贪心固执说气话又口是心非。自己要求没意义，别人主动对你好才会比较开心。真希望有个人拿我没办法，不忍心看到我不开心，不忍心对我坏。想被宠被疼被捧在手心上的感觉。
真正的关心不是你认为好的就要求她改变，而是她的改变你是第一个发现的。没办法成为你希望我成为的人，抱歉让你失望了。怎么改都不会是你喜欢的样子。讨人厌的个性，做朋友可以，做恋人就不行 :( 让人没安全感，不止会主动往男生那里靠还会随时翻脸不认人。这么说你在我心里的位置应该很容易被动摇咯。还蛮信任某人的。再难过也希望某人能幸福，一定会幸福的。
要跟自己喜欢的人在一起，是我如今唯一坚持的任性。哎呦哥哥，赶快来到我的身边吧！我要看钢铁人3！
还是想对脾气好又不小气又关心我容忍我偶尔坏脾气闹情绪的人说声谢谢还有对不起。有哪个时候让你不开心了，对不起！
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Saturday, March 30, 2013
Singing
Went kbox today, kbox finally has 傻笑 but doesn't have 因你而在, nevertheless I still sang lots of Jay's songs (as usual) & others which I've never sung before. It's really not easy for me to sing a duet all by myself. 一个字：爽！心情不好可以发泄一下。Clumsy me accidentally broke a glass of blueberry juice and it spilled all over the lower part of my jeans. It happened real fast, I think I was still recovering from the shock. I should be considered lucky the glass didn't land on my leg, if not I'd have gotten cuts all over.
Wanted to have astons for dinner but suntec was under renovation and astons will resume business during june. Walked to cathay but there's a long queue, finally decided on MFM at PS. PS was under renovation too, why are all the shopping malls having renovation? When will it be sun plaza's turn? haha. Even ssc is so much better than sun plaza!
三年前去他的演唱会对于他和师妹袁詠琳重新演绎的《黑色幽默》留下深刻印象，可是 kbox 没有这个版本。一直都没听过他现场演唱我最爱的歌，希望今年能听得到。期待，等不及了！超开心的！
Wanted to have astons for dinner but suntec was under renovation and astons will resume business during june. Walked to cathay but there's a long queue, finally decided on MFM at PS. PS was under renovation too, why are all the shopping malls having renovation? When will it be sun plaza's turn? haha. Even ssc is so much better than sun plaza!
三年前去他的演唱会对于他和师妹袁詠琳重新演绎的《黑色幽默》留下深刻印象，可是 kbox 没有这个版本。一直都没听过他现场演唱我最爱的歌，希望今年能听得到。期待，等不及了！超开心的！
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
说话不算话 :(
说话不算话 :( People always disappoint. They always do. Sometimes I wish I could just turn off my humanity switch so that I won't feel a thing.
Friday, March 15, 2013
期待
Really very sian, don't feel like studying argh! Meeting ei8ht and jackie tomorrow, it's really quite hard to have all 8 of us showing up due to our busy schedule. Managed to buy tickets to ah Jay's concert! Yay! 比预期的贵了点，有点心痛。虽然是希望有人能陪我，可是最后还是一个人去了。How nice if someone can accompany me to the concert and send me home afterwards. I guess I don't really have much choice. 期待！The heart wants what the heart wants. Yiqing baby is getting cuter, smarter and naughtier haha.
只是不喜欢一个人，只是希望有人能陪我，能对我好。
只是不喜欢一个人，只是希望有人能陪我，能对我好。
Saturday, February 23, 2013
Opus 2013 world tour
Waited 3 years for his concert and tickets were sold out within 2.5 hours. I don't mind going alone but I don't even get the chance to buy his tickets. There shouldn't even be any priority sales, the public should be given an equal chance. 只想去那里听他现场演唱。不开心，很想去~ 亏我还很期待去他的演唱会，现在都不能去了！Chances of me going is close to zero :((( I need to wait for 3 more years :((( Sad :((( I just hope that his June 6 tickets won't be sold out so fast so I might still get the chance to buy it, but chances are slim. 有些人好像很少帮我，总是遭到婉拒。
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Valentine's day
School was a ghost town today. I expected to see people smiling and carrying a bouquet of flowers in their hands considering that it's vday today. Usually I'll stay at home and avoid going out to see all the sweet loving couples holding hands. This year's vday was spent with min, arranged a meet-up for our birthday celebration at mfm. Needless to say, I'm the one who suggested going there. I'm such a predictable person.
