Soccer match

Hav alot of deadlines to meet nw... so sian! Almost everything is to be submitted by wk 11 which is nxt wk! I haven completed alot of things la!

Thx caho, yunli, jiaying & sheena for accompanying mi to see jackie's soccer match! Realli nid to thank u all cos waste alot of ur precious times! Im so sry but oso thankful to all of u! haha. Nxt time i treat u all to lunch la,lol. Heng u all didnt pang seh mi let mi go alone if nt it will be so weird la for mi to go there alone.

His leg gt cramp cos he gei kiang go jump over the fence(actualli i dno wads tt call, sry ar my eng abit cant make it de) then when he land on the grd, he gt cramp! Played soccer until so tired le still gei kiang go jump over, dno who he wan to show off to lor. Then we all was like see la, gei kiang go jump over the fence, end up leg cramp! Then jiaying & yunli still sae he tot he fo tiao qiang ar, haha.

I was wondering y did they include tt gay in tt team until i saw him score quite a few goals then i finalli realised his importance...lol. I was still asking sheena y did they include tt gay in tt team when he scored. Then i was like ok, pretend i didnt sae anything,haha. After the match ended ar, tt gay come ask us u all come here to support jackie or something like tt, then his actions damn sissy, damn gay la! omg, cant imagine how come someone can be tt GAY! lol.

Tmr he still gt match but i dno if wan go see anot, like very waste of time leh. Aiya, see if yunli they all wan see, if they wan then i go see oso lor, if nt i'll get sae by them agn.lol. Walao eh, u all today sae mi sae until so shuang hor, nxt time u all jia lat liao, haha. U all better watch out ar, esp u carrie, i noe how to deal with u, i juz nid to bring a ball to sch then u noe le,haha.

Visit

Gt back all of my results le, although all of them r nt very gd, but i expected tt le. Didnt realli study for mst, haiz, it's time to buck up le. I'll try, but there's no motivation for mi. It's hard to find motivation la, esp when i hav so mani troubles. Will try nt to tink abt it, but dun worry guys, i wont let tt affect mi de. I'll be the happy-go-lucky person tt u all noe!lol.

Attended the options talk on wed & i slept thruout the whole thing until they talked abt HR, then i wake up,haha. U can sae im biased or wad but im confirm gg into HR no matter wad. Im gg there bcos i tink it suits my personality, so i shouldnt hav any prob la. But the thing is im afraid tt i cant get in with such a lousy GPA. I'll work harder to get into HR, i realli nid to be in! I realli gt no interest in any one of the options liao lor, i come SP bcos of HR, i've already set my mind on tt before coming SP. Haiz, lets hope tt i'll get in. Yunli & jiaying oso choosing HR ba, then maybe can be in the same class as them oso,haha.

Went our sch de moberly karaoke to sing with jerry, yunli & sheena ytd. The rest all cant make it, so left onli the 4 of us. Quite fun la with jerry there, haha, kip on making us luff. Long time nvr go kbox le cos we gt no time! All bcos of tt stupid FOM la, nid to do so mani things! Very sian leh, still nid do tutorials some more. How much workload do they intend to giv us? Wan us to die ar?lol.

Went to marina square de macs to visit yunli tt grp agn today. Bought chocolates & mars for them, see, im so kind la, go visit them still buy things for them to eat. haha. Completed my ECONS & POA le, left stats & FOM tutorials haven do. So sian la, still nid to do tutorials. Hate doing tutorials, but i cant afford to be lazy cos i will stop doing every tutorials once i didnt do for 1 time. I'll tend to be more lazy & stop doing tutorials, anyway, even if i gt do oso no diff cos all the ans r wrong!lol.

Anyway, after yunli tt grp discuss finish their proj, we went arcade to play agn! haha, arcade is so fun! But tis time we went to marina square de, nt suntec de. Alot of the games there i dno how to play la, so didnt realli play lor, but nvm la, dun waste money ma,haha. I tink im oso gg to hav a budget wk soon cos i've almost no money left le! i dno where did all my money go la, but i tink it muz be bcos i spent too much on food le. Haiz, shouldnt hav eaten so much.

Mag sent mi a few of tis pics with alot of meaningful phrases inside:

Sad

Actualli wan to go visit mag & jerry at expo on Sat cos they r working, but the prob is expo is too far! I decided to go visit yunli tt grp while they r doing FOM, wan to disturb them but end up doing tutorials there,haha. After a while went to suntec to see tang yu zhe, omg, he's so cute & handsome la,lol. After tt went arcade with jiaying & carrie to play & shun bian see the mushroom, but the thing is there's no more mushroom left! Im so sad la,haiz...

