what a wednesday

3 words to describe today: what a wednesday haha. It's a rather eventful day today. Firstly, i saw valerie today! haha, very happy to see her but she hasnt got her pay yet but i jus gt mine ytd:) finally~ after that since gems lesson was cancelled cos our tutor was on mc, so i decided to go my fren's sch, initialli wanted to lie but since im free so jus go lor. But i saw bib at dover sch bus stop, didnt realli expect that! i thought she went off already and she thought i went off already so obviously when both of us saw each other we are very shocked la haha. I didnt know that i gt so much fate with her haha. She decided to accompany me to my fren's sch cos she's scared that i'll get lost haha. That's so nice of her:) But after that my fren is going to leave the sch soon so i made a wasted trip lor.

But luckily bib is with mi if nt i will be so lonely and angry. Then bib sae she's watching zac efron's movie 17 again with her fren so since im a big fan of zac efron, i decided to go with her:) We went to the cathay to watch, it's a nice movie:) Zac efron is so nice and so sweet!haha. I've waited so long to watch this movie lor, waited for yunli to ask the rest out to watch also, wait until now i cant stand it so i jus go and watch with bib haha. After the movie, bib accompanied mi home:) I wanted to take the green line to bukit batok with her but she said jurong east that side cfm alot of people so she took the red line back, she's so nice haha. thank you habibah for accompanying mi the whole day today:) appreciate it very much, luckily gt her:)

i tink i shouldnt make my own decision without telling my fren in advance. It's all my prob but u should hav told mi nt to come in the first place when i sae im gg to ur sch rite, i oso nvr expect our tutor to be on mc also ma:( sigh forget it, no point complaining since im the one who made the decision to go, shouldnt hav go in the first place:(

i hate this!!!

Got back my log book already, went to meet gene ho with ribka:) After that stayed back to wait for kangjie to come visit us in sp:) long time nvr see him, actualli it has onli been 1 wk haha. I miss the colleagues at caas! Stayed back played facebook games with ribka:) we are that bored, can you imagine it?haha.

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I HATE THIS!!! wad is wrong with her? wad did i do wrong that he didnt do? how come he can get away with it? how come all the fault lies with mi? how come he's always right? how come i am always wrong? how come u nvr scold him for wad he did wrong but scolded mi for the similar things i do? how come anyone can be so biased? how come, how come, how come... i dun like this, forgive mi but i need a place to vent out my frustrations, u all can ignore this post. Cant talk to anyone abt this since they have nvr encountered this prob and will nvr understand. Will onli giv mi those standard ans/consoling. i dun want any consoling, i jus nid a listening ear:)

sometimes things are not wad we expect, sometimes things dun go according to plan. sometimes sometimes...sometimes i wish i wasnt brought into this world, sometimes i wish i dun hav so many worries, sometimes i wish that i can always be so happy-go-lucky. it all depends on u, whether u choose to be happy or not. I choose not to... jus for a moment pls haha, let mi be unhappy for a while. even though i may always appear to be happy on the outside but it may all be a pretense so that no one will worry abt mi, so that i wont add more burden to my frens. the onli thing i like the most nw is to be with my frens, hanging out with them is the onli enjoyable thing. But... i dun like to see my frens sad, nt even one. i will tend to be sad also so i will try my hardest to cheer them up:)

this is abit random but i suddenly hope that my bday wish for this yr will come true bcos i made a wish for all my frens... erm those who know mi well enough should be able to guess it right but im nt going to say it here in case it doesnt come true haha. i believe it will come true, it's onli a matter of time:)

having fun bullying people

Keep on seeing ribka almost everyday, dunno why we suddenly get to see each other so often. It's like everywhere i go confirm will find her around haha, whether it's in fc6, lecture hall or library:) Sat behind her during lectures and when she saw me in library computer lab, she will sit at the computer desk in front of mine:) Even before i talked to her, she said i miss you too haha. Then since im playing facebook games at that time, i didnt really reply her as much then she said why am i always playing games haha.

