depression?

Met up with yl,jy and evil twin on thurs when mi and sheena went sim to submit reg fee. went back sp for dinner with them after their sch ended. was talking abt depression and im tinking will i get depression? sheena and jy was afraid tt i'll get it haha. but i told sheena i wont get it cos im so happy go lucky, how can i get it right? but she continue by saying tt some ppl also look like wont get it, in the end also get it. will i? i still dun tink so cos if im unhappy, i'll find some ways to make myself happy agn cos i dun want ppl to worry abt mi. but then... wad if theres smth tt trigger the depression? how will i get depression? is it i nid to be really sad until i feel tt theres no hope or wadever left in my life? this tot scares mi, i reali reali hope i wont get depression, pls leave mi alone depression, im fine as it is, dun ever come and find mi, thanks haha.

On the way back, yl borrowed my itouch frm mi and she's playing the games in it. Seeing mi look at her with nth to do, she said: 你平时搭MRT都在做什么？i replied: 听歌。she continued: then 听啦，不用管我的。and i asked her(looking at her and my itouch):你知道我用什么听的吗？and she realizing tt my itouch is with her, she started laughing haha. she's so blur la, still can tell mi she's jus acting blur everytime haha.

Went to visit yam today cos she jus went for operation and she's looking great:) tink her leg will be ok soon:) oh ya before i forget, i received farewell gifts frm my frens in NHG!haha, love the gifts - musical box and pink care bear:) was rather shocked when both of them approached mi tgt and handed mi the stuff, was stunned for a few secs and was wondering wads tt and y are they giving it to mi haha.

Have a date with grace on nxt tues to go jurong pt safra kbox:) excited! heard frm my fren tt the sound system is gd, gg to try it out and if its realli gd, will recommend u all there:) but seriously, if ur vocals is good, no matter where u go it's the same one, doesnt matter de haha.

Am tinking abt random qn agn: i want to experience love, i want to be loved and to love but... if it's nt the person i want to be with, i find it meaningless. there's no pt in being loved if he's nt the one tt i want. i wont feel happy. so if asked this qn: will i choose to love or to be loved, my ans will be and hav always been this, i will choose to love even if i may get hurt. tts jus my pt of view, of cos u can disagree haha. hav seen a few elderly ppl still holding hands at this age, i hope my husband and i will do tt too:) makes mi feel so envious and happy when i saw this kind of couple:)it's jus so sweet la haha.