Went suntec to do our crs proj & we finished quite fast then end up toking at macs. Reached home at ard 5+ ytd & it's the 1st time i do proj then so fast reach home la. Actualli we dunnid to meet one lor, we can juz send nat all our info then she compile can le lor.

Had our class photo taken today & we r supposed to wear white, but due to some miscommunication prob, some of them dno tt today nid wear white. But nvm la, actualli it's nt entirely jackie's fault la, i noe he's supposed to be the one to inform the others but i oso gt fault la. I mean, im oso in the clique ma, but i didnt even try to inform the others la. Aiya, anyway it's already over le, so nvm lor. But dun blame him anymore la, he's already feeling very bad le... gt scolded by mag oso juz nw on the train. Not sae scold la, but... juz sae lor.
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Im feeling so sad nw cos i somehow gt the feeling tt he's hinting mi tt he dun like mi, haiz... When will i find my guardian angel or someone who will like mi back? Im so sick & tired of tis feeling! I hate tis feeling! I dun wan to feel hurt, i dun wan to be so unhappy but i cant help it! Im realli feeling very xin ku nw, my heart will feel alot of pain whenever i see him, my heart is bleeding. When will the bleeding ever stop? I hope tt i'll lose my memory so tt i wont be so xin ku anymore.

As long as he's happy, im fine with anything. I juz hope to see his smile everyday even if it means sacrificing mi... The more i try to be happy, the more hurt i am. Haiz, onli by listening to Jay's songs then will i nt feel so sad anymore. Jay Chou is still the best! haha.

The images r very cute rite?haha.

FOM project

Went esplanade to do FOM proj & we finalli finished our presentation slides & everything on tt day la. After discussing FOM, we went to shop ard for formal clothes & thats when i bought my new formal attire. Shopped until 9+ then went home, actualli supposed to go amk hub eat dinner de but cos i nid to be home by 9+, so we decided to eat dinner at home lor.

Went for FOM meeting agn on sun at marina sq... it's realli our 2nd home la. lol. Rehearsed finished le then went shopping agn, then poor jackie has to accompany us while we shopped,haha. Jiaying called mi on tt day & asked alot of nonsense qns abt mi & jackie la, tt realli cheered mi up, haha. Before she called mi, i was emo-ing agn but when i heard all the crap she sae, i juz cant help it but to luff lor.lol. She's realli very lame la, but as long as she can cheer mi up can le.lol.

FOM presentation was finalli over ytd! Yes! But we still gt another FOM proj coming up, sianz... When will the projects end? Im feeling very stressful nw, haiz, but i cant do anything. It's beyond my control. I hope tt all the FOM proj will end faster then i dunnid to suffer anymore. After FOM proj, my clique went to new york new york to hav our dinner! The food is realli damn delicious la! Although it's abit ex, but it's worth it la,haha. It's my 1st time there ytd, i realised tt i hav alot of 1st times with tis clique,lol.

Mon was damn fun la, we kept on luffing & playing. Will upload the pics here ltr. The staff there helped us to take pics & told us to pose for a wild pic & mag juz take the chilli sauce de bottle & point it at nat! The pic turned out to be quite nice la, haha, realli hav alot of wonderful & fun moments with my clique:) My clique de ppl kip on forcing mi to take a pic with jackie lor, dno muz take how mani pics with him before they r satisfied la...

I won in the cold war against someone! Yes! haha, actualli nt considered won la cos tt person noe im juz playing then he dun care lor, but he gt ask mi y i didnt tok to him la, so means i won le la... Played basketball with jackie, sheena, yunli & jiaying ytd & it was fun! Walao, tt jiaying & yunli damn pro la. Jiaying won the ABC game. Im the worst la, so lousy but it was fun anyway!

When we finished playing le, then leo came & joined us. I kip on asking him to play then he kip on rejecting but in the end play like pro like tt la. He kena hit by the ball on the head juz when he was gg to play la, haha, then he sae i hai him to gt hit cos i kip on asking him to play.lol.

Actualli wan to post some pics here but im nt sure wads wrong with my blogger, i cant seem to post any pics here, will upload them here asap:)

Play

We realli shouldnt have gone to the arcade to play la, although it was fun but we sacrificed the time to study for econs & gems, haiz, no use regretting nw. Anyway MST wk is finalli over! Yea! Can celebrate le! But still gt FOM la, sian ar... Even if MST is over le, i still dun feel as if i can relax la, all bcos of FOM! FOM SUX!!!

