The Teos reunite for CNY! Steamboat dinner at 三伯 house during cny eve and all the gamblers started playing mahjong and poker cards. My brother won all their money, asked him to treat me prata for supper, he treated all 6 of us.
Dressed like a big angbao and I know that heels make me taller, but who can resist heels? Models also wear heels and they are also very tall, so why can't I wear it? Don't agree that heels are meant for short people, but anyway I also seldom wear. Gathered at 大伯 house on 初一, after that my family went to my grandma's house. Have been looking forward to dinner there, I love the sumptuous meal cooked by 小阿姨, even if it's always the same dishes every year. They always spent a lot to buy nice and fresh ingredients. Went back to 大伯 house and my brother wanted to win silas' money but he ended up losing so he stopped playing. Hy finally gained back what she lost the day before. She's really unlucky but thankfully her luck changed if not all the money will be in my brother's pocket. I never play at all cause I don't want to lose, never play also got people treat haha. I wonder why he always win, cannot play with him one. My brother won about $50, asked him to treat me vanilla cone ice cream hehe. I'm contented with just a vanilla cone, vanilla cone makes me happy :)
初二 was at my 姑姑 condo for a while, the condo's really small, my room is even bigger than hers. One of the room only has sufficient space for a single bed, just take about 1 or 2 steps in and you can lie down already. There's no space to walk. Went to 三伯 house and played card game "resistance", it's a game of deceit. Quite fun, hx is really good at deceiving. My innocent and blur look fooled them, they believed that I'm not among the gang of 3 spies and kept on saying I won't lie one. Wanted to laugh when they said that, that's the advantage you get when you are always this honest, people will always believe you. But after that they don't believe me anymore. I had my share of fun, what about you?
Caught the movie "I, frankenstein" and I like it, quite exciting and thrilling. The kind of movie that I'll always watch. Tried 美人锅 and I like the collagen soup. I'm oblivious to my surroundings, it has been tested and proven 99% true. Why so blur? 真是冷酷无情。Still couldn't resist feeling sad when I heard stuff which I don't wish to hear. Whenever that happens, I'll always avoid, suddenly stop talking and do other stuff, pretend like I'm not listening. I'll always look down when I'm sad, either my face or eyes will reveal how I'm feeling. 还是很喜欢很想见到你，你不在的时候心情顿时变得低落。
Started running around my neighbourhood every week, I'll increase the rounds once I built up my stamina. Hopefully exercising will make me eat more and I'll grow fatter, but I really hate running.
大忙人 ah rin 在忙什么呢？
23rd seems like a popular day to meet up but based on a first-come-first-served basis, ei8ht didn't meet up because I'm not free. The only date all 8 of us could make it was 23rd but too bad I was already reserved by DBA01 a month ago. Did last minute shopping for the Teo's christmas exchange before meeting up with DBA01 for dinner at &made burger by chef bruno menard (pacific plaza). Main course are all burgers, had honey salmon burger with fries. Waited for boonie to come then headed over to tcc for drinks and gift exchange. Got a starbucks tumbler from boonie, yam got my chocolate fondue set. Luckily it's a girl who got it if not the guys are going to nag at me. Everyone can use it but I don't think this group of guys will use. It's so difficult to think of a unisex gift, predicted that tumbler will be a popular choice, true enough 3 people bought it. Boonie bought the gift just a few minutes ago, quite insincere but I understand that she's busy. Again, wx was very quiet, kept thinking about the plan on thursday. His heart was not with us :P They are planning a getaway during feb, not sure if I want to go.
Spent christmas eve with bel and min, had dinner at oriole cafe & bar at 313, ordered st.louis pork ribs, fish & chips and baked seafood linguine. Went over to providore at mandarin gallery for drinks and gift exchange. I got a clutch from bel. We were chilling at that place and looking at the crowd, town's really packed. Saw a group of youngsters spraying cans of those foam-like thingy which you need to shake first before it will come out. They were doing it in the middle of orchard road, along the streets. It seems fun, if I was younger, I'd have joined in the fun but too bad I'm already past that crazy stage. They were just having fun without much thought and it landed on the people passing by, including me.
