Did BMG game on mon, since it's a trial, we jus anyhow do and i tot we will be last, but we gt first!haha. Im so happy, nvr once did i get first in anything in my poly life:) Celebrated yamnie's and wanying's bday on wed, gt them both a cake:) wanted to buy dress for wanying actualli, but she's too embarrassed to accept:( after tt went for csb interview, it was easier as compared to mock interview! mock interview is damn difficult, make mi stunned by one qn during mock but luckily the real thing is way easier. although the qns she asked was totalli unexpected, but i tink i still can handle it:) it's finalli over! one less worry:)nw im left with sm, wp and bd. i hope 3rd dec pass quickly pls! at ard 3rd dec 9pm, i declare myself officially free from bd! it's time for us to take a break! we are SO looking forward to it! today during bd lesson, we kip on talking abt after the presentation wad are we gonna do. like if roger calls and asks us to hand in report, we will pretend there's poor reception or totally dun take his calls haha. seriously we are nw in the state of hating bd and said alot of bad things abt it haha. but it's all meant as a joke to lighten up our stressed moods:D pls let wk 8 pass by in a blink so i can finally fully enjoy myself. this holi will be the first one which i truly enjoy myself cos the previous ones are spent on doing bd:(and im so glad tt tmr is a public holi! i want to relax for jus one day and then let's get started with bd:(
Let's start with thurs: played truth or dare in computer lab and weixian lost for the 3rd time so his punishment is to kneel in front of kristin and propose to her asking her to be his gf!haha. The reason why we did this is bcos both of them are quite close to each other and claimed to be best frens although we are nt realli sure whether tts true, so yaya asked weixian to do this dare and some other ppl in the computer lab also came to look la haha. This is so embarrassing! Although weixian dun realli dare to say it and took a long time to finally say it out, at least he still agrees to our ridiculous requests haha. Wanted to take video but he's afraid so in order to make him say the words, we didnt take any video haha. He was very paranoid la, kip on tinking whoever hold up the hp is taking a video or pic haha.Fri's mock interview was quite ok except tt there's 1 tough qn which the tutor ask and im stunned by the qn. i didnt hav any ans... she asked dno smth abt how do u evaluate an organisation in helping u build ur future. it's smth like tt but i dun realli understand wad is she asking so i nvr realli ans. then it turned out tt she's jus asking abt my future prospects in this company. y cant she jus state it simply like tt? haha, or maybe it's jus my poor language skills hindering mi frm understanding:(Went to orchard central with boonie and melly to buy my ipod!haha, finally gt it and i've some free gifts! actually boonie is supposed to hav it too but they run out of the free gifts ald, sigh it's abit unfair to her though:( after tt went cineleisure for lunch and started talking abt our classmates. Realised tt all of them are very nice and friendly ppl, all the nice and sweet things tt they did, i tink i'll rmb it for the rest of my life. Didnt know tt actually some ppl left the angel side of them hidden and reveal them onli when there's realli something happening. They may appear to be devilish on the surface but there's an innocent and kind-hearted angel living inside them:) that's wad i like abt my frens:) always there when i nid them:D tink i'll miss my classmates when we graduate since we wont get tgt so often like nw ald, but i should still be hanging out with ei8ht though (although im nt sure how many of the ei8ht will still be ard).
Huiwen told us abt this one game angels & mortals which we are playing nw with the class. Everyone will have a mortal in which they have to write letters/notes to their mortal and everyone is an angel to one specific mortal. It seems fun so far:) We gt to create a nickname for ourselves so tt our mortal wont know who we are. Today is the first day we started this game. We will give our mortal a gift when x'mas is coming. Seriously, i've nvr played this game before and i tink it's better to play it with a class size of 40, cos our current class size is too small and by the time u saw/knew abt which mortal belongs to which angel, u can guess who is urs ald.
Im still nt quite sure whether my angel is a guy or girl cos maybe there are lies in the note haha, i tink im too paranoid. But im guessing it's a guy, currently i've 2 candidates in mind haha, i may be wrong but time will reveal the mystery:)
went for bd bmg briefing today and my grp is aiming for top 1 or 2 position in the game cos we dun want our efforts in doing client-based proj to go to waste. It's a lot of stress yeah but no choice, at least dun let us fall to 4th position can le. Top 3 i dun mind but better aim for top 2:) im also nt sure wads the use of the game la since it has nth to do with wad we are doing for our proj nw. dun realli understand wad tutor is saying but i guess after the trial run, i will get the hang of it.
and i tink im finally gg to buy my ipod nano haha. will get it this fri i tink, i know itouch is probably more worth it but since i dun realli watch videos, use wifi or play alot of games, i tink it's better for mi to buy ipod nano:) and im also sort of tired using touch screen, so currently no more touch screen for mi:) but will recommend u guys go get itouch haha. it's realli more worth it.