no choice la actually since lessons end early and i've nothing to do. Chatted with her on msn and she asked me to intro a bf to her and obviously i intro kangjie to her la. When i asked her to intro a bf to mi, she intro her rumoured bf john haha. She started to disturb me and say want to arrange for us to meet up. Of cos given my personality, i panicked, become very scared, and i quickly rejected her haha. She started talking back at me lor, know wad is my weakness then keep on using it to bully me. sian i think this is retribution, blame it on my wicked mouth who always disturb her. Really miss her alot although i see her everyday haha. Actually i only miss bullying her haha, seldom see valerie leh, onli seen her once, that pathetic one time:(

our class is organising chalet during june holi and they have already booked the place which is at.... i forgot where is it haha. me and my poor memory:( projects are piling up and i will be having depression again but i wont be alone cos my depression partner, who is also my group member since dunno when, habibah will be having depression too haha. Of cos there will be lots of fun and laughter as usual, not forgetting all her nonsense and crap. I onli need to pei he can already:)

random note: i dun like to explain or clarify things so it's either u understand or u dun. no point explaining since u wont believe it anyway and will come up with a counter-attack to leave me speechless. if i dun explain, at least i can know who realli understands mi and who doesnt. i know the misunderstanding will get worse but i dun really care bcos this will onli show me how well do u understand me. i hate ppl forcing mi to do things i dun like.

2nd day of school

It's only the 2nd day of sch and i already dont feel like attending all the lessons:( it's that boring, trust me. Keep on fighting with the zzzz monster and almost lost haha. Somemore im just sitting in front of the teacher and benedict cho said he can tell whether students are listening by looking at their eyes so no matter how tired i am, i still tried my hardest to open my eyes and stare right back at him haha. It's so tong ku:(

Saw valerie today while im walking down the stairs near photocopy shop!!! Miss her alot! Miss the times when we are bullying ribka haha. Saw ribka alot of times already since we are in the same lecture hall. Asked her where is her pass and she replied left it at the airport haha. Miss the times working in the same company as her, nowadays see her also not much time to chat since we got to rush for our lessons after lectures.

Miss the colleagues at work!!! I think i'll be going back to visit them again just that i dont know when, will consider asking ribka and valerie along:)

Im so stressed by the projects that are coming my way! dont like business development cause im the leader for that group haha. i dont want to be leader leh, got no confidence for this module, not sure whether can lead them well anot. If you ask me to be leader for hr module i dont mind:) if my current hr group ask me to be leader means i will be leader for 2 modules! i dont want:( today our hr tutor told us to draw lots to choose the groupings and i dont know whether it's fated or what but i am in the same group as habibah!haha. I think that it's better this way cause we dont need to sort out the groupings like last semester so troublesome. This is what you get if your class has conflicts on the kind of grouping. Why cant everyone be easily contented? This will make things so much easier, sigh forget it humans will never be satisfied with what they have. Do other classes have this kind of problem also?

School is so boring with all the boring lessons!!! How can i survive this? Feel like quitting school haha. Anyway, ever since i went back to school, habibah and huiwen has been bullying me, keep on saying me, no matter what i say, they will still produce some nonsense out of it.

me: im sick.
habibah: love-sick right?

first day of school, habibah: change new bag, new wallet and new boyfriend!everything new!
-_-" im speechless, dont know what to say haha.

habibah asked me whether my friend is attached so i pretend i dont know and told her im not close with him, then after that i changed my mind cause i thought that if i said he's attached, she will stop all her nonsense. But she replied: i know, attached to you right?

my reaction was !!! so now whatever she & huiwen said, i'll either admit or say ya la ya la i like him can?haha. abt 90% of my scandals are created by habibah lol but she's very funny haha, without her, there wont be so much fun:) the remaining 10% is created by the rest of the members in ei8ht!!!

last day of ITP

Last day of itp... im still doing quite alot of stuff:( initialli tot i can rest but nvm since it's ald last day. Helped kangjie drew some of the designs for his cards to giv to his colleagues, he initialli dun want to make card for his supervisor cos he tinks tt she's mean to him until she giv him a farewell gift haha. He sure changes fast!lol.

After break went to t3 fairprice bought alot of tidbits, chocs for our colleagues, nt sure when they can finish it haha. After tt took alot of pics and i didnt expect my colleagues to giv mi a present which is a converse bag:) i love it to the max! thank you, was realli very paiseh when they giv it to mi cos i realli didnt expect it, dno wad to say except thank you, kip on repeating thank you haha. Received a soft toy bear frm annie oso although i didnt realli help her much, quite shocked when she giv it to mi.

