TCC

Went to cut my hair on sun & the fringe has become so short tt im still nt quite used to it la. But since all my frens who has seen it nvr sae anything, so i reckon it's nt too bad la. Hav been trying to chiong the hk drama, tang xin feng bao... huang zong ze & lin feng is juz so shuai man! omg, im gg to be obessed with them soon... k la, jay chou is still the best!lol.

Went sch to do itab frontpage proj on mon & i can sae tt we r quite productive la, even though we kip on stopping to eat something, but we still managed to do a few things la. Decided nt to tok to someone le cos he everytime ask mi to shut up. I noe although tt's meant as a joke la, but since it doesnt realli matters whether i did tok to him or nt, so even if i dun tok to him, he oso wont care de. I might as well dun tok to him in case he ask mi shut up agn. Very sian one leh, everytime kena sae by him tt im very noisy. Am i realli so noisy? Aiya, dun care le la. Actualli i oso dno when will i be toking to him, see how 1st la, see whether im happy or nt.lol. Unless he come & tok to mi agn la, then i tok to him agn lor. If nt, forget it...

Anyway, ytd my nick was: Im so sian, there's no one for mi to tok to, haiz... & after i juz put tt as my nick, ram come & tok to mi. So, we started chatting liao & i've decided to kip on disturbing him when im online since he's a loner with no one to tok to. Im oso considered as a loner nowadays, so no harm toking to him la. Actualli, if he's nt the ram who likes to shoot alot of no link qns in class, i'll consider him as a nice fren. At least he will bother to entertain or chat with mi when im bored la... Others see my nick oso did nth one.

The best thing is he dun tink tt im irritating or noisy or wadeva & he lets mi disturb him! haha... i dno y im feeling so sian nowadays, but juz sian lor since there's no one for mi to tok to... haiz. Dno y i suddenly wan to tok to someone so much... anyone will do, so guys, if u all see tis & gt something to tok to mi, then come tok to mi k? Cos im bored!!! Boredom has taken over mi!!!

Went out with min, bel & liz today to shop & hav a chat at tcc. Finalli i noe everything abt wad happened to min recently! lol. We r almost in the same situation except tt urs revolved ard 3 guys! haha, gt so much yi xing yuan ar:D Gt so mani guys involved ar,haha. But dunnid worry la, juz let nature take its course & dun giv up so easily cos i gt the feeling tt he likes u.

After chatting at tcc, we decided to go J8 de sakae sushi to see someone! haha, onli the 4 of us noe who! After seeing him, all i can sae is tt... he's nt too bad rite?haha, but we dun hav too much yuan fen with him lor cos he didnt realli make much appearance today... haiz.

We 3 r realli pro lor, wad we predicted actualli came true! lol, min u lose le la. We predict the nxt one is still u agn, so be prepared ar. I tink we will be spot on agn:) Realli happy to see u guys today, hope tt our nxt meeting will come faster!

Bel, u see la, ur pic is so blur tt i nid to put the pic so small so others wont noe!lol.

im juz being idiotic here...haha... but bcos of tis facial expression, i've successfulli made bel luff agn!lol.

ok, a proper pic nw...

noe y im always in the middle? cos the rest tink tt their face r too big then put mi in the middle, they very bad sia...

bel, ur photography skills realli sux:P jking de la,lol.

cant help luffing cos we r so serious when we r showing the twist sign! special rite?

bel stop luffing & take a proper pic la

ok, bel has finalli stop luffing...

Alvin & the chipmunks

Waited in sch for sheena to complete her gems test on wed. After tt she came to my hse to play with charlotte & she tinks tt charlotte's very cute too! lol. True la, charlotte noe how to walk le! She can walk quite a few steps le but the prob is when she tries to walk faster, she will tend to fall. Her legs r nt so stable yet. Actualli im supposed to meet ong lai on wed de cos he wan to help mi forget something & make mi more cheerful by accompanying mi to the beach but i gt something on tt day, so i hav to apologise to u. Im realli sry, but i noe ur kind intentions, thx for being there for mi when i nid it:) U r such a great fren!

