Went to marina barrage agn with ei8ht this time:) We had our usual picnic session and played ultimate numbers(zhong ji mi ma) and i lost alot of times!haha and ate alot!!! As usual, we have lots of leftovers, cant finish it and we played this game and we finalli gt nat to lose! she's so lucky man, nvr lost until jy made her lose haha. Took some pics and left for changi airport since the weather is too hot. Luckily mag drove us there:) long time nvr go back there and we went to mac for a drink before leaving for home:)
Sch officially starts on the 19th and first day in sch, almost every girl in my class brought their novels to sch. And we formed readers' corner at one table with all of the ppl sitting at the table reading!haha, we look exactly like bookworms.
And we formed our SM grp today. Our class seriously has gt some internal conflicts, it will always be like tt when we need to form our own grps. I jus want to have a normal grp once in a while so tt i wont be so tensed up. I seriously tink tt maybe im down on my luck or wad cos this seems to happen to mi everytime:(
After u read this, pls be reminded tt nth has happened to mi which caused mi to write this down. it's jus a random thought. if there ever was such a moment for mi to choose between friendship or love, i will definitely choose friendship. i dun want to hurt my frens, definitely nt my best frens. if possible, i wont want to be the person to inflict the pain onto them however much i love tt guy. I'd rather suffer the pain myself cos i know i'll be able to heal in my own way but i cant stand to see the hurt in my frens' eyes. i know how to heal myself, i know i'll definitely heal but im nt sure abt my frens. tts y its better nt to take a risk:)
let mi pose this qn to u all: would u choose to love or be loved? my choice is to love. no matter how bad the feeling is if i like tt guy but he doesnt like mi, i will still choose to love. one scenario: if a guy likes mi and i like him once before but no longer do nw, i'll be suffering too to face one guy whom i dun like anymore but cant bring myself to tell him tt. i'll be so guilty to accept his love for mi but i cant giv him back the love tt he expects of mi. i can accept one-sided on my part, at least i'll be able to heal when time passes but ask mi to spend time with someone i dun like, forget it.
Celebrated bel's 19th bday on sun, she dedicated her actual bday to someone else lor.lol. someone else is more impt than us haha. Went to bugis iluma and hav lunch at some japanese restaurant(i forgt the name) and went marina barrage after tt. Bought her a dress as present and although i tried to light up her bday cake, i still failed cos the wind is realli too strong:( Stay there, chat among ourselves and camwhore:)
Im finally done with BD survey findings presentation. Did the Q&A part and i didnt do very well, i tink this time we didnt do really well as compared to the previous time, but anw lucky it's over:) Headed to class chalet at aloha str after presentation, reached there at ard 8 plus and im damn hungry! ate food cooked by so-called "5-star hotel chef" jeffrey and i realised tt the food cooked by him are burnt haha. Played lots of bonding games including truth or dare, card games like old maid, uno, 7 up, 007, so what who and some of the punishments are painful although i nvr get punished haha. everyone was trying to sabotage and when weixian and jeffrey finally gt punished, it's realli hell for them.
2nd day we played water bombs, musical chair and the punishment is to get whacked by water bombs and all of us are totally and completely drenched! after we finished using up all the water bombs, they fill the pots with water and every single one of us gt to use cups to pour the water onto the loser, be it face or mouth or eyes, whatever u name it, we do it haha. The water is realli cold cos some of the water accidentally went inside my shirt and i drank some of the water also and the taste is nt nice at all.
waited for the person to come and collect the keys but no one came until we found out tt the check-out time is actualli the next day cos harry booked the wrong slot. It's supposed to be 2 slots for 3 days 2 nights, i tink he thought it's according to days so he booked 3 slots. anw, we all went home cos we cant stand having to stay for another day and feed the mosquitoes.
Been working since last wk and it's extremely tiring for mi! met up with ei8ht after 1st day of work and when we reached novena, it was ald 9pm. sry for making u guys wait so long, we are all so hungry when we reached newton circus haha. Had been giving out fliers and asking ppl to do free spine screening at raffles city. Had been repeating those words for so long until my brain keeps repeating those words even when i went home, almost wanted to say out free spine check whenever i wanted to buy my dinner haha. Been eating dinner at ard 9 plus or 10, was hungry while waiting for lunch break and we onli had 30 mins break! so we had to decide wad we wanted to eat even before we go for break cos it will mean longer rest time for us:)Since work was boring, sheena, jy and I decided to hav some fun. We decided on a quota to reach, first time is whoever manages to give out 15 fliers first wins and the other 2 will treat her whichever things she wants but the price is limited to $1.50 haha. the second time we increased to 30 fliers and raised the price to $2. i guess we are realli bored haha. Keep on talking and slacking and hiding in one corner, went to the toilet alot of times jus to sit dwn haha. it's exhausting man! Luckily it's all over:) there's 2 more roadshows at great world city and forum shopping mall which i guess we are nt gg, too tired to work anymore. the rest are still working though, realli admire their perseverance, i admit defeat after the first day haha. Didnt know tt bib was working at raffles city's robinsons until she msg mi, we are so near yet we didnt know abt our proximity haha.jy,mag,sheena and yl are nw enjoying themselves at m'sia, hope they rmb to bring back tau sa pia for mi!haha, btw sheena and jy, doc david talked to the full-timers on sun, stared into space when there's no patients and i saw him drink bubble tea haha. nvr realli see him smile though. end of report:)