Love it when I get to eat all my favourite food for this year's celebrations. Easily contented, easy to pacify. Saw a lot of girls carrying a bouquet of flowers or balloons on the way to mfm, I've never received a single flower in my life before, that's damn sad :( 我也想收到花 :( 那些花都很漂亮。I'd like to receive a bouquet of blue flowers, that would be lovely! Asked min lots of questions, set lots of scenarios for her to answer, some of which I don't even know the answers myself. At least I'm not quiet today. Gave her birthday present too, hope she likes it! Actually I find that we are quite similar in some ways, I used to think that we are different.
It's times like this when I wish I've a boyfriend so that there will be someone by my side during special occasions. 看见别人脸上那幸福快乐的样子让我很羡慕。Anyway, wishing all the people out there happy valentines' day. The weather is so chilly nowadays, the perfect weather to snuggle in my bed and I've the whole bed to myself!
有点不想见到让我不开心对我不好的人。
Love it when I get to eat all my favourite food for this year's celebrations. Easily contented, easy to pacify. Saw a lot of girls carrying a bouquet of flowers or balloons on the way to mfm, I've never received a single flower in my life before, that's damn sad :( 我也想收到花 :( 那些花都很漂亮。I'd like to receive a bouquet of blue flowers, that would be lovely! Asked min lots of questions, set lots of scenarios for her to answer, some of which I don't even know the answers myself. At least I'm not quiet today. Gave her birthday present too, hope she likes it! Actually I find that we are quite similar in some ways, I used to think that we are different.
It's times like this when I wish I've a boyfriend so that there will be someone by my side during special occasions. 看见别人脸上那幸福快乐的样子让我很羡慕。Anyway, wishing all the people out there happy valentines' day. The weather is so chilly nowadays, the perfect weather to snuggle in my bed and I've the whole bed to myself!
有点不想见到让我不开心对我不好的人。
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Happy CNY
Happy CNY!!! It's all about house visiting, getting red packets, eating non-stop, watching tv and gambling. My relatives' place practically became a gambling den, even my nieces and nephews are gambling, with 5 cents of course. Played badminton using different rackets and shuttlecock which stefan bought from china. Received my birthday present and had cookies and cream ice cream cake, I knew about the plan already cause I was the one having a discussion with hy and giving her ideas. Thank you for the present! Kind of used to everyone saying my sister is pretty, kind of used to the idea that many guys like her. 我到处在炫耀我有一个漂亮的妹妹！I really think she's very pretty *envious*
If you play blackjack with us, you have to follow our rules. My brother has many tricks up his sleeve, he placed high stakes and willing to take risk, that's how he won $50! Didn't know he's so pro! He practically win it all from the adults but he couldn't win any money from my dad. It's fun playing with them cause they will come up with all sorts of stunts or jokes to make you laugh. Many of them are good actors, always end up tricking the banker into opening their cards and winning the banker's money. My brother has been the banker for many times and he always win. They are all out to win money from the adults and Silas (he's our 财神爷), I don't hate him, I just like to disturb and say him. I didn't gamble, 我很乖的！If I gamble, I confirm lose to my brother, I don't want haha. Hope everyone win lots of money! May this year be a good year for everyone, including me! :) Happy new year! 请叫我白骨精！
If you play blackjack with us, you have to follow our rules. My brother has many tricks up his sleeve, he placed high stakes and willing to take risk, that's how he won $50! Didn't know he's so pro! He practically win it all from the adults but he couldn't win any money from my dad. It's fun playing with them cause they will come up with all sorts of stunts or jokes to make you laugh. Many of them are good actors, always end up tricking the banker into opening their cards and winning the banker's money. My brother has been the banker for many times and he always win. They are all out to win money from the adults and Silas (he's our 财神爷), I don't hate him, I just like to disturb and say him. I didn't gamble, 我很乖的！If I gamble, I confirm lose to my brother, I don't want haha. Hope everyone win lots of money! May this year be a good year for everyone, including me! :) Happy new year! 请叫我白骨精！