George Teo sang yue liang dai biao wo de xin to us on wed! He sae tt we r the best lecture grp tt he has ever taught! He's such a nice lecturer la, he's even better than ken kwan lor. Before george teo appears, i tot ken kwan is the best lecturer tt we can find in sp le, but ever since george teo appears ar, ken kwan is nth as compared to him!lol, lays if u see tis, dun kill mi ar...haha. Although i quite like george teo, but anthony is still the best la.lol. The TEO family rockz!lol.

Went to watch alvin and the chipmunks with sheena, jiaying, yunli, mag & jackie on thurs. The rest cant make it cos they gt something on. The movie was quite funny & the chipmunks r so cute! I luv all of them! They r realli very cute la, i wan to sae it out everytime i see them so cute, but i scared the person beside mi will ask mi to shut up. Kip on luffing thruout the whole movie, haha. After the movie, we went to take neo-prints & had our dinner at meridian( i dno if it's spelt like tis).

The GEMS test was so ma fan! We had to search for the ans online, then we r nt sure if the ans is correct or nt, but we juz anyhow write the ans. Even if we get it wrong, tt's still better than no ans rite? We r so luan ytd la cos we gt a whole chunk of info but we r nt sure if they r the correct ones. Attended stats tutorial & it was useless as usual. Nt tt i wan to sae ambrose is lousy or wadeva, but those who has gt eyes, they can see tt he's nt very competent lor. Like tt oso can be a teacher ar, we can onli count on ourselves le lor. Haiz, sian!

Passed mag my econs notes today as well as bring her to the showflat place which is near my blk de la. My notes r so popular tt alot of ppl oso wan to borrow frm mi lor, lol. See la, model student is like tt one, always attend lectures then lend those slackers my notes to copy,lol.

Btw, i hav alvin & the chipmunks de songs le! Ytd go dl de, nt dl la, but record lor. Anyone who wan the songs can get it frm mi, but i onli hav 3 cos i nt sure if the rest r their songs so i didnt record lor.

As long as u r happy, even if im hurt, it doesnt realli matters anymore...

Cry

I cried juz nw... I tink i muz hav been realli hurt cos im a statue. To make a statue cry is nt an easy task. Imagine mi crying,lol. I tink u all muz be very worried cos i seldom cry. But i did cry juz nw... & im fine already. Crying does help lessen my pain. I dun feel so hurt nw. Juz nw i cant endure tt pain, it's realli very painful. Everything will be different frm nw on. I dno y am i so stupid la, even if i noe tt i'll get hurt but i'll still wan to do tis... Haiz, y am i so stupid?

Everytime whenever i get hurt, i'll tell myself it doesnt matter, wad else can be worse than tis? But it always turned out to be worse than the previous one. I guess today is the max i can endure le. Im listening to Jay's songs nw, i'll hav to wait until im ok le before i'll stop listening to his songs. It's always like tis de lor, when will tis cycle ever stop? I hope it will stop rite nw, tis moment so tt i wont be like tt. I wan to be the old me tt i used to be, the cheerful, happy-go-lucky me.

I dun wan to be the emo & sad gal tt i am nw. The feeling sux & im nt used to it. Made mi seem like im suffering too much. I dun wan to suffer tis kind of pain, i realli dun wan, but i dno who to tell all tis to. I dno if they will understand. I noe u all will ask mi to cheer up, i'll try but it's gg to be difficult.

The worst thing is tt u noe tt u r feeling sad nw, but in order nt to let ur frens worry, u hav to pretend tt u r happy. Tis feeling is the worst for mi. I wan to be happy oso but i cant & whenever i hav to pretend tt i am happy, i'll end up feeling worse. I dun like to ya yi my own feelings, but i hav no choice. I dun wan my frens to worry. I'll try my very best to act as if nth happened to make mi sad de. I'll try to forget everything, i wont let it bother mi. At most i juz cry agn lor,lol, no la, jking onli:)

Crying & saying everything out here realli does help, so anyone who feel sad can try tis method too! :) Or can listen to any songs to an wei urself or use wadeva method u noe will make u cheer up de. Onli u can help urself when u feel sad cos it's up to u whether u wan urself to be happy. Here r some of the pics tt we took ytd after our FOM CA2:

Shuo hao wan make gui lian but in the end some of them pangseh then onli a few of us do it lor

The BFL- Black fat liars!