Gt back results and i passed of cos haha, but nt very gd though. Expected la, my standard is always that bad. seriously if there is a course which specialises onli in hr, i cfm get better results than this cos seriously my hr modules are better than other modules. i dun understand y we nid to study financial modules, tts my worst module:( if there's a course which requires mi to study hr modules and maths modules, i tink i can do better cos i onli gt interest in those 2 haha. im still wondering where will i be going after poly, i'll most probably work ba, nt sure if i want to continue studying, quite tired of business stuff, i jus want to go into my hr:)Went for job interview today with sheena and it ended quite early. Was supposed to reach at 1030 but we reached at 1015 and we are out of there by 1030!haha, very fast i know. So we decided to go jy's hse and she has jus waken up when she opened the door. Watched "meet the fockers" movie at her hse before meeting lays at the cathay at 2pm. Seriously, this movie is nt bad, quite funny cos ben stiller is in it haha, my fav comedian. He's also the one who starred in night at the museum:)Watched phobia 2 today and basically the movie has 5 stories but i like the last 2, esp the last one!haha, it's more of a comedy than a horror show cos the main actors are real comical!haha, laughed alot of times:D anw i like horror shows that hav a twist at the end, overall i still tink phobia is nicer than phobia 2 cos the first one is realli more scary.Anw im gg to start working nxt mon, gg to hav money coming in! im gg to rush my bd proj ald cos we are gonna present on 13 oct to our client! omg!it's very fast can, although this is jus the survey findings presentation. I want to get this over and done with, dun wanna bother too much abt bd:( it's taking too much of my time:(
Hav been going to sch every wk for fyp proj and im so tired doing it! total boredom! i sort of regret taking client-based when i see all my classmates nw relaxing, nt worrying anything abt fyp. But here i am, with all my team mates slogging our guts out trying to complete the survey and marketing phase. i rmb telling my classmates i gt to do fyp during hols and their response was: oh ya, u still gt fyp to do, omg, lucky we finished! tt time we do then u all slack, nw we relax u do. tt time i realli feel like taking a knife and stab myself to death haha. i want to vomit blood ald!!!
Although we are like almost done for marketing research, im nt even sure whether we are in the right track or not. As for the survey, im sure we hav lots of stuff to improvise on. How come we hav to be stuck with this fyp thing for 1 yr? im seriously very tired ald:( i hope we will be able to finish this fyp thing by the scheduled deadline which is dec, pls let this be over soon!
Hav been trying to find some spare time for reading novels, so believe it or not, those who know mi better, i went to the lib to borrow novels. Finally felt so heavenly/relieved to be away from fyp and doing my fav thing in the world-- read:) seriously pls dun be shocked tt i actualli love reading, i know most of my frens dun love it, but i do. serious. i dun tink alot of ppl know tt i actualli do love to read haha. That is the only time when i felt so myself, so glad tt i am in another world instead of this realistic world where i have to do my fyp and worry abt the grades all those stuff:( alrite i better get back to my reading:)
Managed to catch fd4 in 3D today and the person nvr realli check the tics so all of us managed to get in:) but the buying of tics is the most scary experience for mi cos im nt sure whether they will recognise mi. my cousin used my card and hers to buy first while i queue at another counter after she has bought 2 tics. i bought another 2 tics and queue at another counter agn for 1 more tic. im very scared the person beside the counter where im standing will recognise mi haha.
Recommend u all to watch in 3D cos the effects are fantastic! Some effects are realli realistic and it realli seem as though the thing is coming towards u and gonna hit u, i closed my eyes for a number of times haha. Although i tell myself tt it's nt real, it's nt gonna hit mi but it's so realistic tt i forget and jus did the most natural thing--- to close my eyes haha. But be prepared for alot of gory scenes hehe. Storyline was same as previous fd series, i love the storyline of fd1 the most, but i love the 3D effects of fd4:)
I jus came across one article tt says ipod nano has come up with a new version! and it comes with a video cam, larger screen and fm radio! it cost abt $228, im so tempted to buy it! if i hav the money nw, i'll definitely rush dwn to buy it...it's cheaper than the previous ipod nano:)
tmr is back to sch day for doing bd:( and i haven completed keying in the survey results cos im still short of another grp member's work, nt sure when will i receive it:(
Went sch on a Sun to do bd proj, totally bored stiff, after tt accompany peihoon to jurong pt to donate specs. Went for an interview(for F1) on mon early in the morn, met them at 9 plus and went to henderson rd for the interview. The person asked mi a qn which i dun realli know how to ans. She asked mi wad if there is a foreigner who travel all the way here and queued for a long time and the food still takes a long time to be ready, wad will u do? so i jus sae i'll try to speed things up and calm the customer dwn and the interviewer gave mi a wow reply haha, dno wad tt means though. I tot i will definitely get the job if i jus submit my particulars to them but it doesnt seem to be tt way. Well, when i get the job i'll post it here. The job is realli worth it with a total pay of $500 jus by working for 4 days!After the interview went to orchard with jiaying they all for lunch and shopped ard. Sheena is realli rich, jus discover tt the magazines tt she bought was jus for decoration, she didnt even open them and read it. How rich can she be, how i wish i can be this rich also, jus buy the things i want without looking at the price haha. i know she's gonna rebutt mi when she see this post haha.Tmr im gonna watch fd4 in 3D! Will try to smuggle my cousin and siblings in with a brilliant plan of mine haha, im sure they will be able to get in. Shall tell u more abt it if they realli gt in:)Came across this quote which is quite profound but i guess i somehow know the meaning: There's a certain kind of pain that can numb you. There's a type of freedom that can tie you down. Sometimes the unexplained can define you. And sometimes the silence is the only sound. In the book of life, the answers aren't at the back--- Charlie Brown