I dun tink i'll do very well for all the papers tis time round cos im nt focused enuff & im slacking! Walao, 1st time la, y hav i become like tis? I muz buck up le, i muz revert to the old me le, the current me sux la. Kip on having heart probs nowadays, it's enuff to kill mi! The heart probs r realli getting worse as the days passed... i hope i can stop my heart frm beating, so tt i wont feel anything.

Back to where i stop, i was studying econs ytd after getting the mushroom frm ong lai. Thx ar, ong lai, for giving mi tt mushroom after seeing my nick:) But i was hoping someone else can giv mi tt mushroom la, but nvm, he's such a blockhead, he wont noe tt im referring to him la...lousy noob.lol. Some guys r realli stupid la, it's already so obvious liao but they still cant sense it, cant see it. lousy la guys...haha

Studied until abt 1+ am, then jerry borrowed econs notes frm mi after i studied finish, hope it will help him la. After finishing my econs paper, went to fc4 to hav lunch then studied my gems notes with jiaying, yunli & sheena. After studying le then go moberly block to find mag they all & do FOM proj.

Then went for gems test & yunli told us the wrong venue la. She told us the venue which she's supposed to go & she went to the venue which we r supposed to go la.haha, she's damn blur sia. I tink im gg to flunk my gems paper cos after i did finish, i realised tt i onli noe how to do 8 qns! omg, it's damn jia lat la! After tt return to moberly & played reversi with mag... i still nid to tink of how to drive mag to a corner before i can finalli win her man, she's quite pro la.lol. Jackie is so lousy la, i tink he's the worst in reversi cos lays & mi win mag, then mag win jackie,haha, lousy la.

Then yunli played xiang qi with jackie la, walao their game like nvr ending like tt, we played alot of rounds of reversi liao they still haven finish their 1st game la! So slow!lol. After tt went to cafe@moberly to eat... the food quite nice la:)

Sheena & i hav been repeatedly playing the song "pu gong ying de yue ding" la cos we tink the song is damn nice! The lyrics oso quite meaningful( the last few sentences)... her preference of jay's songs r the same as mine la! We r realli twins la, haha, gt so mani things in common.

Jay Chou rox man! haha.

Study

Borrowed secret dvd frm jackie last sat, then when i wan to return him his dvd, he went to my block dwnstairs to wait for mi & i went to his block to wait for him la! Haha, it's so funni lor, then it's onli when i saw him walking over in the other direction then i noe tt he was waiting for mi there la. lol.

Went jackie's hse to study stats with mag on sun, learnt quite alot la but i dno if i can get high marks for stats for nt. Revised my itab on sun nite & mon morn with sheena in sch at 8am! She was asking mi if i wan to join her in sch on mon then i sae ok then ask her wad time, then asked is it 8am? Then she tot i was suggesting to her meet at 8 la, but actualli both of us r very reluctant to meet at 8, then ying cha yang cuo de agree to meet at 8 in the end. haha.

But at least i gt learn something abt the report cos jiaying was there & she taught us how to do, but carrie is the best la cos she's the one who taught jiaying how to do!lol. Anyway, both of them r itab pro la, im juz a nobody.lol.

Went jackie's hse agn on mon to study stats with lays, yunli & mag. Since jackie had already finished revising his stats, he had nth to do so he go & sleep la, walao, gd lor. We r suffering there but there he was sleeping so soundly like a pig like tt,haha. I was bored after studying for a while then after tt decided to take a pic of jackie sleeping. 1st try i didnt manage to take it cos my cam was lousy, cant take a clear pic. After tt changed to mag's phone but still didnt manage to take it cos he suddenly "oi!" then yunli & i quickly ran back to the study room la. lol.

He sae he heard mag they all luff until so loud then he was awakened la. I didnt dare to get too close in case he suddenly wake up then shout out loud, then scare mi. I noe im a timid person, i admit it.lol. Then after tt lays & jackie go watch xiao hua xiao cao then luff until so loud la, in the end mag & i oso buay tahan, we oso go watch la. haha. Then in the end left yunli alone in the room studying, haha.

