Delayed post

We were supposed to be meeting bel for a farewell day out before she went hongkong, but she couldn't make it the last minute so I only met up with min on 25 June:) Had my all-time favourite fish & co:) Did some shopping and some walking from bugis to orchard, went to the new F21 outlet above Orchard MRT station, it's bigger than the outlet at 313 I think? Anyway, I enjoyed the day out with her and that's the first time I encouraged her to spend! Usually, I'll be the one to prevent her from spending and bel will be asking her to spend, well, I guess I just played the part of bel when she's absent!haha.

Played street fighter IV on xbox with cousins & sister yesterday:) I just love street fighter and my favourite character is Ken, always used his hoyuken (anyhow spell cause I don't know the exact spelling haha) until hy was so sick and tired that she said the one she hates most is Ken! But that's his trademark move and I only know how to use that haha!

Work was tiring as usual, I always feel sleepy after lunch, that's the toughest period when I've to fight against the sleepiness:( Couldn't keep my eyes open, got to force myself to stay awake:( Terrible feeling! Increased workload, tough decision between deciding to be efficient or not, being efficient means increased workload and praises from supervisor but not efficient means reduced workload and maybe negative impression? Dilemma:(

Was given this question from my sister: Will I get jealous easily? Erm, after giving it some thought, I think it depends on how much I trust that guy. I have a vast range of acceptable stuff like if I trust you, I can even allow you to go out with another girl alone and I won't mind. You can have the freedom to do whatever you want as long as you don't do anything overboard like betraying me that is. But if I suspect that you are interested in that girl, I'll get jealous very easily if I see you talking to her, just talking to her will trigger my jealousy. I'm that extreme, but no choice though, I can't stop myself from not being jealous. So it's better that I trust you cause I'll let you have lots of freedom:) But if I get jealous, I promise you it will be hell, just kidding haha!

Imy:( I miss you:(

Movies!

Was out with min on her last day of work! Watched "something borrowed" with her, like the plot:) But I find their lives too complicated!haha. Anyway, it's a story about 2 best friends, one of them sort of "borrowed" something from her best friend but eventually it was returned to her:) It depends on what do you put inside the word of something. It could be just a person or it could be more than that, something perhaps love? I don't know but this taught me something: Never ever give up on someone you really like, no matter if the other party is your best friend or not. Fight for what you really want, don't live your life based on others' expectations, do what makes you happy, live the life you want:) If not stay in regrets forever. Again, easier said than done, how many of us actually do have the courage to fight for what we wanted? Not many & I'm definitely not one of them.

Yesterday was the day out with cousins & siblings, halfway in the train my vision was darkened, I couldn't see anything, couldn't hear anything, felt terrible, wondered is it due to lack of oxygen in the train? I hope I won't ever experience that again, felt like dying!:( But I got out of the train and rested for a while and everything was back to normal again after a few minutes. Watched "the ward", it's something like "shutter island", watching it can make you go "HUH?" haha. Makes you feel like you are turning crazy too, not those horror movie but rather just to scare you, there's nothing horror inside, not in terms of spirits those kind. Again, I don't really understand what the movie is trying to say, the ending makes me even more confused! Not much nice movies lately, I'm just waiting for my Harry Potter! Refused to watch the trailer, just want to go inside the cinema and watch it for the first time, don't want any spoilers:) Will July be here soon? Please?

Resort world & Sentosa!

I've been busy with work this whole week, doesn't even have time for a breather! Everyday around 6pm will be the time when my brain shuts down and I'll stare into space while going home. You can see from my eyes that I'm soulless, I don't even know what I'm seeing, I'm just following my daily routine which guides me home. Real tired:( I hope next week will be more relaxing, at least don't give me so much work. Work has taken its toll on me:(

Finally a day for relaxation with min & bel yesterday at Resort world & Sentosa, actually we planned to go for a walk at don't know where (I never bother to ask) but it was raining when we reached. Plan was cancelled and we went to have our breakfast first before heading to Sentosa. By the time we reached, the rain has finally stopped, didn't get to suntan, well, at least I don't have to get sun burnt!haha, I always can't get myself to turn darker cause my skin will just return to being fair and I always get sun burnt without fail!

Decided on wild honey for dinner and abit of shopping after that, was too tired to shop and bel & min could tell my fatigue from my face. Actually I was having headache after the dinner but I didn't say it until we were on the train home, that explains my fatigue look. Anyway, it was a nice day out with them and I'm meeting them again with liz joining us this coming Tuesday to watch a movie! Updates will be due next weekend as usual:)

Birthday celebrations... and some trust issues

Went for sheena's birthday celebration at the hard rock cafe at rws last Saturday, I like the ambience there:) We were late as usual haha and she was asked to go on stage so that we can sing birthday song for her:) I really enjoyed myself that day and I think she enjoyed herself too:) She drank 2 cups (was it cup? I wasn't sure haha) of flaming lamborghini and we treated jy that too. Her face was damn red after she finished it but she's still very much awake and not drunk yet haha. I'm glad it wasn't me who had to drink that! It sure tasted awful based on her description!:(

Celebrated jy's birthday for her on 1 June, it's weird you know when actually her birthday is on 29 May and sheena's was on 2 June but we celebrated sheena's birthday on 28 May and jy's on 1 June!haha. Bought her 21 kuehs to substitute the cake! We planned a surprise with her uni mates by giving her band hero wii set without the instruments when she meet up with them. She knew it was expensive so maybe she thought that they couldn't afford to buy the whole set for her and she was supposed to buy the instruments to complete the set herself. But she didn't know that ei8ht had already paid for the instruments and we gave it to her a few days later! I think she really like her present!:) Surprise well-planned! Mass-chat with Maggie and it was an awesome night spent with them:) People must be thinking that we are crazy to feed the phone with ice-cream cause Maggie wanted to eat it!haha, it was damn funny! Poor jy got to carry the heavy present home!:(

Trust issues... I had an eventful week at work and I did something real stupid which could have cost me someone important. I almost lost that person, but I'm glad everything is back to normal again. I'm too trusting towards people and I'm really confused now. I don't even know who to trust anymore! My whole impression of the people around me has gone haywire and nothing seems like what I thought it was initially. Got to really open my eyes wide and see carefully before I get targeted by others. Do I have to stoop to their level to prevent getting hurt? I hope not cause I don't ever want to be like those people that I hate. I don't wish to guard myself against anyone, it becomes tiring for me:( Why do people have to be so complicated? Do they do it to protect themselves or what? I'll never understand what they are thinking and I don't wish to know. I just hope no one targets me:( But aren't colleagues supposed to be helping one another? If you get someone into trouble, won't that person hate you and try to take revenge too? And when will this revenge thing ever end? Does hurting people bring so much pleasure to you? What if you are the one getting hurt? Why don't people spare a thought for one another's feelings anymore? Is that really the way to survive?

in the process of making flaming lamborghini!

ending the post with my 'black-faced' pictures, people seriously owe me alot of money haha! ei8ht should stop saying I'm cute when young, next time let's compare the rest!:)