The rooftop

Had Sakura Korean BBQ at punggol marina country club, I was perspiring while eating. 没吃很多因为肚子有点不舒服。肚子还在痛 :( My whole body reeks of BBQ smell. Spent some time at the arcade before movie, long time since I've gone to the arcade. Watched the rooftop, well, I'm biased so I'll say I like this movie. But if you really want to compare, of course it wasn't as nice as secret but you can't really expect too much from a musical. I still remember when secret movie was out, I started to see liquid paper writings on our lecture hall's tables during my poly days (you know, those side tables attached to the seats). I think my expectations for this movie is too high especially since secret is such a hit. I still enjoy it but those who don't like jay chou don't need to go and watch. Overall, it wasn't too bad, some parts were quite funny, although not as touching as secret. I almost cried for secret but this... No tears coming out at all. 故事情节比较简单，不像第一部复杂了点。给足了画面，要自导自演，又要包办所有的歌曲，武打动作还要配合音乐，辛苦你了周导演。期待你的下一部作品！

有一种美好，上有天堂，下有天台。我们天台人就算平凡，还是可以过得很不平凡。*浪子膏的招牌动作-梳头发* 喜欢他情人节为她设计的惊喜，喜欢他在雨中漫步的场景，喜欢他为了保护心爱的人为爱牺牲，喜欢他看到心仪对象时呆呆的表情，好可爱！爱死你了，浪子膏。

哎，我的心愿是不会实现的 :( 本来很开心的，可是如果不是只对我一个人特别好，我宁愿什么都不要。我的确不是很重要，所以不需要对我特别好。我也不需要对你好。就是很在乎小细节，就是这么死脑筋。有心要对我好，有心要送就一定会的。不知道我要什么，不知道我不开心。我有我的哎呦哥哥就可以了 :(

Movies

Last minute decision to watch pee mak with the Teo's before it stopped screening in cinemas. Caught the 9.40pm slot yesterday, sometimes we will gather at my cousin's place (who lives quite near me) for dinner then choose the nearest cinema, after which we will go home together. The movie was supposed to be a horror one but it's more towards funny and touching. I like Thai horror films cause their aim is not always to scare but there will be a sudden twist to the ending. Good reviews for this movie!

表现得不够明显吗？不知道我很想看吗？明知道我很想看还说不用看都没关系。绝对是一定要看才会问，如果不一定要看，何必问？给过你选择让你拒绝，想约她们两个去看，是你自己说一起看的。明明说好了又出尔反尔，期待变成失望。非要让我一个人去看吗？我以后再也不问人了，不要有人陪了，我自己去！反正你也是叫我一个人去演唱会即使你知道一个人会很无聊，因为你不想陪我去。不想一个人看，结果还是得一个人看 :((( 我讨厌你！说了就要做，不想做就不要说，因为你不知道别人会有多失望。就算你再怎么讨厌，陪我看我想看的都不行吗？难过失落生气非常不开心，哭惨了 :( 反正是照着别人的决定走以后就不出声了，只负责说要与否。什么都不想做哪里都不想去，只想去看我的浪子膏。

坚决不去某个地方是因为有人说过要跟我一起去却食言了，只是不想跟其他人去罢了。

咳嗽

很简单的事却搞得双方都不愉快。又是我的错，我先不开心的，又是我惹到别人不开心。咳嗽很辛苦，还蛮希望有人买凉茶给我而不是自己买。我有说错什么吗？不是骂人的语气，是难过的语气，现在也是一样。想要什么总要开口问，问了也未必会得到。羡慕那些不需要对别人好别人也会主动对她好的人。可不可以有人主动对我好啊？咳死算了。要气多久就气吧。

越是想念你／越是没有你，越是心痛，因为你一直都在。如果喜欢的人对你说你是我的，只能喜欢我不准喜欢别人或是带点醋意的说不喜欢你对别的异性好之类的话，你心里会不会甜滋滋的？

Chalet

3D2N chalet with the Teo's using the free vouchers my dad won. Organised, planned and settled everything all within last week. Despite our last minute decisions, they still have rooms available. Went straight from work, because of the haze we didn't go night cycling. Had dinner and stayed indoors playing some games, like thinking of words for the person beside you and that person won't know what word it is and can't say that word out. We have to think of traps for them to say that word, quite fun. Had mcdonald's for supper, I only ate ice cream, too full already.

Played games like black magic, mrt train and fuzzy wuzzy likes... but don't like... etc, those who knew how to play just made some of us so confused, totally fooled by them, I only know the black magic and I'm surprised some of them don't know, I thought it was quite old school. Either I'm totally in sync with hy's thinking or I'm just too clever because I understood her. It'll only be fun if you know how to play, it can be quite confusing and frustrating if you don't know. Some of them went for free face-painting, it's so cool! They have the two-faced and the dark knight's joker, my brother wanted beast but they don't have it so he asked them to add in whiskers for him haha. We agreed to wear the batman shirts but hx forgot to bring hers. After that was bbq! So glad that we managed to have bbq without serious haze conditions. I'd rather it's sunny and warm than to have haze, at least I can breathe in some fresh air.