Went yunli's hse to study pacc ytd with our clique except nat. Was slacking the whole day la, kip on toking the whole day, then like didnt realli study anything lor. Lays cried cos she's too stressed le la, then all of us shocked cos she juz suddenly break dwn in front of us without any warning la. Lays, try to relax, dun be so stressed, u hav still gt mi, dun worry, i'll make sure tt i study slower than u de,lol. But jiaying is realli very lame la, haha, she realli prove to us tt she's lame ytd la. I seemed to like tt fan wei qi de song "ni zhi you yi ge" cos i find tt the lyrics r realli meaningful. It goes like tis:

你看你眉头都打结了
你熟悉的坚韧到哪去了
别因时光而磨损
快找回那自信的眼神
不要因为爱错了一个人
就否决爱美好的可能
不管如何都不要忘记你是最好的
要相信你绝对有幸福的资格
你只有一个独一无二
他不懂珍惜是他太笨
有多少人等着要做你最最在乎的人
你只有一个那么独特
你值得你期盼的快乐
当你不再非他不可
他会知道失去的多难得
一定会找到珍惜你的人
全世界就非要你不可

It realli suits my situation nw cos i nid tis song to an wei myself whenever i tink of the situation tt im in. Haiz, sometimes i realli wonder if he noes wad im tinking... But so wad if he noes? Or so wad if he doesnt noe? Maybe he noes but he's pretending tt he doesnt. If tt's the case, then i tink i hav the ans already, so there's no nid to wait anymore, juz giv up. Haiz, nvm la, anyway, im nt to bother myself with tis prob anymore, let nature take its course ba:)

Was actualli supposed to be studying econs today with jiaying, sheena, yunli & jackie de, but end up gg to suntec to play arcade.haha. They played basketball, all i can sae is tt jiaying is such a pro la! She gt the highest score! She's so li hai la! After tt yunli & i played the one tt has gt the sensor thing one, onli tt we onli nid to move our hands la, nt our whole body. After tt tried to catch the mushroom soft toy, but nt successful after mani attempts. I dno wad is tt thing called, all i noe is tt u muz control the thing in which it will drop dwn & catch tt soft toy for u when u press the button.

We tried alot of times la! In the end we decided to giv up & wait when we hav a boyfren then ask him to get it for us,lol. We saw a guy & his galfren there, then we were so envious la cos she gt a boyfren who dun mind getting tt mushroom for her even if it meant wasting more money if they failed la. Walao, we r realli so SAD (Single And Desperate) nw! haha. When will we find a boyfren to get tt mushroom thing for us?! Went mac to eat & chat, played zhong ji mi ma, then wadeva no. i tink of jackie always tio one, then he nid to eat the substance created by jiaying. The worse thing is wadeva no. he tink of i will oso tio, but the thing tt jiaying created is nt very disgusting la, can be considered as nice la. Maybe tmr will be studying with jiaying they all agn. Im gg to listen to my jay's songs nw! :)

I ytd buay tahan, then went back sun plaza to collect his album cos i didnt bring the receipt with mi when i went yunli's hse ytd, then her hse will shun bian walk pass sun plaza la. So after studying finish at her hse, i went back to sun plaza agn to collect sheena's & my jay's album. Then today saw the music chart at hmv & saw tt jay's album is ranked 1st! OMG! His album has onli been released for 2 days onli la, then nw top already, jolin u lose le la, u r ranked 4th la! Haha.

The last breath

Went to watch the last breath de movie with sheena, lays & jiaying on tues. All i can sae is, dun ever watch tis movie. it's the worst movie tt i've ever watched! The plot is so lan la, we dun even noe wads the link & we kip on huh huh huh during the movie. I guess those who r very intelligent can try watching the movie but i dun tink even u all will understand la.

Went for CIP agn on wed & my grp helped them tidy up their storerm. It was tough la, but we still managed to finish it. Didnt hav our lunch on tt day & im damn hungry la, but nvm la since we can complete tidying the storerm. Gt an A for all the hardwork, im quite happy la. But for some grps, it's realli nt worth it lor. Some should nt gt A but they did, some should gt A but they didnt. Life is so unfair, haiz...

After tt went esplanade to do FOM proj. Went marina to eat steamboat, quite fun la, haha. Esp the part where jiaying shook the prawns, haha, damn funny la. She still compare it with shaking her sis, u r so violent la, jiaying.haha. Cant help luffing,lol. Went to bras basah de macs on thurs to study pacc with jiaying , but in the end still didnt manage to study all la, but at least gt some is completed le la.

Went sch to study itab ytd & sheena & i were so slow la! The others r all ahead of us liao but we were still stuck at the same chap! Went esplanade agn to do FOM after studying itab, im sry tt i cant realli help much during the discussions, it's nt tt i dun wan to tink, it's juz tt i cant tink of anything! Realli sry ar, haiz... After eating dinner, then jackie, mag & i chatted alot of things la, all i can sae is im realli an expert! haha, mag u should noe ar. Some things realli cant be controlled, how i wish tt i can find my zhen ming tian zi soon. When will he appear?