me. No point asking you cause if it's something that you don't want to say, you will just come up with something else and I won't even know cause I'll believe whatever you said.
What do you actually want to ask or say? Why won't you tell me?! 可能又是我想太多了。。。
要你称赞我好难。。。算了，你从来都不会称赞我，只会一直说我，说我有多么不好，说我的不是。你都不知道我为什么会生气！我生气不是因为你称赞别人没有称赞我，而是你用什么词汇来形容她。
我不需要你称赞我，你要称赞的话就去称赞那些人很好又谦虚的人。我一点都不好又很骄傲！你想保护谁就去保护，想对谁好就对谁好，我不在乎！抱歉，我不是那种很可爱又会撒娇的女生，所以你对我都没什么好感。无所谓，你那么喜欢那种女生就去对她们好一点。就算我会撒娇，我宁愿对其他男生撒娇也不会对你撒娇！
我觉得自己很无聊，我为什么要这么在乎？你只是把我当成朋友，我有什么资格生气？随便你想怎样，但我不想再这么在乎你了。浪费我的精力去对一个根本就不会懂得我的好的人，一个根本就不会珍惜我的人。这样真的很累！恭喜你，你的目的已经达到了，你已经成功地摆脱我了，赶紧去庆祝一下吧！>
我总不能一直为了你而生气，不开心，吃醋，所以我想应该是时候要放下了。我不清楚会花多少的时间，但我会尽量让自己的情绪没那么容易受你影响。。。我是不是该放下对你的执著？我多么希望你会回答我说不要:(
Mag and jy are currently enjoying their graduation trip travelling around perth, sydney, goldcoast, having fun and eating lots of good food. I also want to travel around, have been trapped for too long living my life as a hermit. But... I need money to do all this, which I'm currently in deficit of, so... plans postponed! I've been wanting to go taiwan for ages and this wish hasn't been fulfilled yet! I don't even have sufficient money for my school fees:( I'll just have to wait then.
They have been updating us by sending pictures of all the food and places they have been to, they came across this Harry Potter shop and took pictures for me:)) Thanks a lot! They will be back on 30 Nov and mag is coming back to stay for.... how long I really don't know. Not sure if she's going back to work though.
Just received news that jy is in hospital now cause she went for a swim and when she came up, her eyes are swollen to the point of not being able to open them and her voice is gone instantly. I hope she's alright, we are all worried about her but she can still laugh about it! 气死了！Her situation seems quite serious cause she doesn't need to queue for her turn:( Thank God mag didn't jump into the water, if not both of them will be stuck at that place! But mag had to drive for 2 hours just to get to the nearest hospital! Waiting for more updates from mag!
Okay, latest update from mag is that her swell has subsided and can open her eyes after taking medicine, think she's allergic to something in the ocean, 没事就好:)
Not sure if I'll get the chance to catch breaking dawn, it's either some of my friends don't watch it or they have already watched it with someone else and the same goes for my family. Maybe I won't get to watch it, but it's alright cause I've always preferred the novels to the movies. Anyway, I still prefer Harry Potter to twilight and after watching The Vampire Diaries, twilight really pales in comparison. But you know, I've watched the previous 3 so if I didn't watch this one, it doesn't feel complete.
如果有一天，你会因为我而吃别的男生的醋，我应该会蛮开心的吧。其实我不怕闷，不介意跟不熟的人去玩，但前提是你必须在场，我才肯出席。如果答应去了就要做好会觉得闷的心理准备因为你也不可能一直陪我不管别人。你知道吗，其实你可以不用因为我觉得闷而道歉，因为我真的觉得没关系，真的觉得无所谓。我会去也只是因为我想陪你（虽然你不需要我陪）还有因为我知道你希望我去。是我常常自以为是的觉得你需要人陪，但其实我也只是怕你会闷、会无聊、会孤单。
难得的晴天，太阳又照得那么猛烈，去晒衣服了! :D
最后，我还是去了。昨天我在想，如果你没开口的话，那下次如果还有聚会我一定不去！我的脾气真的很倔强！受不了！
你怎么会知道我在不高兴？还知道我不高兴了一整晚，有这么明显吗？？虽然你知道我不高兴，但你一定不知道原因。其实我在吃醋，自从你说了那句话后，我就吃了一整晚的醋，但我又不能告诉你，所以只能继续吃醋。希望那天你会玩得开心一点，好好享受！
Having cough and sore throat at the same time, 讲话都有一点走音！Can't really sing cause I can't hit some notes with a sore throat. Ended up singing those parts with no sound coming out, first time experiencing it, I hope there isn't a next time. 还蛮辛苦的。
Having night class tomorrow from 7pm-10pm! I predict I will be very tired:(
I'm tired, both physically and emotionally. I need a break, I want to rest but can I? Can I really say goodbye to you for the final time? Can I just let go? I don't know but I'm trying hard not to be so affected by you, doesn't seem to work though. Continue trying then! I didn't know it will be this tough!
