Upset!

Quite upset abt bmg results ytd cos it came as a total surprise, a real shock! I tot my eyes are playing tricks on mi when i saw it but... it's true. Tink we forgt abt some rules sigh. Didnt get the desired results though, had intentions of giving up a few times, but i've come to terms with it. I tink we are jus unlucky. Nvm, hope tt other things will pull our marks up, at least let us get a B+ for BD? if nt previous efforts will seem wasted.

Anw, on a happier note, we gt our money for doing client based proj!haha, tts the thing tt cheer us up for a moment until i realli couldnt take the heartache anymore. tts when i started to feel sad:( tis is the first time i wanted so much to achieve a goal and felt a strong sense of dissappointment when i fail to do so, shouldnt set a high/unachieveable goal initially.

Should be able to go home early tmr but cos of some HR memorandum stuff, we are forced to stay back, will have 4 hrs break in between! should be spending most of the time doing proj though, life is so dull!