3rd dec is the day when my bd grp finally finishes our MM phase and we are left with onli the business management game. That is the time when we will start to relax and concentrate on only the game but those we are not doing client-based will hav to focus on the game as well as their final presentation to external clients. Keep on telling my classmates this and when we are doing proj nxt term, i tink i will be action abit and tell them i want to sleep early cos i've finished doing whatever im supposed to do and i dun hav bd to worry abt haha. Think they will rebel against mi and ph, but we will need to do more of our proj stuff cos the rest will hav practically no time to do extra stuff since they gt bd, so actually even if we are done with bd, it also doesnt make any difference haha.my grp will be presenting MM phase to roger lee tmr and dun tink we will realli prepare tt much though cos there's nt enuff time. We practically rush thru the whole thing but maybe our tutor will ask us to add more stuff. but considering the amt of slides tt we hav he may also ask us to cut dwn too.dun hav much lessons this coming fri since our CSB tutor wants to leave the time for grp consultation and since my grp went last wk, this wk we dunnid to go. which means, i onli hav lesson until 11 but still need to hand in portfolio for CSB.meaningful quotes: If you love someone, do not write their names in a heart, write it in a circle because hearts will break but a circle will go on forever:)I do believe that God above put me here for you to love. He picked you out among the rest because he knew I would love you best:)
i know this entry is abit late haha but im jus plain lazy to go fb and save all the pics to upload here. anw, im supposed to meet carrie in sch on wed to hold on to the cake since she has smth on and little did i expect yunli to be right behind her! so i went out and say thank you to her, initial plan was to say my fren was also celebrating her bday today but yunli say she didnt saw the cake at first, which means i shouldnt hav call out to carrie! how can yunli be so blur until like tt?lol.After i know yunli saw the cake, i quickly run to mag and tell her and then the news spread until the rest of them know. but the real surprise came when we opened the cake cos the top layer was destroyed but luckily mag managed to salvage it and yunli say she didnt mind haha. after tt, the 6 of us waited outside sch lib for her and sang bday song for her when she came out and i tink she's surprised haha. the cake taste abit bitter, i dno y, it contains some coffee powder which i dun like and the chocolate powder kip falling off whenever i bite and for poor mag, it dropped onto her shoe!Celebrated mel's bday on thurs and after sch went to geylang area for dinner with ei8ht. Went to eat 田鸡粥 and i tink it's quite nice, recommend u all to go there but u need to walk a long way frm mrt station. After tt since we are still hungry, we went to eat 豆浆油条at the other end of geylang, so i tink i've truly explored the whole of geylang haha.Sch today was boring as usual and we need to do alot of stuff for bd cos my "fav teacher" roger lee jus added alot of workload for us. I tink his ideas are nt bad but it also depends on whether we are able to find the info, which in most cases we cant until we realli force ourselves then will find abit of info. sometimes i realli want to stab myself with a knife haha.
Went to marina barrage agn with ei8ht this time:) We had our usual picnic session and played ultimate numbers(zhong ji mi ma) and i lost alot of times!haha and ate alot!!! As usual, we have lots of leftovers, cant finish it and we played this game and we finalli gt nat to lose! she's so lucky man, nvr lost until jy made her lose haha. Took some pics and left for changi airport since the weather is too hot. Luckily mag drove us there:) long time nvr go back there and we went to mac for a drink before leaving for home:)
Sch officially starts on the 19th and first day in sch, almost every girl in my class brought their novels to sch. And we formed readers' corner at one table with all of the ppl sitting at the table reading!haha, we look exactly like bookworms.
And we formed our SM grp today. Our class seriously has gt some internal conflicts, it will always be like tt when we need to form our own grps. I jus want to have a normal grp once in a while so tt i wont be so tensed up. I seriously tink tt maybe im down on my luck or wad cos this seems to happen to mi everytime:(
After u read this, pls be reminded tt nth has happened to mi which caused mi to write this down. it's jus a random thought. if there ever was such a moment for mi to choose between friendship or love, i will definitely choose friendship. i dun want to hurt my frens, definitely nt my best frens. if possible, i wont want to be the person to inflict the pain onto them however much i love tt guy. I'd rather suffer the pain myself cos i know i'll be able to heal in my own way but i cant stand to see the hurt in my frens' eyes. i know how to heal myself, i know i'll definitely heal but im nt sure abt my frens. tts y its better nt to take a risk:)
let mi pose this qn to u all: would u choose to love or be loved? my choice is to love. no matter how bad the feeling is if i like tt guy but he doesnt like mi, i will still choose to love. one scenario: if a guy likes mi and i like him once before but no longer do nw, i'll be suffering too to face one guy whom i dun like anymore but cant bring myself to tell him tt. i'll be so guilty to accept his love for mi but i cant giv him back the love tt he expects of mi. i can accept one-sided on my part, at least i'll be able to heal when time passes but ask mi to spend time with someone i dun like, forget it.
Celebrated bel's 19th bday on sun, she dedicated her actual bday to someone else lor.lol. someone else is more impt than us haha. Went to bugis iluma and hav lunch at some japanese restaurant(i forgt the name) and went marina barrage after tt. Bought her a dress as present and although i tried to light up her bday cake, i still failed cos the wind is realli too strong:( Stay there, chat among ourselves and camwhore:)
Im finally done with BD survey findings presentation. Did the Q&A part and i didnt do very well, i tink this time we didnt do really well as compared to the previous time, but anw lucky it's over:) Headed to class chalet at aloha str after presentation, reached there at ard 8 plus and im damn hungry! ate food cooked by so-called "5-star hotel chef" jeffrey and i realised tt the food cooked by him are burnt haha. Played lots of bonding games including truth or dare, card games like old maid, uno, 7 up, 007, so what who and some of the punishments are painful although i nvr get punished haha. everyone was trying to sabotage and when weixian and jeffrey finally gt punished, it's realli hell for them.
2nd day we played water bombs, musical chair and the punishment is to get whacked by water bombs and all of us are totally and completely drenched! after we finished using up all the water bombs, they fill the pots with water and every single one of us gt to use cups to pour the water onto the loser, be it face or mouth or eyes, whatever u name it, we do it haha. The water is realli cold cos some of the water accidentally went inside my shirt and i drank some of the water also and the taste is nt nice at all.
waited for the person to come and collect the keys but no one came until we found out tt the check-out time is actualli the next day cos harry booked the wrong slot. It's supposed to be 2 slots for 3 days 2 nights, i tink he thought it's according to days so he booked 3 slots. anw, we all went home cos we cant stand having to stay for another day and feed the mosquitoes.