Let's see, I've a rather long entry today!
I'm not trying to do any hard selling here but just to help someone. I've no idea who will be viewing my blog but this is just for those who wants to buy insurance or interested in learning more about it:) I'm not an insurance agent so there isn't much details which I can write here (only a brief summary), but you can try and leave your contact details on my tag board if you are interested or if you know of anyone who is interested, it'll be great to keep a lookout for me too:) You just need to tell me your concern and the person in charge can come up with a suitable plan for you:)
Frankly speaking, I don't like insurance agents cause they always try to promote their plans to me even though I'm not interested. It's kind of irritating but well, as I grow older, I start to realize the importance of insurance. It's like an assurance to me whereby if there's anything that happens to me or my family members and if we have an insurance, we do not need to worry about not having enough money to pay for hospitalization bills and having to pay a rather huge sum of money. It acts as a protection which safeguards my interest. I've recently just bought 1 from AIA and paid the premium using my CPF, it's an affordable plan with attractive benefits even for a student like me:)
The benefits may differ accordingly between different insurance companies. Every insurance company will provide the most basic and essential benefits but it's up to that particular company to provide additional benefits. Usually it's those additional benefits which attracts you to sign a contract with them. It's true that insurance agents will stand to gain just by clinching a deal, but the main aim of insurance is to protect you and the people around you right? If not, what's the use of them drafting out a plan to protect you in case of any emergencies? Unless you're very certain that you won't be involved in any accidents or contract any illnesses, but how can you be so certain of what's going to happen tomorrow? Even if you are very young and healthy now doesn't mean you don't need to buy any insurance cause the most important clause of insurance is that you must buy it to protect yourself BEFORE anything happens. They will not cover any costs for you when you buy the insurance after something happened. So, start considering now!
Of course there are other plans as well for example one which provides good returns, meaning having an insurance plan and investment opportunity in a package. The insurance agent will come up with a suitable package based on your needs and an affordable premium amount. I'm not too sure about the details but that's about all that I know. If anyone who is unsure of anything and wish to clarify, kindly leave your details on my tag board and I'll get back to you as soon as possible. Thank you!
Alright, back to my usual stuff! Thursday is coming and I can see that you have no intention to persuade me to go~ It's ok! I shall stay at home then:(
Finally went to collect Jay Chou's album just now and the girl beside me saw it and kept saying " So chio!!!" haha, totally make my day:))
我应该给你机会摆脱我，如果不要我越陷越深，你应该知道要怎么做。你不要跟我走这么近好吗？如果对我没感觉，赶紧把握机会主动跟我保持距离。因为我办不到，所以只能靠你。如果想继续跟我这么要好，后果请自负！
朋友就算没那么经常联络，没那么要好，也还是朋友不是吗？我们只是从好朋友变成了普通朋友。请原谅我这么狠心这么自私，一直想躲你避开你不理你，但是我希望你能够明白我的处境。对不起。
没有了我，就少了一个人一直惹你生气、让你难过、烦你、依赖你、欺负你、给你添麻烦、对你不好等等。你的生活会回到从前你最向往的简单与平静。你应该会很开心才对。
这些都是我永远都没办法告诉你的，所以我们的关系还没改变。我很想念以前跟你通电话聊天的时候，很想念你打来时的第一句话总是会对我说早安，很想念你总是问我今天过得怎样，很想念跟你打桌球的时候，很想念一起念书的时候，很想念一起听歌的时候，还有很多个很想念。。。其实想念的只是你在身边的时候。。。
Didn't manage to help sheena hand in her assignment today cause my lecture ended late and by the time I went to her class, her lecturer was gone. I felt guilty:( Hope she manage to hand in tomorrow.
Hope that I will be able to get my Jay Chou's CD tomorrow... Don't delay!!!!
喉咙痛，咳嗽，快失声了，现在的声音好难听！
Every Saturday is a family day.... I get it.
Cancelled the plans for singing session next week, however much that I want to go, I.... I don't know what I want. Anyway, I'm not going anymore. Although I can see you, but.... we won't even get the chance to interact, what's the point then? Forget it, not going is better. 你也没有非要我去不可，又没有非常希望我会去，算了吧。如果一定要我去的话，你会说的，你会有办法说服我的。