Haha, they r so cute...

FOM

Went to bras basah macs on sat to rehearse for FOM as well as buy all the materials required for the appendix part. End up didnt get to rehearse cos mag's slides nt complete then abit luan la & i didnt bring adaptor tt day...

Went to far east with hy ytd to buy my new bag... finalli~.lol. the bag costs $30, i noe some of u r gg to sae it's damn ex, but no choice la, cant find any bag le. Even if i go bugis buy, the cost will be almost the same de lor, so it makes no diff la.

FOM is finally OVER! Yes! haha, tis day has finalli come! Actualli ar, i almost hav an argument with mag today la. I wan to ask her if she can do Q&A oso, then im already prepared to argue with her le la, but nat they all stop mi lor. They dun wan us to argue then in the end our relationship will be ruined & we will hav no mood to present anymore le lor. So, i listened to them & im gg to complain everything here...

I realli dno wad is she doing lor, ytd nite she was still trying to chiong thru the ppt slides but when we see it today, there was nth but pics on nat's slides. Then ytd nite she still ask mi wad am i gg to sae abt nature of business, so i tell her la. tt one still nvm leh, but the prob is since she onli put pics, then wad is she busy with exactly? Im doing the appendix, her ppt slides like gt nth to do like tt except putting more pics! Like tt call busy ar? Like tt call gt alot of things to do ar? Somemore, the appendix on the different langauages which purina can be translated into, she didnt find for mi, end up tingyu gt nth to counter-attack today.

Tingyu totalli cannot argue back la. If we hav the appendix, at least we can still refer to the appendix lor & the thing is... she's supposed to find all tt de lor. When lays ask gt the appendix on tt, she ownself volunteer sae she'll find tt. In the end leh? NOTHING! Somemore lays still gt write dwn for her on a piece of paper on wad she's supposed to find la. When i told lays she didnt find, lays was so angry la! Haiz, realli dno wad to sae abt her...

Anyway, tingyu did the Q&A today ALONE & all i can sae is... tingyu u ROCKZ BIG TIME! U r so GREAT! dun care abt whether someone is selfish or wadeva, all i wan to sae is... TINGYU U ROCKZ!!!! All thx to her man, if nt we'll be dead liao cos gt someone will giv the excuse tt ram will choose ppl to shoot qns at, then she'll avoid answering qns cos she'll be shoot until very jia lat. Pls la, wad kind of excuse is tis? But im quite glad cos im finalli done with her in FOM! Yes! Dunnid to do any FOM proj with her anymore! YES! haha. But still gt CD, but nvm tt can wait.lol.

Anyone who sees tis pls dun betray mi ar, if nt u all r DEAD! haha... some of u tink tt she everytime let mi do the intro then it's very unfair to mi, but wad choice do i hav? Nat ask her to divide the slides into 3 parts, she dun wan cos she dun wan to do Q&A, then end up i do intro lor... Nvm one la, at most i get low marks la... she's the leader ma, ask her divide into 3 parts she oso didnt liao, she wont listen to us one la. We object oso no use, so wads the point of telling her how we feel? NO USE! She wont listen!

Nat, lays & i were like complaining whenever we gt the chance today la, dno if she noe we r toking abt her. Anyway dun tok abt such things which will make mi angry, makes my blood boil. I oso completed the crs debate thing today! Haha, was losing my voice today halfway when im presenting la, but it doesnt seem obvious, so nvm. Made a mistake today cos i didnt see the ad word then i juz continue reading frm my script until i finalli saw it then realised i made a mistake! tt one still ok, i mispronounced friskies as frisbies la! Wad a joke! Walao, then i corrected myself while the rest were luffing like mad la, dno y i kip on making mistakes...haiz... & the mistake is so lame somemore.lol.

Overall, i tink yunli's grp is the best la esp the video part, it's so funni! Ram's grp gt shoot by Mr Lee today & all i can sae is retribution... haha, i noe im bad la but it's the truth ma. Everytime act so pro then kip on asking qns, nw cannot ans Mr Lee de qns liao la. See la, ask somemore qns la.