Both siblings celebrated their christmas abroad leaving me alone, felt quite lonely. It seemed really quiet without my brother and his nonsense, presents were also reduced from 10 last year to 5 this year, seems so pathetic. Felt as though I'm santa claus cause I gave them chocolate almond & starbucks voucher as well, no doubt the season of giving. Offered to help hy buy her present before I generate the secret santa email cause she might not have time to buy, told her that it'd be "best" if she's my secret santa. It'd mean that I've to go and buy the present for myself and joked that it's not impossible cause 命运爱作弄人, she might just be my secret santa after all. What can I say, 命运真的爱作弄人 haha. We were each other's secret santa and the lucky thing was, she told me what she wanted as well. It became much easier for me. She went to buy the present herself in the end. She hinted that she could have gotten a much cheaper one with more quantity but she only saw it after she bought the expensive one. I guessed that she got the same stuff as me cause I was in the same situation. We both got masks from the same shop and same as her I only saw the expensive one initially, was already queueing to pay but somehow I doubled back and saw the cheaper one. It was what she wanted anyway. I'm really very lucky. Don't let me guess anything, I can be quite a good guesser sometimes, that's how I always spoil surprises. Played saboteur and I won all 4 rounds! But I only got 1 out of maximum 3 golds each turn, is this lucky or unlucky?
Received jy's handmade card & lip balm in my mail, 太有心了。我很喜欢 :)
6 hours of teo heng with the usual DBA01 singing gang along with mel's friends, it's always a pleasure to hear them sing. 实力派唱将。Wx sings all the old chinese songs, jeff sings all english songs, mel is a mixture. There's a few jay chou fans that day, I like :) First time having 3 pages filled with his songs. I didn't choose a single jay chou song but ended up singing most of it cause they kept pushing it to me. I like his songs but doesn't mean that I will only sing his songs, I know how to sing other songs too. 说真的，不是他的每一首歌我都喜欢唱。别人每次问我为什么喜欢他，他又不帅。心里很无奈想着难道喜欢一个人一定要看他帅不帅吗？不能纯粹是喜欢他的音乐才华吗？Sometimes I don't know what songs to sing anymore, just don't have the feel to sing a lot of songs.
It's very obvious that wx was very quiet, can tell that he immediately become relaxed when they left cause he started crapping with me like nobody's business. It's really a 360 degrees change. Dinner at watami (the star vista), then to cafe coffee and after the shop closed, we just sat at the steps near the atrium, just chill and have heart-to-heart talk with them. They talked, I listened. I think all of us agree that guys should always make the first move cause girls usually don't do that or don't like doing that. Nothing will ever happen if you just wait.
Considering if I should go to eason's concert on 1 mar, quite tempted but I'm faced with that problem again. 让我聊一下周阿伦，陪我听他的歌，我会觉得开心啊。陪我去他的演唱会我会更开心 :D
情感丰富，赞！好好听哦~ 这一定不会比现场来得震撼。或许你没听过这首歌，但真的挺不错的，不妨听听看。之前找的视频因为版权问题不能听了。
鲜得来 steamboat at bugis with some of the DBA01 people, satisfied my tomyam craving! There's a variety of food to order but everything was in small portions. You might need to order a few rounds if you want more, total cost is about $23. Went opposite to ah chew dessert after dinner. I realised the guys always have their own set of 大道理 which I don't seem to understand. Christmas exchange with them on the 23rd, going to have a hard time deciding what to buy.
Korean bbq at novena with ei8ht & jackie, invited 2 rare guests. I love kimchi~ Lazy me let the others served me, I'm only responsible for eating. They are so nice to help me get rice but nobody wants to share with me so I ate it all up. Purposely don't eat so full for lunch so I can eat more during dinner.