After bbq, they continued to play their games, stating all the shopping malls, brands etc, whoever repeats or doesn't have answer will be out. My sister then spotted a huge fat cockroach at the space between the ceilings, I didn't even bother to look, I just ran straight out. I'm really scared of cockroaches, the guys tried to get it out and kill it but it just stayed there without moving. Called housekeeping and told them there's 3 when there's only 1, by the time they came, it has already escaped out through the hole linking it to the outside. They changed our room to the next unit, the rest went to buy mcdonald's ice cream while some of us slept. I felt people poking/touching my face while sleeping but I'm too tired to wake up. They said my face 看起来白白嫩嫩的, so they just wanted to touch and feel it. One of them even suggested pinching my cheeks, I've no idea what they were thinking, perverts haha.

Nothing beats coming home and sleeping comfortably in your own bed. Having muscle ache while maintaining the same sleeping posture due to limited space. My weekends are gone just like that. I'm tired!

Ginza Bairin

Still dissatisfied with my teeth, need a few more adjustments, it was perfect until my dentist tried to push one of my front tooth in. He might as well not do it cause it seems like I'm back to square one, only difference is I'm left with a not so perfect shape as before and front teeth is not aligned. Power outage for 5 times in office, had to work in the dark with my mini torchlight coming from my phone. Dinner at Ginza Bairin with hw and ph, main purpose is to accompany hw for dinner cause her mum didn't cook. Shopped for a while, I was already quite tired after dinner. Better get more sleep if not I won't be sleeping much during chalet this weekend. Blood-shot eyes with not enough sleep. Can I have some fresh air and clearer vision? No air-con at home so I'm breathing in the hazardous air day in day out. Apparently only N95 mask works in protecting the user from the haze, the rest are pretty much useless. I hope the situation gets better, please go away haze if not we can't go night cycling. Try to stay indoors and drink more water, at least I'm still feeling fine now. It's getting warmer, it used to be chilly and breezy at night. Drivers, please drive carefully.

Anyone wants to watch the rooftop with me? The primary school boy that my aunt is babysitting likes my sister a lot because she's pretty haha. He even asked his mum to bring him to my sister's workplace to see her! Everytime I go there for dinner, he will show me a disappointed face and ask if I came alone, so I'll always tell him what he wants to know haha. We always made fun of him about this. Sigh, even small boy also knows who's pretty, all guys like pretty girls, now I know. Never mind, yiqing baby likes me :) My mum just told me last week that she wants to collect the hello kitties when it's already the 3rd week, by the time she told me the froggy one was already sold out, should have said earlier.

男生不懂，其实女生要的很简单。适当的陪伴，适当的关怀，必要时就对她好。当然拥有越多，会变得越来越贪心，想得到更多，男生难免就会觉得女生越来越过分，就不理会女生。想一下嘛，女生为什么会任性的又吵又闹？只是想得到你的注意，让你多在乎她一点，让她疼她宠爱她多一点她就会很开心了。女生不难懂，她只是想要你对她一个人好而已。大概是这样吧？一个人是否喜欢你，你感觉得出的，确实如此。我最能体会的感受就是一厢情愿的单恋。不想经历刻苦铭心的爱情，最怕心痛也很怕哭。心隐隐作痛的感觉好难受好辛苦。明明还是很在乎，不然怎么可能体会得到别人的痛？我怎么舍得让你难过呢？好久没见了，什么时候才能再见到你？还是很希望有人能送我回家。又不是他的谁也没有特别重要，怎么可能会对你好？

情话好听，情歌动听，皆因听懂的人，往往都伤过心。

无聊时的自拍。右下：不开心时候的表情，会稍微嘟一下嘴。

Meetup with ei8ht

Finally a meet-up with ei8ht, keep postponing cause everyone is too busy, couldn't find a time when all of us could make it. Happy to see them, haven't seen them for a long time! Had jai thai before going to andersen's for ice cream, thanks jy for the treat! People might think that I'm crazy having to work so far. No doubt it's tiring but it's alright since it's only a part-time job. Now that I thought of it, actually my sis and I aren't too fussy/picky about jobs as long as the pay is reasonable and we have enough to spend. Don't like to put on makeup but doesn't mind skincare products, since when have I become so conscious about my appearance? 年纪越大越需要保养，做女人真麻烦！

I know that his concert has just ended but I'm already looking forward to the concert DVD. I'm glad I still went, I'd rather go alone than deal with the regret just because there's no one to accompany me. I don't like to be alone but I'm always alone, ironic isn't it? Just got to know that yl almost wanted to go with me and carrie might go if I asked, maybe I'll ask them 3 years later. Evil twin thinks that the concert was nice too. Meanwhile, people you can go support his latest movie rooftop releasing on jul 11. I'll only support his self-directed movies, the rest will have to be really good to make me interested.