Im gg to watch movie with my clique tis thurs! Yes! We finalli gt the time to go out tgt le! Im looking forward to it! Carrie & lays u 2 r in the salty team one rite? Dun pangseh mi go join the sweet team hor,haha.

Something happened today which made mi quite sad... dun worry, i'll cheer up de. At most i listen to more of Jay's songs la,haha. So whenever i kip on listening to his songs, u all can guess how im feeling nw. Maybe i'll onli be fine when i see Jay! :)

He's so talented and so DIAO! lol.

Complains

for the sake of jiaying, i put all xiao zhu's pic here, xxminxx dun be jealous ar, i noe u gt alot of xiao zhu's pics, so whether i put his pics here anot doesnt make a great impact on u rite?lol.

Supposed to stay back for FOM meeting on wed de but since mag is nt feeling well, we hav to go home and chiong our report cos we r supposed to submit our reports to her by wed 6pm. We totalli didnt discuss wad to do or include in our report then she juz assign us the task of the 4 Ps juz like tt lor, sian la, wad kind of grp work is tis? i cant see any form of teamwork lor, i miss my IDEA grp members!i hate doing proj with her! She sux la!

Anyway, i managed to finish my report and submit it to her on time at 6pm. Before i submit to her, she still ask mi wait cos she wan mi to add in more info. I add in le, then after tt at ard 8 plus she still ask mi add in more! I was tinking y cant she help mi add in or edit since she noe how to do? Then make mi so clueless, then if i do wrong, she oso nid to re-do agn ma. I was so angry la cos she didnt even offer mi help, wad kind of teamwork is tis?

Somemore tt nite ar, sheena they all nt online then i gt no one to complain to, make mi so sad tt nite la. Then i saw jackie online, so i complained to him but he's sleeping! then im like toking to the wall like tt la, gt no response lor. Then i complain until i qi xiao le he oso didnt respond. Then i tell him to go offline la since he oso didnt reply one.

Stayed back in sch ytd after 5pm to do FOM. Completed my stuff ytd then help the others do their work, so sian la, then yunli tt grp do finish their work so fast! Make mi so kan chiong, they r like luffing and toking to the other grp while the atmosphere of my grp de is so tense la. We r so quiet while the 2 grps r so noisy la, quite envious of them cos i dun like the stress lvl given by someone. Even if i wan to go there and slack abit to tok to the others i oso scared she'll be bu shuang la. Everytime nid to consider her feelings, she oso didnt consider our feelings de lor.

Stayed back until abt 7 plus then left sch. After tt when i went home, she asked mi to help her edit the appendix, then after i edited le, she sae cannot print yet cos it's nt wad she wan, then she edited it agn. I was tinking since wad i do wont meet ur expectations, y dun u try to do it urself? like tis i dunnid to do extra work ma, haiz, suan le la.

Came to sch today juz to attend econs tutorial lesson and 30 mins of GEMS then can go home le. Today is so slack la, sian la. Almost all the lessons ended early or cancelled lor, dno come sch for wad. Sheena & yunli de worse la, come sch for 30 mins of GEMS onli,haha.

Different viewpoints

Went to discuss crs on sun, then went to eat korean food at suntec, dno wads the shop name la, my food was quite bland, dno whether it is bcos of my flu tt i cant taste anything or the food is realli too bland.

Had a prob with some of the crs grps ytd, some of them r quite angry with one another. Different ppl hav different viewpoints, so there's no nid to argue over such a thing de. There's no confirm thing as to who is in the wrong, oso dunnid to be so angry over such things one ma. I hate ppl who kip on pointing their fingers at those whom they tink r in the wrong. U oso dunnid to point ur finger at one person one ma. If they r in the wrong, then we dun hav wrong meh? We oso agree to change with them one ma.