Alrite, here's something which i want to tell all my colleagues and frens in CAAS in case u all ever come across this website:)

Thanks for all the help u all hav given mi as well as the joy and laughter and fun:) It was very fun to be in this company with all the crap, nonsense, bullying, quarrelling etc. Thanks for enduring all my nonsense and crap, wont ever forget the records unit colleagues where 9 and a half of wad they sae are all nonsense and fake one haha. I tink im influenced by u all ald, started to talk alot of nonsense nowadays haha. Thanks ribka and kangjie for enduring my nonsense and bullying and nt being angry with mi. Thanks valerie for playing along with mi whenever we bully ribka:) Thanks deon and weiling for all the times we spent tgt, for initiating to talk to mi when im bored or too quiet:) Thanks chwee ngoh, li lian and adelina for joking with mi and telling mi alot of nonsense. Wont forget mona oso for her lovely smile, no matter wad happens she is always smiling:) Thanks annie for being such a fun and cute person:) Thank you everyone for making tis itp a memorable one for mi:) will visit u all agn soon! realli experience alot of fun and happiness working there, although they themselves are quite stressed by the workload but they still managed to maintain such a happy atmosphere, they are such lovely ppl:) thanks agn for everything:D

left to right (first row): faezah, stephanie, ribka

(second row): deon, valerie, weiling

last row: kangjie, mi!haha

formal class photo!haha

informal!

taken with 3 of the new interns:)

cute and humorous annie!haha, always make mi luff at wad she says:)

adelina, mi, li lian, kangjie, hwee ping

adelina is hiding behind li lian so tt her face wont seem so big and she still ask mi to go forward abit haha

the one beside mi is jia ni, she jus joined CAAS and she graduated frm sp!

fish & co

Took leave ytd and stayed at home make cards for my supervisor and colleague. Supposed to take leave on fri but ribka asked mi to come on fri cos they might be taking pics tmr ba. My supervisor moved quite alot of things ytd but i wasnt there to help her, felt guilty. Today went for lunch at fish & co with my colleagues and shared seafood platter for two with kangjie, the portion is realli damn big, luckily he can eat quite alot if nt i dun tink i can finish it.

didnt realli do anything much today but the connection realli sucks, i cant even connect to the internet so there's realli nth much for mi to do except to talk and look at my pics:( anw tmr my supervisor is nt ard but she has ald assigned mi some work to do and i gt my overall grade B+! haha, quite satisfied with the grade:) Will be buying some stuff for them tmr, but i dno wad to buy:( anw here are the pics taken today!

seafood platter for two:)

new york fish & chips

left to right: li lian, adelina, lezanne, chwee ngoh

at work

Was sending the documents to division heads agn on mon, this time gt kangjie to accompany mi...i tink i noe where all the places r already, memorise by heart liao haha. Didnt hav too much prob trying to find the places, didnt waste time also:) After tt helped kangjie played word challenge and gt 13, 000 smth!!! Beat my score and he can start playing PRO nw, dno when will i be able to do so too. Went T1 with him to giv him support cos he wants a refund frm Jetstar and he was quite fierce, i dun realli dare to talk to him/bully him at tt time and since im bored, i msged sheena haha. After tt went to watch knowing with itp interns, i tink the movie nt bad leh, similar to "the day the earth stood still".

Took the 858 bus to work as usual and today the bus stopped halfway at the expressway and the thing tt went thru my mind was, omg im so lucky today cos i jus missed the earlier bus and waited 15 mins for tis one onli to find myself stuck somewhere at the expressway cos the bus' engine gt prob. The driver then tried to start the engine agn, after many attempts, it finally works. Somewhere near the airport, the engine stopped agn:( i thought i'll be late for work but thank god im nt:)

Was shredding papers and the sound coming out frm the machine was so loud tt i couldnt hear anything surrounding mi. It so happened tt kangjie was calling mi for so many times frm behind but i didnt hear. When he tapped mi and suddenly speak, i jumped. Gt a shock, a very serious one, i watched horror movie oso nvr gt tis kind of shock-ness. He wanted to tell mi smth but since i gt a shock, he didnt manage to tell mi until ribka came and told mi. Then he sae tts wad he is trying to tell mi, nw i hav a phobia of shredding paper, will tell him nt to come near mi when im shredding, if he wants to come then pls shout haha. i seriously dno wad happened to mi, maybe it wasnt tt scary but i jus gt a shock:(

Hav been chatting with sheena on msn since dno when cos im realli bored!!! Someone asked mi whether sheena is such a nice fren tt will make mi talk to her everyday and my reply was yes of cos haha. So im asking whether u all hav such close frens tt u can talk to her/him everyday without fail and still hav so many things to say? i forgt wad i sae to sheena ald, i oso dno wad we hav been talking, how come we gt so many things to say haha. Agreed to let sheena bully mi until end of itp to let her hav some entertainment if nt i tink she will die in tt company haha. Left 3 more days!

thanks to the bored mag who edited tis pic haha, i "LIKE" it very much!:(