Reached earlier to buy movie tickets and roamed around looking for christmas gifts' ideas. Dinner at ambush, their sausage plate & marinera paella wasn't too bad. You can choose the type of sausage & starch you want. We chose cheese knackers & rosti, cost less than $20. Might be going to taiwan with yx after I've saved enough, she can bring me to Mr J restaurant & 士林夜市 for my favourite 超大鸡排！Persuaded her to eat salted popcorn, she insisted on treating me cause she doesn't want me to treat her for movies. The movie's nice, but since I've read the book I knew what's going to happen, it may be more exciting for those who don't know the story beforehand. Maybe because the idea of the hunger games is no longer new and since part 2 is also about the game but with different scenes different people different actions, it won't seem that nice compared to the 1st. At least it wasn't boring although I still prefer the book. Whenever I come home late, it means supper for my brother.
我没到处造谣，没到处跟别人说不该说的话。保持沉默把所有的事都放在心里。从来都不觉得有谁对我特别好，因为对你特别好的人是不会舍得让你难过的。我只是在别人对我不好的时候觉得不开心，对我好的时候觉得很开心而已。这只是自然反应。关注一个人的喜好只是为了想更了解并且增加话题，多此一举。听到有些话还是会特别难过，连最想见的人都不想见了。因为不想对任何人说些什么，所以只能在这里发泄。如果有一天连在这里发泄都不可以，我真的会爆炸。越来越安静的原因是因为我什么都不想说。就算多么不开心，我还是什么都没对任何人说。
Spent the day with min & bel at botanic garden for picnic, luckily the rain stopped when we reached there. Dark clouds with not much sun but didn't rain, spent a relaxing afternoon chatting and watching people around us. There's this cute little boy who wanted to play with the angmoh kids' ball and the angmoh kids were willing to share. They lent it to him and even played with him, the ball was bigger than him and it's so cute to watch him play with it haha. Gave bel her belated birthday present. After that we went bugis for some shopping, wanted to buy some stuff for my brother but he doesn't need it anymore.
I've been wanting to try food for thought for quite some time so min drove us back to the branch at botanic garden. The place was near the main entrance carpark but the GPS led us towards the mrt station which is at the opposite end. It took us 20 minutes to walk from one end to the other, so basically we have covered the whole botanic garden in a way. It's quite dark at some places and I kept leading them onto the side path instead of the main path. Nobody except us were using the side path so it's a bit scary. But I was just following the signs, well at least we reached there in one piece haha. Satisfied my cravings and I'm contented :) Food was all right, not really picky with food, as long as you give me food to eat, I'll be very happy. They always say that I looked very happy and seemed like I'm enjoying my food haha. Appreciate min for driving us to our locations today and sending us home since we live quite near to one another also. 如果你送我回家，我一定会超开心的。
还在生闷气，办不到或不想做的事请不要随意说出口。希望破灭后就只剩下失望了。还在为某件事感到难过。
为什么每次都是这样？明明说好的，为什么要耍赖？你对我一点都不好，你对我最坏了！我讨厌你！每次以为你对我好的时候，结果都是这样。对我好一点都不可以吗？:(( 真的不想理你，不想再相信你说的话了。很难过所以哭了。除了想念还是想念，不想只是个朋友，不想一年只见一次面。
并没有把爱情当作一切，我只是比较重视我喜欢的人，但这不代表我不重视其他人事物。每次都说要找男朋友也只是随口说说罢了，其实我一点都不想，因为我心有所属了。从没想过我一定要有男朋友，有的话也不错，但我的原则是宁缺毋滥。爱情从来就不是我生活的一部分，因为我从未拥有过。一个人久了，难免也会希望能有个人在身边陪你。喜欢一个人当然会经常想他，希望他对你好陪在你身边。谁不希望有人能多关心她疼她多一点呢？你不要我喜欢你，不要我在乎你重视你，那我就离你远一点，这样你是不是会比较开心？我的人生不需要别人告诉我该怎么过，为什么要照别人的方式过生活？为什么要操控我的人生？