I always believe that you can never be friends with someone you once loved. It will be awkward, if you can it either means that you have never loved before or you still are. Maybe some of you think that it's possible but it will always be impossible for me. No way. If you are still in love, how can you treat that person as a friend? That person will always have a special place in your heart, you will still treat them differently, treasure them, always want to be together and be nice to them in whatever way possible. So tell me, in what way does that person seem like a friend to you? How can you not want to be nice to the person you love and not wish that he/she treats you the same? Of course there's another side to an argument but it's just my personal view.

I find it absurd that someone can just say they like you without truly knowing who you are. They just like what they see and doesn't know what kind of a person you are. 这样能算喜欢吗？不觉得。How can you even trust their words? Almost close to zero interaction or just the first encounter and out of a sudden there's a confession or whatever. How do you expect a girl to accept you or be friends with you just like that? You can't expect a girl to give you her number just like that, it doesn't work that way.

Girls are often termed sluts for whatever they do, guys have it much easier. 可怜的女生要做什么都不可以。I hate this word, I hate anything bad, no signs of fair treatment. Guys of a certain build and physique in their formal wear are just so smart-looking, but the moment he took out his cigarette I got turned off immediately.

魔天伦

Cramps plus diarrhoea and vomiting is the worst combination ever. Felt weak all over and kept perspiring, really felt like dying. I can't even endure cramps, let alone the pain during childbirth. I think I might die. Supervisor was on leave for 4 days and I was bombarded with emails. One good thing is that they don't let temp staff work OT. Taking leave on 17th, MIGHT be taking out my braces!

魔天伦新加坡站第二场巡回演唱会圆满结束！哎呦，不错喔！离舞台蛮近的，我有看到你哦！今年荧光棒的颜色是粉红色。来听演唱会本来就要很开心，我的确很开心，听不够不想回家，意犹未尽。就算不是最好的，演唱功力却是无庸置疑的，希望能拿到最佳男歌手！拿不到也没关系，因为你已是我心目中的最佳男歌手！和三年前说的话一样，椅子不是拿来坐的，是放包包用的。不是这里的规定我们只是比较慢热，新加坡的歌迷本来就很热情。12年了，从小孩变大人，有些从年轻变老所以没那么多精力一直站着，或许12年前他们是站着的。好像没有新加入的，都是跟了你很久的。虽然老了但那颗支持你的心是不会变的。每次演唱都会用专属的红色麦克风，你穿粉红色挺好看的！英语不好没关系，我听得懂华语。老外听不懂中文没关系因为音乐是不分国籍的，听旋律就可以了。咬字不清是因为方文山写的词太难，所以大家听不懂。唱中国风坚持咬字清楚，我比较喜欢你咬字不清。努力健身为了健康不要越来越胖，为了不要被叫杰伦叔叔，还是那二十几岁的杰伦哥哥，放心啦你还是我最爱的哎呦哥哥！喜欢嘻哈多元化的曲风还有你独创的混搭风，当然少不了独特的 J 式情歌。明明就真的很好听，你好像很喜欢开不了口，每次都会唱，和袁詠琳的合唱还是一样好听。和编曲老师就像家人，跟我们也一样，让你陪着我们一起变老吧！唱了老师帮你编曲的世界末日，就是因为这首歌而喜欢上你的音乐，听的第一首歌就是这首，就是它让我对你的印象大为改观。第一位歌手因为不知道还可以写什么词就索性把自己的名字写进去反复唱，顺便推销一下自己，那首歌是完美主义。几乎每一首歌都在大合唱，你笑得好开心哦。

看你的演唱会的确有视觉上的享受，本来说不露后来还是小秀了一下那健硕的身材。有好多不同的场景特效，好漂亮好好看，好像在看电影一样。钢琴很漂亮，没忘词是因为后面有一个很大的提词机，还有很大的沙滩球。每次都会丢双节棍送我们，从上面洒下来的碎纸配上优美抒情的音乐，好浪漫~ 开演唱会还不忘宣传一下即将上映的第二部自导自演新电影，歌武剧「天台」，演唱了里面的一些歌曲还演了一小段给我们看。三次安可，可是那三次我们都不是喊安可而是喊你的名字。演唱手语时出现的 3D/4D 特效整个表演都很好看！J ♥ U 说了很多话，改了一些词，甜言蜜语蛮多的，逗得我们心花怒放，我一直在傻笑。或许12年前我们不认识，你也没见过我，我是3年前才去参加你的演唱会，可是这段时间多亏你的音乐陪着我一起成长。简单温馨欢乐的气氛，值回票价！继续做你想做的音乐，坚持风格，我听得懂你的音乐，我会继续支持你的！让你的音乐继续跨时代，你的时代不会过去。要遵守三年之约哦，我们三年后见！还想再看到你，期待你的新电影，我一定会去看的！有理想梦想的男生好迷人哦。希望三年后有我喜欢的那个他陪我。

还是很爱跟你聊天，安静的我会变得比较多话。祝你考试顺利！不需要请很贵的东西。好奇，$30的巧克力不算贵吗？为什么。。。？总要有理由才能有特权 :( 在乎心意，有你对我好就可以了。还蛮经常让人担心的，一定觉得我不懂事，该做的不做不该做的却做了一大堆。以后若有机会，想尝试独自旅游，应该是个全新的体验。