I'm active here once again, shall post pictures of myself for those who hasn't seen me for quite a while haha. I realised I'm cute when I was a baby, whatever happened now?
Had new york new york for lunch at amk hub with min. I like the chicken mushroom mozzarella melt, love the cheese. Feel like eating Korean BBQ, I've cravings for food at weird timings. She went to meet her client after that and I overcame my psychological barrier by making a last minute decision to watch iron man 3 (got a rebel card in return). Yes, believe it or not, I did it alone. I don't feel weird/lonely, I don't even feel a thing, as quoted by hy "always that emotionless". That I admit haha. The main thing is to pluck up the courage to buy the ticket and that's it. I felt nothing at all after that. Watching movies alone has its advantage, you don't have to care about anyone's feelings except your own. Don't have to care if anyone is bored or don't like the movie as much as you do. I kind of like this feeling, just doing the things you like without having to accommodate anyone. 为别人着想久了迁就久了就想对自己好一点。Anyway, iron man 3 was plain awesome! Totally worth my time.
Wanted to see some makeup products, ended up buying them. Going to try them and decide if I'm sticking with it or changing. A girl has to grow up someday, or so they say. One thing I don't really like about sales assistant is that they are always persuading you to buy this and that when it wasn't even your intention to get that in the first place. She suggested buying skincare products, I refused cause I just bought a whole NEW set to replace my old ones. Why should I buy again? Please don't try to boost sales so aggressively. Turns out that I still listened to you. If I ever decide to self-improve, it will be because I really want to, not because anyone wanted me to or because I want more attention or want people to accept me/like me. I don't do it for anyone. 这样太辛苦了。
I'm going to see you soon, can't wait! I realised I really like confident and cool guys, those who seldom smile but when they do and show their dimples, I'm so going to melt haha. My beloved 哎呦哥哥! Going to start work this coming Monday, now I don't feel like working already. 哎呦哥哥，你养我好吗？
Although I've ended my exams but I still feel stressed. Sure I felt relieved with all the stress lifted but it's only for a while. Maybe I'm worried about results or maybe I still have one more year to complete. I've no idea why I'm feeling this way, maybe reality hasn't set in yet. Having to endure one more year makes me feel stressed! Uol has transformed me into a crybaby especially during exams period. I cried after my MM and audit papers, didn't do very well for all the papers this year. I always can't manage to complete my papers, I wonder how others do it. Anyway it's time to gain back the weight I lost during stress period. This always happens to me. Time to enjoy my holidays, replenish my sleep, work to earn money for my school fees and read novels if I've the time! A trip to the library tomorrow! Happy graduation to those who completed their studies.
Take a deep breath, relax, stay calm. You have done this a lot of times, don't be so nervous. Keep repeating this in your head: I can do it, I will survive. You have done what is required, don't be afraid. Even if you don't know how to do, stay calm and try to recall, just continue thinking, don't give up until the last minute. You can do this! I'll win this battle, okay I'll TRY my hardest to win. 加油！需要点鼓励，为我加油打气吧！And good luck to everyone taking their exams! I hope I can breeze through, let it be easy! Pray hard!
Went kbox today, kbox finally has 傻笑 but doesn't have 因你而在, nevertheless I still sang lots of Jay's songs (as usual) & others which I've never sung before. It's really not easy for me to sing a duet all by myself. 一个字：爽！心情不好可以发泄一下。Clumsy me accidentally broke a glass of blueberry juice and it spilled all over the lower part of my jeans. It happened real fast, I think I was still recovering from the shock. I should be considered lucky the glass didn't land on my leg, if not I'd have gotten cuts all over.
Wanted to have astons for dinner but suntec was under renovation and astons will resume business during june. Walked to cathay but there's a long queue, finally decided on MFM at PS. PS was under renovation too, why are all the shopping malls having renovation? When will it be sun plaza's turn? haha. Even ssc is so much better than sun plaza!
Really very sian, don't feel like studying argh! Meeting ei8ht and jackie tomorrow, it's really quite hard to have all 8 of us showing up due to our busy schedule. Managed to buy tickets to ah Jay's concert! Yay! 比预期的贵了点，有点心痛。虽然是希望有人能陪我，可是最后还是一个人去了。How nice if someone can accompany me to the concert and send me home afterwards. I guess I don't really have much choice. 期待！The heart wants what the heart wants. Yiqing baby is getting cuter, smarter and naughtier haha.
