i hate this!!!

Got back my log book already, went to meet gene ho with ribka:) After that stayed back to wait for kangjie to come visit us in sp:) long time nvr see him, actualli it has onli been 1 wk haha. I miss the colleagues at caas! Stayed back played facebook games with ribka:) we are that bored, can you imagine it?haha.

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I HATE THIS!!! wad is wrong with her? wad did i do wrong that he didnt do? how come he can get away with it? how come all the fault lies with mi? how come he's always right? how come i am always wrong? how come u nvr scold him for wad he did wrong but scolded mi for the similar things i do? how come anyone can be so biased? how come, how come, how come... i dun like this, forgive mi but i need a place to vent out my frustrations, u all can ignore this post. Cant talk to anyone abt this since they have nvr encountered this prob and will nvr understand. Will onli giv mi those standard ans/consoling. i dun want any consoling, i jus nid a listening ear:)

sometimes things are not wad we expect, sometimes things dun go according to plan. sometimes sometimes...sometimes i wish i wasnt brought into this world, sometimes i wish i dun hav so many worries, sometimes i wish that i can always be so happy-go-lucky. it all depends on u, whether u choose to be happy or not. I choose not to... jus for a moment pls haha, let mi be unhappy for a while. even though i may always appear to be happy on the outside but it may all be a pretense so that no one will worry abt mi, so that i wont add more burden to my frens. the onli thing i like the most nw is to be with my frens, hanging out with them is the onli enjoyable thing. But... i dun like to see my frens sad, nt even one. i will tend to be sad also so i will try my hardest to cheer them up:)

this is abit random but i suddenly hope that my bday wish for this yr will come true bcos i made a wish for all my frens... erm those who know mi well enough should be able to guess it right but im nt going to say it here in case it doesnt come true haha. i believe it will come true, it's onli a matter of time:)