It's not i wan to side with whoever la, but tis is juz my viewpoint. Maybe u dun agree, nvm... Juz dun argue over tis thing anymore.

ytd juz gt the news tt jiaying's ah ma cant make it le. I was so sad when i heard tt la, wan to cry oso. Actualli wan make card for her de, but dun hav the necessary materials so decided to buy van houten de raisin chocolate for her. Heng she has reverted to the old jiaying:) I juz wan her to noe tt she has my support, i'll always be there for u whenever u nid it, ok? Juz giv mi a call if u r feeling sad, im ur jay chou, i'll make u happy de jolin:) i luv u,haha.

itab today was so useless cos the teacher went for a last min meeting so we hav nth to do nw. Sian~, hav to endure for 2 more hrs without doing anything. Jackie is so noisy nw, haha, kip on disturbing us by toking fei hua.lol.

IT fair, pet shops

Jackie gt a soccer match on Tues oso & tis time round, none of us went support him cos yunli they all nid do FOM proj & im too lazy to go...haha. End up we kip on digressing then they did nth in the end. Jackie tt team won agn, he didnt get leg cramp but his kneecap was bleeding la, then he sae tt's great defending which caused it de.lol.

Stayed back in sch to do GEMS & completed it at ard 2 plus on wed. Went tampines mall with yunli tt grp to visit osim & i accidentalli saw the pet lovers' shop which tingyu was supposed to go & interview the owner de. I took some pics for her, but dno wan giv her nt cos maybe she went tt place today. Maybe she took de pics le, but if she didnt, then i can giv her mine. Went to ajisen & i ordered my crayfish ramen! It tastes so delicious!

Didnt attend acc tutorial lesson on Thurs cos im nt feeling well due to the side effects of ramen, haha. End up the 5 of us who went there to eat almost all gt diarrhoea except for jackie cos his stomach is stronger. K lor, my stomach is the weakest la, resulted in mi feeling the pain for the whole day & i dun dare eat anything cos it'll hurt if i eat lor. Im so weak! Nxt time im nt gg to tampines de ajisen anymore! I didnt bring my econs de new topic lecture notes, end up i go inside gt nth to copy, so i sleep thru the lecture lor.

Went to the IT fair at expo ytd & i didnt manage to get anything. Yunli bought a pillow back and sheena bought her shoes. Abit weird rite, go IT fair didnt buy IT-related stuff, instead bought a pillow & shoes,haha. Hav to wait for jackie to join us ltr since he gt his soccer match agn. End up he join us at ard 7 plus when we reached there at ard 6 plus. He won agn & nw it's the semi-finals le. Finalli~,haha. While waiting for him, some of them shop ard while jiaying & i halfway go watched high sch musical which is broadcasted there,haha.

After tt went ard to see some IT gadgets, but bought nth! Supposed to ask jackie help mi buy thumbdrive today de at suntec but he sae there's no IT fair there la. So i still didnt get to buy my thumbdrive... Went to quite alot of places today with lays to do our FOM proj de stuff. We tot we almost couldnt complete it, but we still managed to find some of the pet shops in the end. When we completed our last one, then we were like coming out of the pet shop & both of us were shouting "Yea!" at the same time. We gt so much mo qi lor,haha.

Some of the pet shop owners were quite friendly & one of them is called George! R all George very friendly ppl? haha... Gt some of the pet shops dno move where already lor, we went there then realised tt tt pet shop was nt there la! Made us go there for nth! Sian leh, end up both of us r very exhausted...

Came back early today to celebrate my dad's b'day. Actualli his b'day is on 6th dec lor, dno y today celebrate. Nvm, anyway, we went to eat 煮炒 (zu chao) at my hse dwnstairs. Still hav to do CD & tutorials! OMG! i gt practicalli no time but here i am blogging away... sian, dun feel like doing anything. I'll juz panic when the time comes & regret nt doing anything nw. Nvm, when the time comes then see how...

Tmr still nid go for CRS meeting and maybe FOM one oso, sian ar! i hope FOM will be completed asap so tt i dunnid to worry abt the presentation anymore & can relax more! haha. Today jiaying & nat went to xiao zhu concert lor, gd lor both of them! I cant go & im stuck here blogging while they can go listen to xiao zhu's songs & see his fabulous dance moves! Walao, im so envious sia,lol.