Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Sad

Actualli wan to go visit mag & jerry at expo on Sat cos they r working, but the prob is expo is too far! I decided to go visit yunli tt grp while they r doing FOM, wan to disturb them but end up doing tutorials there,haha. After a while went to suntec to see tang yu zhe, omg, he's so cute & handsome la,lol. After tt went arcade with jiaying & carrie to play & shun bian see the mushroom, but the thing is there's no more mushroom left! Im so sad la,haiz...

Went suntec to do our crs proj & we finished quite fast then end up toking at macs. Reached home at ard 5+ ytd & it's the 1st time i do proj then so fast reach home la. Actualli we dunnid to meet one lor, we can juz send nat all our info then she compile can le lor.

Had our class photo taken today & we r supposed to wear white, but due to some miscommunication prob, some of them dno tt today nid wear white. But nvm la, actualli it's nt entirely jackie's fault la, i noe he's supposed to be the one to inform the others but i oso gt fault la. I mean, im oso in the clique ma, but i didnt even try to inform the others la. Aiya, anyway it's already over le, so nvm lor. But dun blame him anymore la, he's already feeling very bad le... gt scolded by mag oso juz nw on the train. Not sae scold la, but... juz sae lor.
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Im feeling so sad nw cos i somehow gt the feeling tt he's hinting mi tt he dun like mi, haiz... When will i find my guardian angel or someone who will like mi back? Im so sick & tired of tis feeling! I hate tis feeling! I dun wan to feel hurt, i dun wan to be so unhappy but i cant help it! Im realli feeling very xin ku nw, my heart will feel alot of pain whenever i see him, my heart is bleeding. When will the bleeding ever stop? I hope tt i'll lose my memory so tt i wont be so xin ku anymore.

As long as he's happy, im fine with anything. I juz hope to see his smile everyday even if it means sacrificing mi... The more i try to be happy, the more hurt i am. Haiz, onli by listening to Jay's songs then will i nt feel so sad anymore. Jay Chou is still the best! haha.
The images r very cute rite?haha.

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